Although Yunguo said that the four seasons are like 'spring', after all, it has been an autumn rain, and the weather has turned slightly cooler.

Lying sick in the 'bed', Xing Mu put the 'medicine' bowl on the low table next to the 'bed', helped Qin Yu up, and said softly: "Get up and drink some 'medicine' before sleeping." ”

Qin Yu shook his head and said: "These 'medicines' are the same whether to drink or not, three points of medicine, seven points of nourishment, and it is good to cultivate well for two days, it is a 'medicine' that is three points poisonous, so it is okay not to drink it." ”

Xing Mu looked at her helplessly: "Where is the 'medicine' three points of poison, it is clear that you are afraid of hardship, such a bunch of truths, I also know some medical skills, don't I know these truths?" Okay, don't make a fuss, the 'medicine' is more bitter when it's cold. ”

Qin Yu glanced at him, didn't start, and said in a muffled voice: "I don't drink it, since that time, I want to vomit when I smell the smell of 'medicine', you take it away." Xing Mu pulled her, picked up the 'medicine' bowl, and said: "Your health is not good, you have drunk the 'medicine', you will suffer for two days, and if you don't drink it, you will have a headache and brain fever for a while." ”

Scoop up a spoonful of black 'medicine' juice, put it on the 'lips' to blow it cool, and feed it to Qin Yu's 'lips', but Qin Yu just refused to open his mouth.

Xing Mu frowned, slightly displeased, and said, "You don't care about yourself so much, where did you put me?" You know that what I hope most is that you can be well, but you look at yourself, you are so willful, you don't take 'medicine' when you are infected with the cold, and you also say that your body needs to be well cultivated, are you recuperating now? ”

Qin Yu bowed his head and was silent, Xing Mu put the 'medicine' bowl on the table, turned around and walked out of the 'door', paused at the 'door', and said, "You don't care about yourself, don't you even care about my mood?" ”

Qin Yu said in a low voice: "I know that you are for my good, but when I see these 'medicines', I think of the scene when I was 'forced' to drink all kinds of poisonous 'medicines', that disgusting taste, I will never forget it, I also know that you are for my good, but I don't cherish myself, even if it is for you, I will take good care of myself, but some memories are not that you don't deliberately think of them, it just doesn't exist." ”

Qin Yu's voice gradually became unstable, "Those memories are like shadows, when I see the teacup, I think of those fishy and unpleasant 'potion' water, and when I see the insects between the 'flowers' and leaves, I think of those disgusting worms, they burrow into my skin and continue to multiply and grow in my body, which makes me feel painful." I don't dare to look out the window when I wake up every day, I'm afraid that the snow white outside the window is the same as that day, my memories are like those bugs, which have entered my body, but the worms still have a day to solve, but these memories can't be shaken off, I"

Xing Mu rushed back to the 'bed' with an arrow step, hugged Qin Yu, who was trembling, and whispered, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry"

Qin Yu was chilled, thinking back to those things, it was like seeing the terrifying Abi Hell, every time she dreamed back at midnight, she would always think of the worms all over the ground burrowing into her body, constantly swimming in her blood

Xing Mu didn't know how many times she was afraid, afraid that the five years of life were just a dream, and after waking up from the dream, she was still in that cell where she didn't see the light of day

Maybe in the eyes of others, she is very strong, but in fact, only she knows how many times she was afraid, she 'forced' herself to be strong, and 'forced' herself to hurt her heart

Xing Mu hugged her tightly, hating why he took it for granted that Qin Yu could face all this strongly, he forgot that no matter how strong she was, she was still a 'girl', and whispered in her ear: "Don't be afraid, those are over, in the past, with me, I will never let you experience all this again, with me"