As soon as Xia Yu arrived at the door, the north wind was howling, blowing extremely stinging on her face, but she seemed to have no feelings, she walked numbly, tears poured out again, she thought that after so many years, she would forget him, but she didn't expect him to still live in her heart.

She thought that those pains had numbed her heart a long time ago and sealed him in the deepest part of her heart, but she didn't want the small painting to touch her heartstrings and recall the most painful memories again.

A light rain suddenly fell in the sky, as if a layer of mist had formed, enveloping the entire city, Xia Yu didn't hold an umbrella, just walked aimlessly.

She lowered her head slightly, and when she saw the raindrops falling on her white shoes, she was full of emotion.

A projection suddenly appeared in front of her, and the figure sprinkled on the ground was extremely similar to him, she raised her head happily, her clear face met her eyelids, the glimmer of hope in her heart was shattered, and a trace of loss flashed in her eyes, and she said softly: "Why are you here?"

"I saw that you didn't have an umbrella, and I kept walking, thinking about coming up and sending you an umbrella, what, where do you want to go on a rainy day?" Gu Zhuobai looked down at her and said softly, the stars in his eyes flickered, and he sighed in Xia Yu's heart, and the light in his eyes was also like that person.

Perhaps today's painting opened the box in the depths of her memory and made her miss him greedily.

Gu Zhuobai didn't ignore the joy in her eyes, he knew who she was thinking, although he was a little jealous, but he was quickly relieved, that person only gave her a short memory of youth, he was different, he was the one who could protect her for the rest of her life.

"Nope." Xia Yu echoed faintly, his tone was extremely light, and it was gone with a gentle blow.

Gu Zhuobai laughed lightly, propped up half of the umbrella above her head, and the two walked side by side.

"It's good to forgive me

My lost youth

I regret you the most

See me at the last distance."

Xia Yu's mobile phone rang suddenly, and she skillfully swiped across the screen to connect the call.

Gu Zhuobai heard the voice, there was a trace of helplessness in her eyes, this song has been used for so many years, she still hasn't changed it, and the sad tone seems to tell that she can't forget the person in her heart.

Xia Yu ended the call with an extremely simple "um" and "okay", and in recent years she has become more and more silent, and she is not interested in anything other than daily life.

In her youth, she loved someone with all her might, and now the light in her life is gone, and she is powerless to do anything.

She turned her head, glanced at Gu Zhuobai, and spit out a few words lightly, "Let's get married." ”

Gu Zhuobai's footsteps paused, and joy flashed in his eyes, as if he had waited for the past few years to finally usher in the light, but what did he think of, the joy became indifferent, he raised his eyebrows, as if asking her why.

Xia Yu didn't explain, and he didn't ask again, because he knew that even if he asked, he wouldn't get an answer.

The two didn't say anything all the way, so they walked quietly.

When Gu Zhuobai sent Xia Yu downstairs, she spoke again: "The wedding date is set for next Monday, the sooner the better, and you can take care of the rest."

"Okay." Gu Zhuobai nodded, he put his hand on her head and rubbed it, Xia Yu dodged slightly, his movements paused slightly, and continued to rub it a few times.

"I'm going back." After Xia Yu finished speaking, he turned around and walked into the corridor, the back was not muddy at all, and there was no trace of remembrance of him.

He smiled bitterly, looked up again, and the pretty figure came into view again, Gu Zhuobai looked at her happily, thinking that she had something else to say to him.

"I'm going out tomorrow, so you don't have to look for me." Xia Yu stood there and spoke faintly again.

This time, before he could respond, she had already lifted her steps and walked towards the stairs.

Gu Zhuobai shook his head in frustration, he still had too high expectations, in her, except for giving that person tenderness, he had never had feelings for others.

He walked to his car, leaned against the door, lit a cigarette, the smoke lingered in front of his face, suddenly it felt a little unreal, he raised his eyes and looked in the familiar direction, and after two minutes, the room on the third floor lit up with a warm yellow light, and the light not only illuminated the room, but also brought a trace of warmth to his heart.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the sky was dark.

Dark blue shirt and black trousers, bathed in the rain, Gu Zhuobai's silhouette gradually became clear, his facial features were as handsome as a knife, sword eyebrows and starry eyes, a long and slender figure, and the whole person was like a favorite of God.

With his hands in his trouser pockets, he stared blankly at the window until the room lights went dark again, and then he got into the car.

Gu Zhuobai got into the car, lit a cigarette again, and the hand holding the cigarette was slender and slender, with distinct joints, white and flawless.

He put the cigarette in his mouth, took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and thought back to the past of so many years, he chased Xia Yu, no matter what tricks he used, she was indifferent.

She was only thinking about the man, and never gave him a straight look.

But he was like being poisoned by her, he liked her so much, even if he watched her with others, he was willing to be her little brother, until the person left, he thought his chance had come, but after guarding it for so long, it was still so.

remembered what Xia Yu said when he came back, "My mother wants me to get married soon, I can't think of anyone except you, if you don't dislike it, then let's make a couple." ”

If it weren't for Auntie's words, would their relationship still be in place.

Gu Zhuobai didn't sleep all night, just stayed quietly downstairs in Xia Yu, and only then did he drive away until the sky was white.

The ground was littered with cigarette butts.

Early the next morning, Xia Yu got up and washed, then picked out a beige dress, picked up the watch on the table next to her, and carried it on her hand.

She went downstairs and took a taxi to the cemetery, and came to the most familiar place, the cemetery was clean, and there was a bouquet of chrysanthemums on it, it seemed that someone had already come.

She placed his favorite lily on it, and then slowly crouched down, her hand pressed to the picture on the tombstone, and there was a faint smile on her handsome face, and she knew at first sight that he was a very quiet person.

It may have been that smile that stung Xia Yu's eyes, and tears flowed down unexpectedly.

She slowly stroked the gray and white photo, without the slightest temperature, and even the coldness of the tombstone penetrated into her fingers, and there was a moment of trembling.

"Yi'an, I've come to see you, are you okay?" Xia Yu muttered in a low voice while tidying up the things next to him.

She hadn't received a response for a long time, only the cold wind whistling in her ears.

"I'm getting married, you won't blame me, my mother has terminal cancer, the only thing I worry about is that I'm not married, I think there is no you in this world anymore, I can't be so selfish and let my mother worry about me before leaving......"

Xia Yu knelt in front of He Yi'an's tomb and told him about what had happened recently, but suddenly choked up as she spoke, and her voice became smaller and smaller, so small that she couldn't even hear herself.