"Ah Jin, how did you do in your last life?" Yan Hui asked gently, and he had long forgotten to be jealous.

He sat down and gently stroked her long hair, how was his little girl doing without his care in her last life?

The eldest brother is lost, and she is bound to have a bad life.

If the eldest brother was alive, Xiao Changfeng would not have the heart of a thief but not the courage of a thief, and he would not do anything to her, but if the eldest brother died, it would be different.

Nian Jinshu didn't know why, and suddenly wanted to confide, "I'm not having a good time!"

She's doing very, very bad!

"Dad is dead, big brother is dead, and Ah Lan is dead...... You're dead too. Nian Jinshu's tears almost fell, she had been thinking about her previous life for a long time, this time Xue Lan's death dug out her emotions, and those scars buried in her heart appeared so bloodily.

The pain of the previous life has never been far away.

She didn't forget it for a moment, she remembered very, very clearly the despair in her heart when Ah Lan died, and also remembered the hesitation and loneliness when she was unaccompanied.

She was alone, trekking through mountains and rivers, and there was no one around her to help her, and no one reached out to help her, and said to her, Ah Jin, don't be sad.

Yan Hui was shocked, "Ah Jin!"

Nian Jinshu cried without warning, it was the kind of cry that was about to collapse, on Xue Lanlingtang, Nian Jinshu was not so broken, she was also crying, she was also sad, her mood was very low, but it was not like now, it seemed to be floating on the sea, about to drown in the despair of the past, desperately wanting to grab a life-saving driftwood, but no one was her driftwood, she was trapped in the memories of her previous life, and she couldn't extricate herself.

Yanhui hugged her, so strong that he wanted to rub her into his bones and blood, and Nian Jinshu cried in Yanhui's arms, crying so much that his throat was hoarse, crying as if he was going to cough up blood, and his tears wet Yanhui's clothes.

"I can't keep anyone, big brother, father, Ah Lan, Bai Ling, you ......" Nian Jinshu was very sad, "I can't keep anyone, I thought that going back to life was to make up for my regrets, to let me protect those who had lost, but I didn't do it, I didn't protect Ah Lan, Ah Lan died, Ah Lan is still dead, and even ...... Compared to that year, Ah Lan died earlier. ”

Ah Lan has a few years to live.

Yan recalled that when she was in the secret realm of the sea, Nian Jinshu was stimulated by Xue Lan and Nian Jun Yao's spirit cards, and that time Nian Jinshu was attacked by Soul Devouring, and remembered the most painful picture in her heart, she was almost killed by Soul Devourer.

This time, Xue Lan's death stimulated her even more.

She still remembers the embarrassment of the Nianjin Book when she was in the secret realm of the sea.

Yan Hui's heart was about to hurt, "It's okay, cry, I'm by my side." ”

Ah Jin, I won't die!

In this life, I am by your side, and I will not give up on you, nor will I abandon you, let alone hurt you.

Nian Jinshu was really in his arms, crying so sadly, the shadow of the previous life resurfaced again, that loneliness, despair overwhelmed her again, when she was not drunk, she didn't feel anything, reason would tell herself, it doesn't matter, the previous life is over.

It's a good time in this life, big brother, Ah Lan is fine, and there will be no more accidents.

She thought her life was over.

Ah Lan's death made her understand one thing, she can't get over it!

In this life, she is gradually losing the people she should lose, she will lose Ah Lan, she will lose her eldest brother, she will lose Yanhui, she will lose her father, and she will eventually have another person.

She couldn't take it.

In this life, compared to the previous life, she lived so happily, she couldn't accept it, everyone left like this.

She's going to be crazy.

The road to ascension is so difficult, who must be lost in order to prove anything?

But if so, she would rather not ascend.

She didn't want to soar anymore.

"I don't want to ascend, I'll be an ordinary immortal cultivator, live for hundreds of years, enough, I don't want to ascend, don't take you all away, don't!"

Nian Jinshu's tears fell on Yan Hui's clothes, "I don't want you to leave, no one can." ”

"No one will leave!" Yan Hui said in a deep voice, "Ah Jin, don't be sad, we will save Ah Lan, no one will leave you, I'm good, big brother, Ah Lan is good, I won't leave, we are still waiting for Ah Jin to ascend and take our chicken dog to heaven, Ah Jin, Ah Lan will come back, you believe in the soul bell, believe in yourself, this life has been done all over again, I didn't stay with you in the last life, did I? But in this life, I am by your side, I will not die." ”

Even if I have to die, Ah Jin, I will drag Xue Yongye to die together!

He's your nightmare.

Pull him to bury me with you, and I will never give him a chance to hurt you again.

Nianjin Book, "Liar." ”

"I don't lie to you!" Yan Hui hugged her and whispered, "I lie to anyone in the world." ”

Yan Hui said solemnly, "But Yan Hui never deceived the New Year's book." ”

Yan Hui heard from her words that in her previous life, all her hardships must have been very difficult, and she must have had a very difficult time.

She lived a lifetime alone.

Everyone left her.

A Lan, Nian Jun Yao, Nian Lingxiao, Bai Ling...... He!

In his previous life, he shouldn't be nothing to her, even if she left, she wouldn't be sad, but others were different.

They were all her dearest.

Her best friend!

So, she must have collapsed.

Big brother and Ah Lan, after Nian Lingxiao's death, how did she survive alone.

In the previous life, why wasn't he by her side?

Her tears smashed on his heart, heavy and painful, and smashed his heart full of anger, wanting to kill the person who had bullied her.

"Don't be afraid!" Yan Hui took the trouble to comfort her, eager to treat her as a little baby, holding her in her arms, and gently coaxing, she was so distressing.

The first time he saw the Nian Jin Book, he cried so badly.

He hated himself.

Since the previous life and this life, when he was discussing the sword from Wanping City, he went to a different direction, then before Wanping City discussed the sword, it was the same, he hurt her and alienated her.

If it weren't for the sword, she would suddenly marry him.

In this life, maybe he and her still have no intersection.

Perhaps, he still watched her, deceived by Xiao Changfeng, and finally Wanping City ended up with the same fate as the night, he alienated Nian Jinshu, he hoped that Nian Jinshu would be safe and smooth in this life, and hoped that when he was in his fledgling, Nian Jinshu would stay away from harm, and his mother fell into the devil, but everything he cared about, A-Niang had to erase it, he didn't dare to let anyone know, he had Nian Jinshu in his heart, and he was even more afraid that Nianjinshu would not give up, and he still had to follow him, how scared he was, Nianjinshu became a big dish like a small powder.

But if it is the end of alienating him, that is, she has a bad life, she is bullied, and in the end, her family is ruined, and she is displaced alone, so what does he do when he alienates her?