Chapter Eighty-Five: I Don't Want to Face It
He was afraid, afraid that behind the calm, there might be a more unexpected conspiracy behind him. So for so many years, he didn't want to explore what kind of legendary experience he had in the past, and he could remember a little, that is, a little, he only regarded it as providence. Go with the flow and firmly believe that the boat will be natural and straight to the bridgehead.
It wasn't until he was asked by Lu Xiaoyu that when he mentioned his relatives, he would reflexively recall the terrifying dreams he had alone at night when he was alone. If he could, he would rather die than think about it again.
The bright red blood, the car speeding towards him, is a dark past that he never wants to touch in his life.
Lu Xiaoyu didn't think as much as the housekeeper's grandfather, but the housekeeper's grandfather didn't remember his own past at all. I thought he was afraid of trouble, so he excused himself that he didn't want to retrieve his memories and find his relatives and friends. So, he said persistently, "No, how can it not be important? Seven years have passed since I left, old man, you must know that you are now nearly 60 years old, and if you can, we can all help you and find your family together. You don't have to be afraid of hemp
Annoys us. ”
Lu Xiaoyu's words fell, and the housekeeper's grandfather suddenly laughed at himself, his old fingers played with bamboo chopsticks without a match, and his tone did not have a trace of warmth, and said coldly, "What's the use of finding it?" What if they wish something happened to me, or if they wish I would die? ”
Hearing this, the room was so quiet that I could hear the sound of a needle falling on the ground. Even his breathing slowed down and he was cautious.
Not only Lu Xiaoyu, but even Liu Qucai and Grandma Xiao Zhang have never seen the housekeeper grandfather, and they have a cold and solemn side. Because in their impression, the housekeeper grandfather treats people gently on weekdays, as if he has never lost his temper, and he is basically gentle and polite in his words and deeds, and his attitude is humble.
Lu Xiaoyu was also really frightened by the housekeeper's grandfather, before she left, the housekeeper's grandfather has always been less talkative, not very good at words, usually she tells him what he needs to complete, no matter how difficult it is, he will smile and agree, and then complete the thing very well. It's both expected and unreasonable. If he has something to do, he will be more modest and polite, and his voice will be warm and warm, at least in Lu Xiaoyu's memory, the housekeeper's grandfather has never lost any temper with her, let alone talked to her with a blushing neck. even if
Sometimes she was in a bad mood and didn't say anything to him, and he didn't show this cold expression now.
Lu Xiaoyu got up straight from her seat, moved a chair, and went to the side of the housekeeper's grandfather, with caution in her voice that even she couldn't notice, and did ideological work for him, "Old man, you must not think like that. Who wishes you were dead, how do you know if you don't look for you to them? What if they are also very worried about you, and have been looking for you, but they just don't know where you are, and are looking forward to your return day and night? ”
When the housekeeper's grandfather heard this, his eyes turned red, and his voice was a little colder than just now, and he blurted out without thinking, "I said no." Can't understand people, do you? ”
This time, Lu Xiaoyu was completely dumbfounded. Now the whole person is sorry for the past, and it can be regarded as two people. In this way, although he is already dying of age, his entire aura now is extremely cold. is full of people, with nine big characters written all over his face: I am not a good type, please stay away. If it weren't for the fact that they had stayed together since they went out, Lu Xiaoyu couldn't help but wonder if the housekeeper grandfather in front of him, who was sitting on a chair and eating dumplings, had been given his bag. Because the housekeeper grandfather is not like him at all.
Lu Xiaoyu's mind flickered quickly, and the housekeeper's grandfather was in the car when he came
He taught her earnestly, missed her, and couldn't hide his joy and relief that she was finally back to see her in his lifetime. Now touching on this sensitive issue to help him find his memory, this is not even much before there is a faint momentum of thunderous fury.
Thinking so in her heart, after Lu Xiaoyu was stunned for a short time, the only explanation she could think of was that maybe the housekeeper's grandfather might have remembered something, but he just didn't want to tell them.
"Old man, did you remember something long before this?" Lu Xiaoyu asked tentatively.
"So what? Isn't it? ”
Lu Xiaoyu never expected that the housekeeper's grandfather would give her such an answer to her question. What is yes and no?
"Is that yes or no?" Lu Xiaoyu was anxious to verify his conjecture, and asked by dragging the housekeeper grandfather.
