The first day of script reading ended smoothly, and after leaving the crew in the evening, Qu Mingming asked Yu Bingqing whether he wanted to go home or go back to the south of the city.

She hesitated for a long time, and Qu Mingming, who thought she could make a quick decision, stared at her for a long time, and finally only waited for a sentence: "You open first." ”

After leaving the film and television city, she ran around the ring city at high speed, and it was getting dark, and she made up her mind - send me back to the apartment.

She ...... for the time being It's better to stay away from Fu Liangchuan.

She needs time and space to sort out her relationship with Fu Liangchuan, she needs to calm down completely, face their past, face her inner voice, and then make a choice.

What Director Bai said today made her more and more aware of how much the pain of three years ago had affected her, even if it seems to have passed now, it seems to have been deeply rooted in her soul, and it can't be erased, and it will follow her for the rest of her life.

All she can do is to reduce it as much as possible, she can't be completely relieved, so she can't see what kind of rejuvenated Yu Bingqing will look like in the visible or invisible future.

She can't do it now......

Until the official start of work the next day, the sticky Fu Lianqing did not call, but just sent a voice message to ask her if she was busy with work.

Yu Bingqing called back, listened to the sound of the urn after the child got up, and talked to him for a long time, until she finally hung up the phone, she suddenly felt as if she had forgotten something.

But what is forgotten? She knew it in her heart...... It's Fu Liangchuan.

Suddenly she couldn't hear his voice or his name for a day, and she felt a heavy sense of self-righteous relief in her heart.

I feel like I should be relaxed, but ...... But her heart is always like pressing a huge stone, and she can't speak a little hard.

"Sister Bingqing? Did you not sleep well yesterday? The new assistant is a little girl with a round face, her eyes are squinted like crescents, and her name is cute, called Xiaoxiao, Yu Bingqing feels that she will be in a much better mood when she is called by her name.

She smiled at the little girl, then shook her head and said, "I'm fine." ”

"If you're uncomfortable, I'll go to the director first and say it, anyway, I won't have your role today." Xiaoxiao's first day at work was inevitably a little cautious.

After Yu Bingqing explained once, the little girl continued with perseverance: "Why don't you go and rest for a while, when the time is up, I'll call you." ”

"Smile, don't make me say it a third time." Yu Bingqing's face was straightened, and her cold expression finally made the little girl shut up.

However, this is not counting, for the next whole day, as long as Yu Bingqing is standing, she will never sit down, she shush and ask for warmth before and after running, she takes care of everything, and even thoughtful that Yu Bingqing is a lot more restrained when facing her.

"Take a break." Yu Bingqing took her arm and sat down, and handed her the mineral water that she hadn't touched yet, "What are the girls doing so hard?" ”

"Isn't Sister Bingqing like this?" smiled and wiped his sweat

water, eyes full of smiles.

Yu Bingqing looked at her stunned, smiled lightly, and the hand holding the script tightened slightly, she knew that she was working hard and working hard, but many times, she almost forgot what she was fighting for.

At first, it was to get out of that painful life, and then it was to live a wonderful life.

All day long, Yu Bingqing felt that she was in a trance, and she never left her smile, Bai Dao passed her twice, opened her mouth to say something, but finally sighed and turned away.

As a person who has come over, he knows that this kind of thing needs to be thought of by the person concerned, otherwise no one can help her.

At the same time, there is also Fu Liangchuan, who asks for himself, although listening to his words seems to be able to analyze anything, but what is his heart, who knows?

But what does it matter to him?

Bai Yishan felt inexplicable, and agreeing to Fu Liangchuan's request was nothing more than to return the favor, and he was not an expert in solving emotional problems between young people.

Emotional matters, to put it bluntly, have to be overcome by themselves.

In the evening, Yu Bingqing, who had made up and filmed his first scene, took off his makeup, looked at his obviously unspirited face in the mirror, sighed and took out his mobile phone, wanting to change his mood.

"Comfortable?"

"Hmm." The comfortable voice was still wilting, and she didn't have much energy like her.

"How's your friend?" Yu Bingqing was a little puzzled, how could she know about the friend who could make Shu Xin care so much, why was there no news around her?

“…… That's it. ”

"I ...... I'd better check it out. ”

"No, you don't." Shu Xin suddenly shouted, and his sudden high-pitched tone startled Yu Bingqing.

"What's wrong?" Yu Bing straightened up, lowered her voice, and asked cautiously.

Shu Xin paused, as if he was sniffing, and as if sorting out his emotions, Yu Bingqing's heart was about to jump out of his throat, and Shu Xin slowly replied: "Bingqing, I've been too busy lately, and when I have nothing to do here, let's get together again." ”

“…… All right. Yu Bingqing replied in a daze, and the brain that stopped functioning couldn't react at all, what is the deep meaning of this sentence.

