Chapter 103: Leave or Stay
Feng Nansheng instantly came to his senses, Su Meisheng clenched his fists and looked at Xia Yinhuan with interest, will she go back? Will she go back?
Yin Huan raised her head and looked at everyone, she knew that everyone was waiting for her to have a final answer, whether to leave or stay.
"If it was before, before this incident appeared, I would not hesitate to think, I want to stay for the rest of my life, but Su Ran suddenly appeared, she made me shake, I can't make an answer yet, I feel that I have brought you a lot of trouble, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!"
After she finished speaking, tears blinded her eyes again, Cang Linchen and Ye Xinghuan were not playing, and Feng Nansheng and Su Meisheng also sighed a little lost.
Su Meisheng scolded Yin Huan a few words in her heart, "Really! If you have a decision, hurry up and say it, why bother selling anything here, wasting his expression. ”
The quiet bedroom let out a grunt, Su Meisheng covered his stomach and looked at everyone with a smile, "That, I'm sorry, I'm hungry, can you give me something to eat?" ”
Yin Huan took a deep breath and wiped the tears from her eyes, "Forget it, let's go to dinner." ”
Cang Linchen snorted, holding Yin Huan's body and going out, Su Meisheng snorted, "What are you dragging?" Is it so tight? People can't run? ”
Everyone ate quietly at the dinner table, and did not discuss anything about Yin Huan, everyone withdrew after eating, Su Meisheng originally wanted to say a few words to Yin Huan alone, but someone's eyes wanted to eat people, he quickly took Feng Nansheng and fled, and decided to explore another day.
Yin Huan has been held by Cang Rinchen, when Youdu came back, he originally wanted Yin Huan to teach him homework, but before he could speak, he was frightened out of Cang Rinchen, Liuli saw that the situation was wrong, and pulled him out of Fengqi Palace, and by the way, he also dismissed all the people in the palace, lest he be blown by this tornado.
Yin Huan has been held by Cang Rinchen, his hands are very tight, his chin is resting on Yin Huan's shoulder, he can't wait to be with her flesh and blood now, so that she will not leave, and there will be no thoughts of leaving.
Yin Huan had never seen him so nervous, his body was tense and he didn't dare to move, so he had to let him hold him like this, until he was willing to let go.
Cang Rinchen called out in a thick nasal voice, "Huanhuan." ”
"I'm here." Yin Huan took a deep breath and responded.
"Huanhuan."
"Hmmm......"
He kept calling her name, every voice was full of affection, Yin Huan didn't know why, and his body trembled with fear.
The two of them didn't know how long it took, but Cang Rinchen's voice was actually a little hoarse, and he asked in a sad tone, "Huanhuan, will there be a day when I wake up, you will be gone, and you will leave me completely." ”
When Yin Huan heard him say this, her heart became sour, tears rolled out of her eyes, she turned her head sideways, but saw him looking at her with the same red eyes.
Yin Huan is wrong, is this still the overlord of that side? Is this still the one who rules the world? He had never shed a single tear in front of thousands of troops, but he had become so fragile because of her possible hopes.
It turned out that it was such a terrible thing for people to have a weakness, and she raised her arm and gently wiped his eyes.
Her lips opened slightly, and her voice was already indescribably hoarse, "I'm sorry, I can't tell you my decision right now, but I really don't want to disappoint you and make you sad." ”
She really hates Feng Nansheng now, why did he bring so much hope to herself, she still thought that it was a trick on her, it was a joke with her?
If there is no appearance of Feng Nansheng, she will accept her fate for the rest of her life, she will love the man in front of her wholeheartedly, stay here with her for the rest of her life, and never go back to modern times for the rest of her life.
If only the Gate of Time and Space had never existed, if nothing had happened, why did God always have to be so cruel to her, and to give her all the most painful choices.
Cang Rinchen saw the sadness in her eyes, hugged her and shook her body gently, "Huanhuan, I think I'm a selfish person, I also want you to see your friends and family, but I want you to stay more, I don't dare to imagine what will happen to me after you leave me." ”
Yin Huan bit her lip, leaned quietly in his arms, and didn't say a word again.
For several days, Yin Huan didn't leave the palace, nor did she communicate with people, and she didn't even care much when Liuli talked to her, completely immersed in her own world.
When Liu Yan heard about this, she came to the palace to visit twice, but every time Yin Huan couldn't say that she couldn't see it, she had no choice but to send some supplements and leave alone.
Youdu was also ordered by Cang Rinchen, and he was only allowed to see Yin Huan in the Tai Womb recently, and he cried a lot when he heard the news, but when he saw Cang Rinchen's serious face, he didn't dare to argue.
Su Meisheng has been living in Feng Nansheng's mansion, although Cang Linchen is very tired of this person, but he is the envoy of Qi State, and he is embarrassed to drive people away, not to mention that he has not done anything.
Su Meisheng was about to suffocate his internal injuries every day in Fengfu, he originally planned to go to their modern era with Feng Nansheng this time to see if there was a better beautiful man, who knew that this plan would not work, but he would definitely not give up until the last moment! He must use his three-inch tongue to persuade Xia Yinhuan.
It's just that the imagination is very plump, the reality is very skinny, Cang Linchen didn't let him enter Fengqi Palace at all, even the palace didn't let him get close to half a step, he went to ask Feng Nansheng, Nansheng didn't say a word every day, he went to find Ye Xinghuan, Ye Xinghuan didn't talk to him, everyone seemed to have their own hearts.