"Does it matter if it's yes or no? It doesn't matter anymore. Grandpa has you and Qu Cai, a granddaughter and a grandson, and your little Grandma Zhang, a wife who can spend her old age with grandpa, is enough. Anything else, even if it is a relative, no matter how irony a friend, grandpa doesn't recognize it. After so many years, to dwell on those old things, for now, roots
Ben doesn't make any sense. Grandpa didn't want to break the current peace and calm of our family, just like now, the family ate dumplings around a table, and grandpa's heart was as sweet as honey. Therefore, those people and things that are ethereal and make people sad to remember will not make grandpa feel happy at all, so don't bother to work for grandpa and find relatives and friends for grandpa. Not necessary, not at all. Whoever looks for me will be in a hurry. ”
Seeing that the housekeeper's grandfather's temperament returned to normal again, the boulder hanging high in the hearts of Lu Xiaoyu, Liu Qucai and Grandma Xiao Zhang fell to the ground and was down-to-earth. This is the grandfather of the Guan family that they are familiar with.
"Old man, why did you say this earlier! But, speaking of which, old man, there is something I have never pondered. That is, haven't you always passed down a truth from generation to generation that blood is thicker than water? ”
In fact, Lu Xiaoyu is really confused, no matter how relatives and friends treat them, after all, blood is thicker than water, and big things are not as big as blood relatives, she, as well as Liu Qucai, Grandma Zhang, the three of them have no blood relationship with him at all, even if they really treat him as a grandfather, he may not be biased. No matter how good they are, to him, they are outsiders after all. Emergencies, for difficult moments, all
It is his own children who take care of and take care of his diet and daily life, which is the attachment of the housekeeper grandfather to his relatives. Even if you break your bones, you're still connected to them. Lu Xiaoyu deeply analyzes the things buried deep in the heart of the housekeeper's grandfather.
The housekeeper's grandfather must have missed his relatives in his heart. It's just not said on the surface. The housekeeper's grandfather has been waiting in her villa since he left, cleaning his villa, conscientious and conscientious. It also helped her a lot in life.
She really wants her grandfather to enjoy the joy of family in his old age, so that his children and grandchildren can accompany him more, which is an emotion that ordinary people can't give him at all. Including herself, Liu Qucai, and Grandma Xiao Zhang. Let them accompany him to spend his old age in peace, she felt that this was the only thing she could do for her housekeeper grandfather.
In her old age, she looks at money very lightly, although she will provide him with some material things, but the spiritual ones cannot be replaced.
If she could, she still wanted to do her best to help the housekeeper's grandfather find his relatives.
"Xiaoyu, just now grandpa was also in a hurry and didn't control his emotions. Grandpa is here to say sorry to you. Don't take it to heart. You are right, blood is thicker than water, this is a point that we Chinese have followed for thousands of years. The reason why Grandpa is so repulsive about this question is
Because grandpa just wants to stay with you. Especially now that you're back and you've surprised grandpa. As for grandpa's original family, grandpa has no memory at all, and you can't find it, and it has delayed your time and energy. Isn't it good that that's it, just like it is now? ”
Lu Xiaoyu didn't understand, what happened to helping him find his relatives? And how could he not be eager to see his relatives, friends, children and grandchildren? What's going on with this old man? Could it be his stubborn temper, that stubbornness, is it coming up again?
Liu Qucai looked at Lu Xiaoyu's anxious eyes at the housekeeper's grandfather, and said in a timely manner, "Grandpa, do you have something unspeakable?" Or maybe you remember something, and if so, you can share it with us. What's more, you also know that what we are doing is not an outsider, we will only help you, not harm you. If you don't say anything, it's not good for you, don't you want to know if that car accident of yours was an accident or a man-made? Don't you want to figure this out? ”
Just now, the housekeeper's grandfather suddenly changed his face, and he had never seen it, I don't know why, he always had a feeling, maybe the housekeeper's grandfather was not as simple as they thought on the surface, where was it, and he said no
Come up. However, from the housekeeper's grandfather's evasive eyes and flickering tone just now, Liu Qu was sure that the housekeeper's grandfather must have hidden something. As for why it was hidden, or what was hidden, I'm afraid only he knows.
When the housekeeper's grandfather heard that Lu Xiaoyu and Liu Qucai took turns to fight, encouraged and persuaded him to let him find his relatives, and questioned what he remembered and didn't tell them, he seemed to think of something, and his heart suddenly chuckled. With his eyes wide open, he looked left and right at Lu Xiaoyu and Liu Qucai, and said with a smile.
"I said, don't you two children want me to stay in the villa anymore and want me to go? I don't like that I'm old and useless, you don't want me to be your housekeeper, and you want to find someone again? ”