The people in the crew had already left, Qu Mingming came in, looked at Yu Bingqing who was sitting in the chair, frowned and walked over, and asked in a low voice: "Sister Bingqing?" Are you okay? ”

"It's okay, send me back."

Yu Bingqing lowered her eyes and shook her head, grabbed her clothes and draped them over her body, regardless of how low the temperature was outside the room.

"By the way, Wanyi has been receiving invitations from other brokerage companies during this time." Qu Mingming looked at Yu Bingqing's expression, and hesitated to say the words that were pressed in his heart.

Yu Bingqing raised her eyes to look at him with a little confusion, and her voice was slightly hoarse: "If there is a better choice, she can try it, there is no need to wait for the studio to come next year." ”

"No, that's not what it meant." Qu Ming was panicked, and hurriedly waved his hand to explain: "I want to sign her under Mr. Qiu's name first, and wait until next year's studio."

It was established, and I was re-signing the contract with the studio, and I wanted Mr. Qiu to discuss it today, but I didn't answer several phone calls. ”

Qu Mingming pursed his lips and looked at Yu Bingqing's face expectantly.

"Yes, too." Qiu Lianyu's refusal to answer the call attracted Yu Bingqing's attention, she looked up at Qu Mingming, and saw that he was extremely serious, so she had to take the lead in agreeing.

He didn't know about Qiu Lianyu's home situation, and she didn't plan to explain it to him.

It's just that it's too abnormal to not answer the phone all day, even if his grandfather gets angry again, he won't be put under house arrest and won't be allowed to answer the phone, right?

Let Qu Mingming send her home, Yu Bingqing dialed Qiu Lianyu's phone when she entered the door, and the person who was always behind her on weekdays suddenly had no news at all, even if she thought about it rationally, she always felt lost emotionally.

I thought about the phone for a long time, and when I was about to hang up automatically, a familiar voice came from the other side.

"Lian Yu, is something happening?" She got straight to the point, her tone was hurried, and her heart, which had no landing point at all, almost flew into the sky with wings.

"What can I do, it's just that the situation at home is not easy to handle." Qiu Lianyu chuckled, unimpressed.

"Then why didn't you answer the call?"

Yu Bingqing felt that her tone was wrong, and she was eager to question, and the complicated emotions in her heart made her completely control herself.

“…… Bingqing? ”

"I'm sorry, I ...... I'm not in a good mood today. Qiu Lianyu's gentle voice made Yu Bingqing suddenly expose the panic in her heart, in front of Qiu Lianyu, she had never been able to disguise herself.

"Is there something wrong with the crew?"

"It's not." Yu Bingqing shook her head, her eyes sour and almost ready to cry.

"That's Fu Liangchuan's business?" The tone was slightly bitter, but he hid it well as always.

Yu Bingqing stopped talking this time, because what Qiu Lianyu said was right, she still can't let go of Director Bai's words yesterday, but it's not right either, because what makes her panic is herself in the final analysis.

She didn't know how to let go of what happened three years ago, and she didn't know how to face Fu Liangchuan next.

She didn't even know if she still hated him, she felt that she should hate, but just like Director Bai said, blindly hating would only make her stagnate.

She said again and again that she wanted to ask for Fu Liangchuan's influence, but she was still immersed in it and couldn't extricate herself.

She...... I really don't know what to do anymore.

"Bingqing, I'm not by your side now, you have to be strong, since you can't hide, why don't you muster up the courage to face your heart, give yourself some time, ask yourself, what kind of future you imagined, what is it like, there are some things I can't empathize with, but you have to know, I will always be behind you, and comfortable." Qiu Lianyu said a lot in one breath, although the words were unknown, but Yu Bingqing knew what he was talking about.

But this did not comfort her, she resisted from the bottom of her heart what happened three years ago, and wanted to make her relieved...... Impossible.

She couldn't.

"I've got something

Feeling...... Hang up first, Bingqing, I don't say this for Fu Liangchuan, you also understand what happened three years ago, it was not caused by Fu Liangchuan, and there is a hidden secret, I hope you are happy, do you understand? ”

"Lian Yu ......"

Without waiting for Yu Bingqing to ask anything more, the phone suddenly hung up, Yu Bingqing threw the mobile phone that had no movement on the bed, and the whole person seemed to have no strength, and lay straight down, staring at the ceiling in confusion with misty eyes, and even crying without a sound.

Who doesn't want to be happy in this world? Who wants to dwell on terrible and painful memories that they can't come from?

But she was afraid, afraid that once she released her previous suspicions, she would repeat the mistakes of the past, how could the nightmare rooted in the bone marrow be so easily removed?

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