Holding back all day long, no one talked to him, no one paid attention to him, and the climate in Shengjing was a little different from that of Qi State, he actually had a high fever, and he could only lie in bed every day, waiting for the doctor to treat him and recuperate.
Liu Yan felt the changes in Cang Linchen and Ye Xinghuan, and tried a few times but didn't get any clues, and Yin Huan didn't have any news there, so she could only wait like this, but after waiting for a few days, she found that Xinghuan had actually become emaciated, although she was dissatisfied in her heart, she could only suppress it, she believed that after the matter, Yin Huan would naturally explain it to her clearly.
Cang Linchen still goes up and down every day, but he instructed Ande to take all the folds to be dealt with in Fengqi Palace, and there is nothing special about the officials who are not allowed to disturb him.
Ande didn't know what was wrong with the emperor, so he had to do everything, every day Yin Huan sat in the study to watch him deal with political affairs, and when he was done, he hugged Yin Huan and didn't let go.
Although he didn't speak, Yin Huan knew how much suffering and pain he had suffered in his heart, she felt sorry for him, guilty, she knew that she had caused so much trouble to everyone, looking at him like that, she knew that she couldn't go, she originally wanted Feng Nansheng to go back alone to bring the letter to her family, but she knew that according to his character, she would definitely not be willing......
She still has regrets in her heart, she has been trying to find a way to balance everyone, but the more she thinks about it, the more chaotic she becomes, and the more she thinks about it, the more she can't do it.
Yin Huan finally put Cang Rinchen to sleep, who had been staying up for a few days, and when she was about to get out of bed, Cang Rinchen opened her eyes and woke up, holding her hand, and her forehead was all sweaty.
Frightened by his sudden appearance, Yin Huan didn't dare to move, and looked at him, "What's wrong?" How can you be scared like this? Is it a nightmare? ”
Cang Linchen didn't speak, leaning on Yin Huan's arms like a child, Yin Huan's hand was close to his chest, and he heard his chest beating strangely.
He was covered in sweat, holding Yin Huan with one hand and refusing to let go, and his eyes were staring at the person in front of him tightly.
"What's wrong? I'm here, don't be afraid. Yin Huan patiently coaxed the eldest child in front of him, afraid that something would happen to him.
"Huanhuan, I just had a nightmare, I dreamed that you threw away my hand and wanted to leave." He faintly recounted the dream that had just happened.
Yin Huan patted his arm when he heard his weak voice, and his eyes turned red again, "It's okay, it's a dream, dreams and reality are opposites, don't be afraid." ”
"Huanhuan, give me a promise, promise me that you will not leave me in this life, no matter where you go, take me with you, okay?" Cang Rinchen's face was full of pain, he didn't know what would happen in the future, he just wanted to do his best to let her stay, even if the chance was slim.
In the past two days, as long as he left her for a second, it was as if a knife was cutting his heart, he couldn't bear that kind of pain, he didn't dare to face life without her alone.
"I won't leave you, I swear." Yin Huan finally compromised, tears rolled from her face to his, she tried her best to control her emotions, but found that the more restrained, the more painful.
It turns out that when faced with all the choices, they will be painful together, and they will be sad together.
"Huanhuan, don't cry." Cang Linchen got up, his lips were on her eyes, on his face, on his lips, he was reluctant to let her shed every tear, if obsession was a mistake, then let him fall into a mistake for the rest of his life.
Yin Huan pressed her lips to him, crying in response to all his feelings.
He didn't know how much she loved him, so much so that she couldn't breathe, so much so that she couldn't extricate herself, so much so that she couldn't wait to be with him every day and every night.
The next morning, Cang Rinchen had to go to the court, Yin Huan lay on the bed, curled up, sleeping a little unwell, Cang Rinchen looked at her, there was a moment of distraction, if there was no her existence, then where should he be now? What kind of person should it be?
He couldn't live without her, no matter what, he leaned over and kissed her on the forehead, there must be a way to leave her forever.
In the court, Cang Rinchen was absent-minded, and the ministers reported their affairs and retreated, and after retreating, he hurriedly returned to Fengqi Palace.
Yin Huan had just gotten up, and after washing, she had lunch with him.
Cang Rinchen still served her vegetables as usual, although he felt some changes in her mood, he tried to be as calm as possible, "Huanhuan, this is your favorite fish-flavored shredded pork." ”
"Thank you." Yin Huan picked up the shredded meat with chopsticks and put it in his mouth, in the past two days, they were very worried about each other's feelings, and both of them were cautious, for fear of breaking something.
Liuli left immediately after putting away the plates, and ordered everyone to leave Fengqi Palace and not disturb the emperor and the queen.
The two of them were lying on the bed, Yin Huan was caught in his arms, he didn't dare to let go for a moment, he wasn't sure whether what Yin Huan said to him after he had a nightmare yesterday, he was so worried in his heart, but he didn't dare to break the silence.
"Dust, I have an idea." Yin Huan thought about it for a long time, and mustered up the courage to look at him.
"As long as you don't leave me, it's easy to say anything." He was relaxed on the surface, but he was so nervous about holding her hand, he knew that she had ideas, and she must have made a lot of decisions in her heart.
"I'd like to talk to Osley."