Chapter 73: I'm Sorry, I Don't Love You
"But I advise you to focus on the suspects in that incident back then, and don't expand the scope too much."
ββAfter listening to Captain Zuo's analysis, my heart became a lot more stable, thinking that Ai Tingting was not in a good mood today, so I would like to ask her relatives at home tomorrow.
That night, my "girlfriend" didn't send me a single message, but Fan Xueqi kept sending me messages, asking me what happened, and constantly encouraging me to chase Ai Tingting, which made me depressed ......!
On the 7th day of the penultimate day, I, Hu Hansan, are here again!
Dead worm, I can't believe I can't guess who you are, I can't believe I can't figure out what you're trying to do!
I appeared under the building of the Department of Foreign Languages in the same shape as yesterday, but the wind of the students today seemed to be different from yesterday, and I seemed to hear someone whispering: "Look, that fool chasing the school flower is here again." β
Uh, stupid? How can it be the same as yesterday's wind review?
But that doesn't matter.
In the same way, in the envy and jealousy of a group of people, I picked up their beautiful school flowers in the car.
It's just that on this day, Ai Tingting seems to have something on her mind.
In this regard, I have long been mentally prepared, Fan Xueqi sent me a text message bombardment last night, but it did not say that Ai Tingting's mood has improved. Seeing Ai Tingting's face today, she has always been gloomy, and when she called her, she was a few seconds slower before responding.
I rarely see Ai Tingting like this, seeing her like this, I remembered what she said to me when she got her third tattoo, she is grateful to her father who loves her deeply, takes care of her, and has always accompanied her out of harm, so she decided that no matter what kind of setbacks she encounters in the future, she will face them with a smile.
So, when she first saw herself getting a bad tattoo, she just frustrated for a moment and smiled again. She not only wants to live happily by herself, but also shares the sunshine in her heart with the people around her. This positive attitude is something I admire, but after Zhang Xiaoping appeared, this little angel full of sunshine began to become sad, and I couldn't bear to see her like this.
"I'm sorry, Wu Shen." Ai Tingting suddenly opened her mouth.
"Huh?"
She said bitterly: "You asked me to be your girlfriend two days ago, and I thought about it all night, and I felt that I couldn't say yes. β
I asked, "Am I not good enough?" β
She shook her head: "It's not that you're not good enough, it's that I can't fall in love with anyone anymore." β
"Do you still love Zhang Xiaoping?"
She shook her head again, a little choked: "Not either." I am...... There's no way to love anyone else. I told you that I can share the love in my heart with my relatives, friends, or cute little animals, but I can't love a man anymore, and I can't put my trust and life in the hands of others like I used to love Zhang Xiaoping! β
Yes, she had said something like that.
Before she knew it, she was in tears again.
"You're right, love is the only way to be happy." She cried, and at the same time barely wanted to laugh, and that smile seemed to mock herself, "At that time, I didn't understand what you said, and I didn't understand what you said until Zhang Xiaoping appeared yesterday." Last night, I dreamed about everything I had done with Zhang Xiaoping in the past, and that dream reminded me of how I used to love him. When I love him, I feel that the whole world is bright, my heart is full, I am happy as long as I think of him, I look forward to the next meeting when I am separated, and I just want to hear him say good night before going to bed...... But now, you show up, you tell me you want me to be your girlfriend, I think you are very reliable, I feel at ease when I am with you, but I can't love people like I used to. I remembered what you said, and I realized that I had become the person who would no longer fall in love with a man, and I began to think that I would live alone for the rest of my life, and when I was old, my father was gone, and I had no lover by my side, and I had no children under my knees, just a person, and then I realized that I was so lonely that it was impossible to be happy. I wanted to change that future, but I couldn't be brave enough to fall in love with someone else. β
Her tears kept falling, and it made me feel that in the past three years, she had spent all her time laughing, so when she cried, she cried all the amount of the past three years in one breath.
I took out a tissue and helped her wipe her tears, but she couldn't stop her tears, wiped a few drops, and dropped a few drops.
"I'm sorry, Wu Shen, you'll be a good friend, but I can't treat you as a boyfriend." She apologized as she cried.
I had no choice but to take her into my arms and coax her like a child: "No, you are so good, there will be better boys who like you." You don't dare to love anyone anymore, you can only say that there is no one in your life who can make you brave and desperate again. I am a person who believes in fate, so I believe that your one will appear in your life at the right time in the future. β
She hugged me tightly, cried like a child, kept saying "I'm sorry" to me, and cried so much that it became unbearable for a hard-hearted person like me.
She cried for a long time, and finally got tired of crying, and rested on my shoulder for a while before calming down.
"I want to go back to sleep." She looked at a large piece of tear-soaked fabric on my shoulder and said.
I nodded, "I'll send you back." β
"No, it's not far from the dormitory, I'll just walk back by myself." As she spoke, she unbuckled her seatbelt and pushed the car door down.
I saw that she was depressed and couldn't bear to bother her anymore, so I didn't send her again.
And when she left, I noticed that she had a big wet lump on her seat as well.
That worm is liquefiing, could it be liquefied water?
I reached for the water stain on my seat, and it wasn't stickyβnot bug bodily fluids.
Put it in your mouth and lick it, it's salty.
Tear?
Ai Tingting's tears cried on my shoulders, and the tears on this seat seemed to be the worm's crying, and when Ai Tingting cried, it also cried.
I thought of what Ai Tingting said inadvertently, she said that she dreamed about her past with Zhang Xiaoping last night, and it was accidental...... No, it's no accident, people will dream of things that happened in the past, but it won't be "everything", it's the insect that makes Ai Tingting dream of the past, it's reading Ai Tingting's memory!
Wait, if the worm knows what happened to Ai Tingting in the past, it will ...... Zhang Xiaoping!!
As soon as I thought so, as soon as I looked up, I saw that there was a person on the football field in the distance who was entangled with Ai Tingting, and that person was so coincidental, it was Zhang Xiaoping who only appeared yesterday!
The last thing Ai Tingting wants to face now is Zhang Xiaoping, she has always wanted to walk away from Zhang Xiaoping, but Zhang Xiaoping has been pulling her and not letting her go. Just as I was about to get out of the car and go over to help, a boy suddenly rushed out next to me, grabbed Zhang Xiaoping and beat him.
Ahh......h This one has to get out of the car to help!
I hurriedly ran over to stop the fight, the new flower messenger was very fierce, when I went to pull him away, he was red-eyed, usually not like this without deep hatred. Seeing him like this, I couldn't help but sigh that Ai Tingting's charm is so great!
was pulled by me, the new flower messenger was still murderous, and still wanted to rush over and beat Zhang Xiaoping.
What a hate.
"Can't stop?" I took a look at the two children.
Originally, it was only the new flower protector who killed the red eye, but after I appeared, Zhang Xiaoping also began to have red eyes, and as soon as my voice fell, he punched him over!
"Ahh Ai Tingting screamed.
Count you as having a conscience and screaming only for me.
I thought bitterly, and pretended to rub the place where Zhang Xiaoping had beaten me: "Dead boy, you brought it on yourself!" β
After saying that, I also fought, and the new flower messenger broke free from my control, and the three of them scuffled!
But......
Three minutes later, I patted the heads of the two little ghosts and shouted angrily: "If the tiger is not powerful, you will treat me as a hellokitty?" Fighting for a woman, can you have some ambition? Can you put all this ambition into studying hard and making progress every day? I'm going to ask you now - convincing or not? Will you fight in the future? Will you study hard in the future? β
pia~pia~pia~