Chapter 45: Fahai, You Don't Know Love45
After a while.
It was only then that he heard his sullen reply:
"The poor monk didn't repent, he just ......
It takes a little time to figure things out. ”
She lay on his back, and the sweet voice was close at hand:
"What's bothering you? I'll help you think about it~"
Fahai was silent, trying to ignore the warm breath in his ears, ignoring the delicate touch on his back.
She was obviously so light, but she seemed to have a thousand weights, and she weighed heavily on his heart......
Makes him panic.
He thought, he really didn't understand women, and he didn't know what terrible abilities they had.
Before, she seduced him, and he was unmoved because she had nothing to do with him;
But now, in the long-term relationship, he can't deny that he has developed a good impression of her.
Therefore, her meaning to him is different.
He didn't think there was anything terrible about giving birth to love;
But just now, she didn't do anything with her lotus feet, which made him feel turbulent and made waves.
He was afraid that if he continued like this, he would break his vows.
……
Along.
No matter what Ren Tianhuang said, Fahai was as silent as a saw-mouthed gourd.
Until it was getting dark, the two looked for a ruined temple to rest.
After being busy, he finally settled down, and he was idle and unavoidable.
Tilting Huang sat by the campfire, and the firelight reflected her eyes:
"Did I embarrass you?"
Fahai looked apologetic and said softly:
"It has nothing to do with the donor, it's the poor monk's state of mind that is not enough."
Qian Huang sighed worriedly, the monk was in trouble, and he couldn't accept it for a while......
It seems that it will not work without strong medicine.
She said: "There are some words, I have been holding back for a long time! ”
Fahai stared at the scorching, angry girl: "I want to hear about it." ”
Dumping and his showdown:
"You're still struggling with whether to choose me or Buddha, and you don't want to give up.
If you are an ordinary person, you must think that you will end up empty-handed......"
She leaned in and patted him on the shoulder hard, her tone somewhat like a magic stick:
"None of that matters, Master, I'm optimistic about you! Who says you have to choose one?
Who said you can't become a Buddha if you are emotional? You can do it! ”
Fahai's eyebrows frowned slightly, and he didn't know how to answer for a while, so he had to continue listening.
Qian Huang said: "You guys, it's too rigid, there are too many rules and precepts, and you have to look at everything at a glance......
But in fact, isn't this an 'obsession'? ”
Fahai gently retorted:
"Rules are not obsessions."
Tianhuang continued to pat him on the shoulder, and said seriously:
"Silly monk, the rules are made by the winners, and they are to be followed by those stupid people who are not qualified enough, so that they can be easily controlled.
As smart as you are, you don't have to worry about breaking the rules.
If you're good enough, you can have privileges, did you know?
Of course, no one will ever say this explicitly. ”
Fahai smiled slightly, the troubles in his heart were still not relieved, but listening to her nonsense, he relaxed a lot.
Tilting pout:
"Don't believe it, let me tell you, even if it's a Buddhist, you may not follow the rules in everything, and you still have privileges.
For example, the Arhat who descended the dragon said that 'wine and meat pass through the intestines, and the Buddha stays in his heart'. Anyway, he has done a lot of breaking vows, and he is still an arhat. ”
Fahai said: "The Buddha can see clearly. ”
Tilting his hands clapped:
"Yes, he drinks wine and eats meat, but he really has a Buddha in his heart, and those external things don't matter.
If you can become a Buddha by adhering to the rules, then wouldn't the Buddha walk all over the place? ”
She lowered her voice and said slowly:
"So, as long as you really have a Buddha in your heart, even if you like me, it's nothing......"