Chapter 213: Gains and Losses

Red sleeves and Zhu Qing didn't dare to make a sound, thinking about their own master was a big taboo for the hostess, since Zhu Yue dared to choose like this, he must know the consequences in his heart.

"Go ahead, Redsleeves, you go and help Lilac reconcile." Qin Ranran let the two of them out of the house, feeling really depressed.

She sat on the kang for a while, then got up and dressed, fastened her cloak, refused Lu Jiu's accompaniment, and walked around the courtyard with the plaque of the Zhenguo Mansion alone.

Passing through the corridor connecting the main courtyard to the garden, she stood in front of the empty land, looked at Ahri who was rolling in it, and the gardener who was standing next to her and saluted, nodded for the gardener to get busy, and continued to walk backwards.

On one side of the garden was the place where the house was in charge of pulpping, and she walked slowly to the door, watching the rough mother-in-law there wash the changed sheets and bedding, and talk with a smile about the short of the family.

After that, there is the place where these people live, and they are cleaned up.

She didn't know why she came out to see this circle, but after seeing this place, she felt a little relieved.

"Ma'am." Mother Liu quietly appeared beside her and asked, "Why are you here?" ”

"Mother Liu, what do you say people live in this world for?" Qin Ranran opened her mouth and asked, "You see, these people live in the world to earn food and raise their children well, why do I live in this world?" ”

"In the beginning, it was to walk the world and heal and save people. Later, it became a good assistant to Cheng'an, so that he could go more smoothly. ”

"But today I suddenly found that when I put all my thoughts on him, I will suffer from gains and losses, which seems to be different from me before."

"I have to guard against women who have ulterior motives for him every day, and I have to worry about whether I will be old, whether I will not be able to give birth to a son, and I feel very tired of living."

Lu Chengan stood in the shadows not far from them, silently listening to Qin Ranran's words.

Lu Jiu followed behind him, his head shrunk like a frightened quail.

"Madame, what do you want to do most now?" Liu's mother asked suddenly.

Qin Ranran thought for a while before saying, "It's strange, what I want to do most now is still to make good money, practice medicine well, and take good care of Lu Chengan." ”

Mother Liu pointed to the mothers-in-law who were working, and said: "Madam, this is not strange, just say that these mothers-in-law, their thoughts should be the same as mine, when they were young, they only thought about marrying a lover and living a harmonious life, and later when they had children, they wanted to let their children live a good life, and they planned for their husbands and children wholeheartedly." ”

"We women, how many of us who live our lives are really living for ourselves?"

Qin Ranran was silent, and after a while, she stretched out her hands and looked at her fingers, slender and slender, because of the need to dispense medicine, her nails were not dyed with dancΓ΄me like ordinary women.

Her hands are such ordinary hands, and her people are such ordinary people, people everywhere in this world.

However, it was really depressing and sad.

"Madame is angry because of what happened to Taketsuki?" Seeing that she was silent, Liu's mother asked.

Qin Ranran looked up at her, a little confused and aggrieved in her eyes......

When Mother Liu saw her eyes, she was also sad in her heart, and she opened her mouth and said: "If Madam is unhappy, just beat Grandpa Guo out of anger, why bother to get along with yourself?" ”

The corners of Lu Chengan's mouth twitched when he heard this, is this still the mother Liu who cares about and loves herself? Have you forgotten all the old marquis's advice?

Qin Ranran chuckled, but the smile did not reach the bottom of her eyes: "Mother Liu, I'll just go shopping by myself, there are some things I need to think about by myself." ”

Lu Chengan in this life really didn't look for other women, and the women in his previous life were all shoehorned in when he was not close to him, but why did he wave so many women to him?

"Madam, let the old slave say one more thing." Liu's mother was also very worried when she saw her.

"Mother Liu, you can say it."

"Poria's mother once said that men are objects like pig's feet, so you don't have to pay too much attention to them. If you really can't think about it, just treat Grandpa Guo as a pig's foot. Liu's mother said.

Lu Chengan only felt uncomfortable with the twitching corners of his forehead, Mother Liu, beware of the old marquis going to find you in his dream......

"Okay." Qin Ranran nodded unusually seriously.

Lu Chengan only felt that he had a headache, if Ran really regarded himself as a dispensable object, then what fun would he have in his life?

He was just about to walk out, when he saw that Qin Ranran had already raised his leg and continued to walk forward.

He lifted his leg to follow, but saw Ahri see him and climbed up his shoulder along his leg.

Lu Chengan rubbed Ahri and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Why is your mother angry?" ”

Ahri was sitting in a precarious position, uniting with his mother, resolutely not getting close to Lu Chengan, but his tail quietly wrapped around Lu Chengan's neck.

Qin Ranran walked slowly to the cover room in the back row, and then stopped, standing far away and looking at the man who haunted there.

The cover room in the last row was inhabited by guards and secret guards, and Qin Ranran didn't bother them as in the past, so she stopped.

"Hey, what's going on with your sister?" She stood there and listened to the two guards on duty talking there.

"Now that I'm working as a guard in our house, the merchant finally stopped harassing me and let my sister be a concubine! A few days ago, she was given a reading family, although her family background is average, but we are not inferior. ”

"That is, everyone in your family is stubborn, and if you are a neighbor, you will definitely prefer to be a concubine in a rich family."

"Alas, who said it wasn't, we are used to being poor in Suzhou, and we can live a good life, who wants to let it go?"

"It's not just us in Suzhou, whoever chooses, can have a good life, who will choose a poor life?"

The two walked away chattering, and Qin Ranran stood silently in place until the sun gradually shifted its position, and the place where she stood was shrouded in the shadow of the rockery.

A figure approached, and Qin Ranran glanced back at who it was, but only felt that his whole body was stiff.

The familiar taste made her feel at ease suddenly, and she saw Lu Chengan striding forward, hugging her horizontally, with a resolute expression, and walking forward step by step.

Qin Ranran nestled in his arms, looked up, and only saw his chin with a short cyan beard and that resolute line.

Ahri screamed happily, jumped into Qin Ranran's arms and shrunk into a ball, no matter who looked at it, this was a happy family of three.

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