Chapter 124: Estrangement
The night in the mountains was very quiet, and in the small wooden house, the dim candlelight was placed on the square table, and by the table sat a silent snow edge and a white pity full of guilt.
Tianxun reached out and patted Xuebian's shoulder, "Go get something to eat, haven't you been yelling that you're hungry for a long time?" Xuebian was silent, Tianxun and Grandpa Nuo glanced at each other, and the two turned around and walked out of the 'door'.
Bai Lian looked at the delicate and lovely 'girl' child in front of him, he couldn't believe that the person in front of him was his 'daughter', looking at the indifference on the edge of the snow, Bai Lian sighed helplessly, when he followed his master here, he didn't think that the young Xue Bian would forgive her, and now, it is a gift to be able to see the 'girl' again.
"Snowside, all these years······ How are you doing? Xue Bian turned his head away from her, and said in a hard voice: "Since you didn't want me at the beginning, don't take care of me now." ”
Bai Lian's face was pale, and her heart ached, her child, since she was a child, she almost died because of herself and her father, fortunately she was picked up by Tianxun, and finally saw her mother, but it was only a few months before she was separated again, no wonder she didn't want to forgive herself, thinking about this, her eyes were moist.
Slowly walked to Xuebian's side and took Xuebian's hand, "Child, my mother is sorry for you, my mother doesn't expect you to forgive yourself, but you have to understand that if you can, your mother hopes to never leave you, and your mother also has a lot of last resort, and there is no mother in the world who doesn't love her children." ”
After a pause, he sat beside the snow and gently hugged her into his arms, "Because of me and your father, you are only a little big, and you have experienced a catastrophe of life and death, at that time, my mother really thought that you had passed away, at that time, my mother was discouraged, and wanted to go with you, fortunately, I was rescued by my aunt at that time, and my mother had the opportunity to see you again, five years ago, my mother came here with my aunt, I thought I would never see you again, who knows, I saw you again today, this time, my mother will not leave you again." ”
Xue Bian pushed her away, stood up, and wiped a handful of tears with his sleeve, "I don't want to listen to you say so much, anyway, you just don't want me anymore, in your heart, I'm just an insignificant person, right?" Anyone is more important than me, since I don't want me anymore, why come here now to pretend, from childhood to adulthood, only the master really loves me, every time I am cold, hungry, crying, only the master is by my side, what if there is no mother? Haven't I grown up well? Since I didn't have a mother before, I won't have one in the future, and I never will! ”
Xue Bian roared angrily to vent his thoughts and grievances for many years, these many years, even if the master is good to her, he can't make up for the pain of not having a mother, five years ago, she originally saw a 'woman' in white, that was her mother, originally, she thought she was the happiest in the world, with a mother, a master······ However, one day when she woke up, her mother was gone, she cried and made trouble, but in the end she only worried the master, and gradually she understood that her mother abandoned her again.
Since then, she has learned to hide her emotions, because she is afraid that one day the master will not want her, she has learned a two-sided personality, in front of the master, she is well-behaved and obedient, lively and lovely good apprentice, the master is not there, she will close herself, hide alone, do not talk to anyone, and ignore everything around her.
Xue Bian calmed his breath, opened the 'door', and saw Tianxun standing in front of the 'door' with deep brows, tears fell, and he threw himself into Tianxun's arms, and said in a muffled voice: "Master, let's go, my master has also seen it, let's leave here, okay?" ”
Tianxun hugged her, gently stroked her head, and whispered comfortingly, "Xuebian is good, we can't leave now, you just obediently stay here, play with the master for a few days, and after playing, we will leave, okay?" ”
There was a soft and glutinous voice in his arms, and the 'pumping' and 'pumping' pair responded well.