Xiaohua didn't take these things to heart, she was thinking about the rabbit she had rescued from the mountain. Ziruo said that the rabbit was without Neidan, and it probably wouldn't last long. Xiaohua thought that he was going to leave this world after all, and if he gave him half of the Naedan, then he would definitely survive.

Thinking like this, Xiaohua walked to the room where the rabbit was placed, and when she saw the rabbit lingering there, she felt very guilty. Xiaohua was just about to spit out Nedan to the rabbit. The rabbit suddenly jumped up and dodged.

Xiaohua wondered: "Why do you want to dodge? you will be able to recover quickly after eating Neidan, if you wait for recovery like this, it must take a long time to recover, and maybe you will die here." ”

The rabbit just put on a look that he didn't want to live or die, and Xiaohua had to swallow Neidan back again. Xiaohua thought that the rabbit had given up on living the plan. I wanted to persuade him more, but the rabbit suddenly spoke. He said, "It's not that I don't have a Nedan, it's just that the girl Ziruo seems to have some opinions about you, so she opened her mouth to deceive you." I don't have to give me Nedan, I can recover myself quickly. ”

Xiaohua reacted when she heard this, probably because she rashly took Zhao Xinyi up the mountain to make Ziruo feel uncomfortable, but as soon as she knew that this rabbit was saved, Xiaohua's heart let go, and said: "If you can recover by yourself, then I won't care about you, you just need to take medicine every day, so that you can recover soon." Wait until the full moon night and remember to go out and absorb the essence of the moonshine. The rabbit nodded, and watched the little flower walk out.

As soon as Xiaohua put her mind down, she returned to her past state, sitting on the stone by the river every day, watching the river gurgling away, not knowing what she was thinking, and her hand was always rubbing the jade pendant. Ziruo watched it several times, and finally relented, so one day she sat next to Xiaohua and asked her, "Why can't you always let go of the past?"

Xiaohua looked at Ziruo, and said a little dazed: "I don't know, it's not that I don't want to put it down, but I can't put it down." The person who died, to me, was my parents, my friend, and my lover. There's no way I can easily forget him. ”

Zi Ruo sighed and said, "Then why did you want to kill yourself before, did you want to go underground to accompany him?" Xiaohua shook her head and said, "Even if you go below, you may not be able to see him." He is different from me, even if he dies, he will probably return to his original position, while I can only fall into samsara. I just don't know. What can I do if I can't avenge him anymore, or without him by my side?"

Zi Ruo struggled for a long time, and finally began to speak, "Actually, I have experienced the same thing as you. When Xiaohua heard this, she turned her head to look at her, and she continued: "It was on that mountain that I used to have a good relationship with Bai Ze, and he probably never mentioned it to you, because he knew that person was the eternal pain in my heart, and his name was Bai Yi.

Bai Yi and Bai Ze and I grew up together. Bai Ze is like a younger brother to me, he is always very naïve, although he has long been far superior to us in medical skills, but he is like a child who doesn't know anything in ordinary life. Bai Yi and I are always thinking of ways to take care of him.

That year, a patient suddenly came to the valley. He was so sick that Master said that only one herb on the mountain could save him. Bai Ze can't go up the mountain alone, and I'm a girl, and it's dangerous to go to the mountain at night. So Bai Yi took it upon himself to hide from his master and went up the mountain with us, and by the time we found out, the people had already gone away.

At first, we thought he would be able to come back, as Bai Yi was the only one in the valley who had been learning martial arts. But after three or four days, he was not seen coming down from the mountain, and the patient died because there was no herb. We panicked and thought we were going up the hill to find him. But when he went to the mountains, he found that there was no trace of him in the mountains. In the end, the master said that he was probably dead, because there were many goblins in the mountains, and if they wanted to kill a person, it would not cost them any effort, and no one else could find a trace.

Bai Ze and I blamed ourselves incomparably, thinking that it was all because we were useless, which made Bai Yi leave like this. And for me, he was a dream of my girlhood, the person I wanted to marry him since I was a child. And so he walked away. At first, I was also very decadent, doing nothing every day, just staying in my room. Master came to see me many times, and many times he saw that I couldn't listen to anything, and finally gave up.

It was Bai Ze who found me later, and he didn't know when he sneaked up the mountain, and he searched all over the mountains to find the things that Bai Yi used to carry. When I saw that thing, I was in good spirits. I think that although Bai Yi is gone, I am still alive in this world, and I can't lose all my spirit because of this.

The deceased is like this. The loss of people cannot affect the lives of people now, no matter what, we should let go of the past and try to get out, I know that this is easy to say, but it is difficult to do, so there are countless times to get out of it. It's okay if you just want to sit here every day and watch the water pour down, but don't hurt yourself easily. ”

Xiaohua finally shed tears that she had been holding back for a long time, looked at Ziruo and nodded, and said in a low voice: "Thank you, you came to talk to me like this, the thing a few days ago was that I was sorry for you, and I shouldn't have taken Zhao Xinyi to the mountain." I didn't know there was so much danger in the mountains. ”

Zi Ruo shook his head and said, "Speaking of which, I am sorry for you, you are an outsider, and you definitely don't know anything about the matter of the Medicine King Valley, but I lost my temper with you because of this matter." Also lied to you. Actually, the rabbit you brought back has Neidan. Presumably after a while, it will be able to fully recover. But are you sure you want a goblin to live in the Medicine King Valley like this? ”

Xiaohua nodded and said, "This is as it should be, when he is well, I will send him to the mountain." Ziruo was sure of this and left.

Xiaohua touched the jade pendant and said: "After you left, things seem to have changed, and I am not the same as before, even if the people around me are here to help me, I still can't get out of the things you left." I probably won't have much chance of ending my life in the future, but I'll find a way to meet you again. ”

After Xiaohua wanted to bloom, she jumped off the stone and turned to look at Zhao Xinyi.