Chapter 026: The Pain of Losing a Child
So that night, Qi Jingyan dreamed back to his previous life, that kind of chaos, confusion intertwined, upside down, laughing, crying, and making trouble. There are joys and resentments, and there is more hatred, giving birth to children, moving, leaving the hometown, taking concubines, catching adulterers, and losing children...... It seems to be a bitter drama, the more difficult it is to endure the further back, no matter how hard she struggles, there is no way out, it seems that thousands of bitter waters will soak her in it, the little sweetness at the beginning has long been exhausted, and there is only indescribable bitterness in her mouth.
"Miss...... Miss, Miss, wake up, wake up......"
Qi Jingyan opened his eyes suddenly, his toes straightened, and he gasped heavily, as if he had been suffocated from a dream, and his throat made a stinging and stinging gasping sound.
"Miss, Miss, wake up, don't scare me."
was pushed by Qing Miao, her traveling divine consciousness fell to the ground in an instant, her tense body also softened, and the whole person was like being fished out of water, and her whole body was soaked.
Listening to Qingmiao, what she yelled in her dream seemed to be extremely painful, and she couldn't really hear it, and asked her if she was dreaming.
She didn't know either, everything was too real. She couldn't tell if it was a dream or if it was a dream.
In the days after that day, she dreamed of her past life every night, and every night she walked the unbearable weight of her past life over and over again, as if "herself" was afraid that she would forget the good scar and how painful it was, so she cut the wound over and over again.
She curled up at the foot of the bed, too scared to sleep. But what's the use of not being able to sleep, the past is in her mind, and she can't forget it even if she wants to. How could she be so bitter, she really wanted to cut off her previous life, she didn't have to remember anything, she just broke it off.
Qi Mansion fell into a haze that had never been seen before, Qi woke up, but his condition worsened, Yu Qi Jingyan, Qi Yu did not dare to do more investigation. And Aunt Zhao, who is the guarantee, and has to make up for it with chicken soup and ginseng, Qi Qi flattered both sides, and she was very busy.
Qi Jingyan was quite depressed, squatting in the corner of the bed for two days, not eating or drinking, no one dared to tell the frightened Qingmiao, she was afraid that her wife would find out that she couldn't stand the aggravation of her condition, so she had to hide it with fear.
However, what made Qingmiao even more worried was still to come, and Qi Jingyan's actions after that were even more silent and melancholy, sometimes talking to himself, sometimes smirking and crying.
But this is not a problem, the most serious thing is that she doesn't eat or drink.
You say, who can withstand this? Even if it's because of my aunt, it's not like this, look at that aunt is happy now. Qingmiao couldn't figure it out, and there was nothing she could do now, she suddenly thought of someone.
Lin Shijun.
He hadn't been here for a few days, and since he left, Miss's state has been getting worse and worse day by day, and it won't be ...... He poisoned the young lady somewhat, otherwise how could a good person be like this.
Obviously, I went to ask for an antidote, but I invited the deity. Obviously, Qingmiao misunderstood, Lin Shijun didn't poison her, but he seemed to be more nervous about this matter than her.
Lin Shijun has found out some things in the past few days, and is asking Qingmiao, Qi Jingyan has had any conflicts with her aunt recently, and she listened to Qingmiao say word by word how she provoked her aunt to withdraw from the marriage, and he was immediately full of anger when he heard it, and she was still arrogant to break with him that day, so he said that Qi's father was so concerned about the divorce.
Qi Jingyan didn't know when he woke up, rubbed his eyes, and looked at him in a daze, half confused, half confused: "Shi Jun is worth it?" When did you come back and did you eat? Where did Zhaoxing's little naughty run away? ”
Lin Shijun frowned, she was mixing the past life with the present, what she said was probably in the 28th year of Shengping, not long after they arrived in the capital. He really didn't understand, he, a living person, was right in front of him, and she didn't care. But she only remembers those past events, which are all in the past, why can't she look forward.
Qi Jingyan was about to get up to cook, when he caught a glimpse of the green seedlings in the house. "Huh?! Beanstalk? ”
She and Lin Shijun got married without a maid, why did Qingmiao come.