Chapter Seventy-Two: Complicated Feelings
Mingyue pushed Li Yun to the study next door, and saw Li Yun plugging in the door smoothly, so she went over and pushed open a wardrobe in the study, and then a bookshelf appeared behind the wardrobe, which was full of books.
Looking at the hidden bookshelf in front of her in astonishment, Mingyue said in surprise, "You really hid it." ”
Li Yun didn't say anything, and Mingyue continued, "If you open your secret room in front of me, aren't you afraid that I will steal any treasure from you?" ”
Li Yun still didn't make a sound, and continued to rummage through the book, just when Mingyue thought that Li Yun would not answer again, Li Yun spoke, "Come and find it yourself in the future, and remember to put it back after reading." ”
With such a secret bookshelf, Mingyue planned to stand behind and take a look, but after listening to Li Yun's words, she didn't seem to be afraid to look through it herself, so she lost her taboos, and unceremoniously began to rummage around the bookshelves, muttering words in her mouth, "You don't really have any treasures in this bookshelf, right?" Otherwise, why make such a secret bookshelf? ”
After rummaging for a long time, I didn't find anything precious, except for books or books, I couldn't help but purse my mouth, "It's all books, it's boring." ”
Li Yun saw that Mingyue had rummaged enough on the bookshelf, so he pointed to the book on his lap, "Take it yourself." ”
Mingyue picked up the book on Li Yun's lap, and saw Li Yun push the wardrobe over, and the bookshelf was hidden behind the bookcase, so she couldn't see anything unusual, and then pushed the wheelchair out of the door.
Mingyue held the book Li Yun found for herself in her hand, followed behind Li Yun, and asked curiously, "This book is not a treasure thing, why do you hide it so secretly?" Afraid that someone else will steal it? ”
Li Yun paused before he spoke, "Many of these books are from the previous dynasty, and they are banned in the Great Yan Dynasty. ”
Listening to Li Yun's words, Mingyue didn't care much, as long as the book was a good book, there were no forbidden books in her eyes, and she teased in a relaxed tone, "Your hobby is really special, you actually like to collect banned books from the previous dynasty." ”
Li Yun listened to Mingyue's indifferent tone, she didn't notice the point of her words at all, and couldn't help frowning, she thought that this girl was a smart person, as long as she mentioned it a little, she would know the severity, but now she was a little worried, and she regretted bringing her here.
Since Mingyue had already let Mingyue know, Li Yun sighed, and had to continue to instruct, "If you let the court know, it will lead to death, if you are interested, just take a look for yourself, don't publicize it at will, no one can." ”
Mingyue listened to Li Yun's solemn tone, frowned and said, "Isn't it, is there still the Qin Dynasty's 'Book Burning Pit Confucianism' staged here?" ”
Listening to Mingyue's words, Li Yun frowned again, "What Qin Dynasty's 'book burning pit Confucianism', it looks very clever, how can you speak so unscrupulously?" ”
Mingyue stuck out her tongue at Li Yun, "Don't worry, I'll just talk to you casually, I won't talk nonsense outside." ”
She also remembered after she finished speaking, Dayan was the Qin State before, but this Qin State is not the Qin State she knows, from some of the historical books she read, there is no Qin Shi Huang, let alone any 'book burning and Confucianism', but I don't know what the reason is, this Qin Dynasty has been destroyed for more than a hundred years, this Dayan has not slackened at all in suppressing the rest of the party in the previous dynasty, and now as long as it has a little relationship with the Qin State, it will attract death, no wonder Li Yun is so cautious.
Seeing that Mingyue finally got her senses, Li Yuncai finally relieved himself, went back to the house, and looked for his own book to read.
Mingyue was thinking in her heart, what is the background of this Li Yun? Unknowingly, the Li family was able to build such a hidden bookshelf and hide so many books from the Qin Dynasty.
It's cool under the tree in the backyard, and the two of them are still sitting under the tree reading their own books, but Mingyue's level of the 'language' of this era is really limited, at most it is a primary school level, and the slightly more difficult ones have become rare words that Mingyue doesn't know, and they can't understand it.
So Li Yun couldn't calm down and read the book, because Mingyue would always interrupt him when he had just read for a while, at this time, Li Yun couldn't even understand, obviously such a smart person, sometimes she felt that she understood everything, but she didn't know a few words.
In the end, Li Yun simply stopped reading by herself, so she followed Mingyue to read the book she wanted to read, and whenever there was something Mingyue didn't understand, she explained it to Mingyue on the side.
In this way, Mingyue's reading speed is also much faster, and in one day, she actually finished reading a bamboo slip, but there is nothing in it that Mingyue wants, which makes Mingyue a little disappointed.
At dinner, Mingyue's disappointment hung on her face, Li Yun originally thought that Mingyue read these books because she was interested, after all, in Li Yun's opinion, Mingyue is quite persistent in medicine, but now it seems that she is afraid that it is because of her own legs?
