The sky outside the window was getting dark, and the room was not lit, Jiang Yansheng's thin body became stiff and sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, like a soulless puppet, lowering his eyes, looking at the notebook that had gone black.

I couldn't see the words anymore, but the words had long been deeply embedded in her mind.

Jiang Yansheng's hand tightened unconsciously, and he hugged the notebook into his arms, flustered, his breathing was shallow and light, and he felt like he was about to run out of breath.

Outside the door, there was a sudden sound of the footsteps of the servant walking by.

She threw down her notebook as if she had been awakened, and with a hint of persistent thought, she walked to the master bedroom next door, and reached out to push the door in.

Ye Ming hadn't slept yet, she was lying on the bed weakly, with a dim yellow light on on the side.

Bang.

Jiang Yansheng closed the door and locked it.

She was very cautious and did not want to take the risk of being overheard, and the moment she saw her mother, she suddenly understood......

Why does my mother look at herself like that during the day?

Ye Ming propped up her arms, probably because Jiang Yansheng's face was too pale, with doubts and hidden concern: "What's wrong?" ”

Jiang Yansheng approached step by step, staggeringly, his voice trembling a little, stating his most unspeakable past: "After you left, my father quickly married me a stepmother back, they didn't like me, and I wished that I was not born in the Jiang family, so I was abducted by human traffickers for half a year, and my grandmother didn't call the police, let alone let my father know." ”

Ye Ming's fingertips suddenly tightened the sheets, and the heart seemed to be pinched very painfully.

"I, I didn't know you ......"

In her eyes, there was self-blame.

Jiang Yansheng endured the choking in her throat, and continued to state all this with difficulty: "My violent personality was created after being abducted and molested, she is another me, disgusted with feelings, hated being restrained by the world, and after the coming-of-age ceremony, I knew that I was different from others." ”

"Since childhood, other girls have been loved by their mothers and loved by their elders...... And I was alone, my father would only take care of me materially, and no one loved me, so I had a personality that loved myself. ”

"Mom, why? Can you tell me the answer...... Why am I different? ”

Ye Ming's face turned pale when she was asked, and she had been reluctant to face it.

couldn't stand Jiang Yansheng's aggressiveness, knelt on the edge of the bed with red eyes, and cried: "I'm like a wasted person, longing for family warmth...... As long as I was allowed to dip a little bit and pester others like an addict, I finally got married to a good husband...... He loves me and respects me, but I can't keep this love anymore, Mom, I'm sick, I can't get pregnant...... Torture me to the point that I can't breathe. ”

Ye Ming was distressed, and looked at her with red eyes: "You know everything?" ”

Jiang Yansheng asked, "Is it what I thought?" ”

Ye Ming couldn't bear it, but she still nodded silently.

It's really-

Jiang Yansheng seemed to have been hit hard, and sat down on the ground.

After a long time, Ye Ming's pale voice came: "Your grandfather suffers from a dangerous personality...... That's a very smart personality who wants to invade your grandfather's body, and he, my father, in order to prevent his own personality from continuing to sin, simply committed suicide and died together......"

Jiang Yansheng looked up in a daze and looked at her mother in pain.

Ye Ming recalled the past and said distractedly: "I also learned about the fact that the Ye family has a genetic mental illness after your grandfather was shot dead back then, but ...... It's too late, I've already given birth to you. ”

At that time, she was still holding a bit of luck.

Heredity also has a chance to suppress, it does not mean that every offspring will suffer from it, not to mention, her old father was only inspired by the death of her mother in middle age.

So, she won't necessarily suffer from it, will she?

Ye Ming never expected that her melancholy personality would be forced out by Jiang Yadong's mother, facing her mother-in-law's harshness all day long, even if she restrained herself from clashing head-on with others, she would have a day when she couldn't stand it.

The Jiang family's dark past made Ye Ming feel pain all her life.

No one else can understand.

Ye Ming's face was full of tears, and she said: "I used to be severely depressed, self-harmed 58 times, and attempted suicide 9 times. ”

Jiang Yansheng's eyes trembled violently, and his throat lost his voice.

She can deeply understand the helpless feeling of her mother, she has a disease that she doesn't want to get, and she can't get rid of it in her life, and that kind of feeling will make people crazy.

"Voice...... It's not that your mother doesn't want to take you, it's just. Ye Ming had something unspeakable, and smiled bitterly: "Do you know? How dare a person who can't even take care of himself take care of his own children? ”

Jiang Yansheng's eyes were already completely red, and he choked up and asked, "So you don't even want to recognize my daughter, do you?" ”

"Kid...... You are in a wealthy family, and you are married to a man of noble status......" Ye Mi stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and said bitterly: "There are many things that you have to do involuntarily, if people learn that your mother is suffering from neuropathy, what kind of vicious speculation will you suffer?" ”

This sentence is undoubtedly the most heart-wrenching.

Jiang Yansheng's chest rose and fell, and his breathing stopped.

Ye Ming considered the deeper side of the problem, she was also married to a wealthy family, and her marriage to Jiang Yadong was envied by all the celebrities, and she knew the shackles of involuntarily.

She can't admit Jiang Yansheng's daughter.

Since the day she ran away from Jiang's house, she was no longer Jiang Yansheng's mother, she had been incognito for so many years, and she was willing to take Ye Mi to suffer as an ordinary person, which was protecting her own daughter in disguise.

Ye Ming couldn't control her condition, she was afraid that if she continued to stay in the Jiang family, she would be discovered one day, and she would be rejected by Mrs. Jiang, which would make Jiang Yadong embarrassed.

What scared her even more was ...... will make her voice squeezed out by everyone, from a high-ranking daughter of the Jiang family to a madman in the eyes of the world.

Ye Ming confided some of her past events, and concealed that she deceived Jiang Yadong for the sake of her daughter, and disappeared alone in Wancheng after a fake divorce from him.

After all, I don't want this child to suffer too much.

Jiang Yansheng trembled and held her mother's hand, and cried in a low voice: "Why do you do this to us, why do you ......?"

The daughters of the Ye family, all of them were born beautiful, but they were ruined by ugliness.

Ye Ming was in tears, and the self-blame in her heart continued to increase: "It's my mother's mistake, I shouldn't have left you behind, I, I didn't expect Jiang Yadong to treat you like this." ”

Her voice is her and Jiang Yadong's favorite daughter.

When she left, she believed that Jiang Yadong could raise her daughter well, otherwise, how could she be ruthless and never come back.

Ye Ming smiled desolately: "Wrong...... It was wrong in the first place. ”

Jiang Yansheng buried her face in her mother's palm, tears flowed uncontrollably, fear and confusion about the future had grown deep into every corner of her heart...... Reading a book and finding the latest chapters by yourself? You're out, WeChat attention Beauty editor helps you find books! It's really a good book to flirt with girls!