So Li Yun spoke, "I've read all these books, and they have nothing to do with the poison on my leg." ”
Mingyue was disappointed in her heart, her mood was already bad, and when she listened to Li Yun's words, she was even more annoyed, "Then why didn't you say it earlier, it would be useless for me to watch it for a day." ”
Li Yun felt a little innocent, "I thought you were interested in poison and medical skills. ”
Mingyue said sullenly, "I'm interested, but it's the point to find a way to heal your leg first!" ”
Li Yun looked at Mingyue with complicated eyes, "The purpose of marrying me should be to be interested in my leg disease, right?" But you don't have to sacrifice your lifelong happiness. ”
Mingyue looked at Li Yun, this was the first time Li Yun asked this question, Mingyue replied honestly, "I really wanted to marry you before, and of course I also wanted to heal your legs." Mingyue didn't say the last sentence, but just said it in her heart, because at that time I thought you were Li Hao.
Li Yun listened to Mingyue's tone, "At that time", and now he still regrets it, "You are a good girl, I am not your lover after all, when do you want to leave, tell me, I will persuade the Li family to let you go." ”
Mingyue heard Li Yun's words, and for some reason felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, and said in an indignant tone, "If I want to leave, do I still need your Li family's permission, I'll leave in minutes." After speaking, he angrily dropped the dishes and chopsticks in his hand, rushed out of the door angrily, and went to the yard for a run.
Li Yun listened to Mingyue's words and fell into deep thought, what does "minutes" mean?
That night, Mingyue insisted on running three laps before going to wash, dragging her heavy and tired body to sleep.
didn't pay attention to Li Yun, nor did he meditate and practice the mind, so he went to bed silently, lay down in the bed, and slept with his back to Li Yun.
This made Li Yun a little puzzled, these days of getting along, he still has some understanding of Mingyue, sometimes he has a bigger temperament, but he always comes and goes quickly, according to his previous understanding, he should have run a step back, and what temperament has been dispersed, how can he not be angry today?
The familiar arms did not wrap around his neck, and there was no Mingyue's horizontal legs and feet on his waist, and the moonlight shone in from the window, Li Yun looked at Mingyue inside, curled up into a ball and leaned against the wall, so petite.
At this time, Mingyue fell into a terrible dream for her, in the dream, Li Hao was blown into pieces in front of her, and then those pieces were in front of her, and they were newly combined into Li Yun's appearance, and then Li Yun's appearance became lighter and lighter in front of her, becoming transparent, and slowly disappeared, and then the light disappeared with Li Yun, leaving herself alone in the dark, unable to see anything.
"Don't, don't leave, don't, please, don't leave me alone, don't ......"
Li Yun listened to Mingyue's sobbing and sad muttering, what did he dream about? And it seems to be entangled in dreams, and the crying is getting louder and louder.
Li Yun hesitated for a moment, and finally stretched out his hand, shaking Mingyue's curled body, "Wake up." But he couldn't wake up Mingyue, and finally used some internal force, Mingyue was awakened in an instant, and the whole mind was still immersed in the sadness of the dream, unable to extricate himself, pumping and pumping, and couldn't stop for a while.
Li Yun patted Mingyue's back, "What did you dream about, crying so sadly?" ”
Listening to Li Yun's voice, Mingyue came back from her sad emotions, tried to stabilize her emotions, hoarse voice, and said in a relaxed tone as much as possible, "It's okay, I had a nightmare, I dreamed that a ghost was chasing me, and I was scared to cry." ”
Li Yun listened to Mingyue's words, and knew that Mingyue didn't want to say anything, so he didn't say anything more, but he thought in his heart, who did he tell not to leave? Her father? But why did she be left alone? Doesn't she still have a mother and a younger brother?
Li Yun was thinking nonsense, but found that Mingyue, who was facing away from him, suddenly turned over, and then a muffled voice with a little grievance came, "Can you, don't drive me away?" Actually, in fact, I dreamed that you disappeared, leaving me alone in the dark, unable to see anything. ”
No matter how strong a person is, there will be times when he is vulnerable, Mingyue disguised herself with all her strength, but in the end, when she woke up in the middle of the night, she told the truth in front of the person who seemed to be both an old man and an old man.
Li Yun was still thinking about herself just now, who was she dreaming of in Mingyue's dream, and she never thought about it, was it herself who left her in the dream? My heart was suddenly filled with an indescribable feeling, but my hand moved first, hugged the curled up person into his arms, gently patted Mingyue's back, and comforted softly, "I'm here, I won't disappear, just by your side, sleep in peace." ”
Mingyue let Li Yun hug her, obediently closed her eyes, and finally fell asleep again.
Li Yun maintained the movement of hugging Mingyue, listening to the sobbing sound from time to time when the person in his arms fell asleep, his mood was a little complicated, the person in his arms made him a little elusive, and he seemed to be more and more influenced by her.