"I've never been in that mood, with Lingyun ambition in my mind, I realized for the first time that I was too cowardly in the past, I have never been worse than any brother, why can the second brother fight, the fourth brother can fight, the starling brother can fight, I can't? Just because my mother is an ordinary concubine? Just because I don't have a strong outsider? But soon I came back to my senses, and I broke out in a cold sweat.

I hate myself for having such thoughts, and I hate myself for betraying the trust of my fourth brother. The supreme position in the world, only the capable reside, I never belittle myself, but I don't think I can do better than the fourth brother, and even, I think I am not as good as the second brother and starling.

At least they are willing to pay for this position, but I am not willing to lose the happiness I have for this position.

Perhaps, I really didn't fit in that position, I realized my position for the first time, and I regretted it but also had a hint of happiness, glad that I was still able to wake up. ”

Thirteen kissed Qin Heyue's sideburns, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Heyue, thank you for letting me sober up, thank you for letting me not lose my way." ”

He Yue raised his eyebrows: "What does it have to do with me?" ”

It's a little funny in my heart, it's also that Thirteen is sober enough and determined enough, I'm afraid I can't help but be happy if I change to someone else, where else can I think of?

After all, this is not an ordinary thing, but the supreme throne in the world, the only throne in the world.

"In any case, after figuring out these, the big stone in my heart can be regarded as falling to the ground, life in the world, there must be gains, there is something to give up, I have your love for me, I have our children, what can compare to this?" Thirteen sighed with satisfaction, his expression relieved: "Whether Huang Ama really wants me to sit in that seat, or just a temptation, I don't think about it, I just want to experience the life of a wife and children on a hot kang, you don't think I have no ambition, right?" ”

Looking at his cautious expression, He Yue laughed: "You are not rare in that seat, what do I have to worry about?" Besides, think about the second elder brother, what's so good about that position? To collect thousands of favors in one is to collect thousands of jealousies and hatreds in one......"

Speaking of which, He Yue suddenly couldn't go on.

Thirteen also seemed to think of something, and his face changed.

But soon Thirteen regained his composure and smiled with relief: "It's nothing, it doesn't belong to us, we don't think about it, we just live our lives." ”

Seeing that he was not sad because of this, He Yue breathed a sigh of relief.

It's not that I haven't thought about this answer before, but I just thought that Kangxi just wanted to take Thirteen as a target, lest other princes always think about that position and do something irreparable.

But never thought about anything else.

Maybe this is the emperor's mental trick, it's not that he doesn't have no love for his son, but it's all built under the imperial power.

In the face of imperial power, family affection always has to give way.

It's just that I don't know who the person in Kangxi's heart is.

After all, the emperor's mind technique is not something that people like He Yue can understand, and He Yue doesn't think about it anymore.

In the next few days, Kangxi Xuan thirteen spoke and ate in the Qianqing Palace every day.

Although I don't know what I said, I seem to have a deep father-son relationship, and the thirteen saints are favored.

Such an honor had only been enjoyed by the waste prince before.

Thinking of such a scene, I don't know how many people look red.

On this day, Hongchang thought about going to Prince Yong's mansion, saying that he missed his fourth uncle, and Tongxuan also wanted to go when he heard it.

After all, he has also raised them for so many years, how can Heyue not allow it?

In the past few days, Hongchang seems to have forgotten the unhappiness of that day and has become close to Heyue again.

This also depends on Heyue not going anywhere these days, just staying at home with the children, playing with a few children, Huarong Dao or something.

It is always easier to build a deep relationship with your child when you have common fun, and no matter how naughty your child is, she can't help but play crazy with Yue.

With Heyue's domineering behavior that day, Hongchang is now obedient to Heyue, and he no longer dares to upset Heyue, and he has no previous hostility towards Hongjun at least on the surface.

At most, it is just to compete with Hongjun for favor, which is within the tolerance range of Heyue.

When I arrived at Prince Yong's mansion, Prince Yong was worshipping Buddha in the small Buddha hall in the front yard.

I heard that this is the most common thing that the fourth brother did in the palace after he became the prince, because there were not so many errands, and he returned to the house after the court and had nothing else to do, and concentrated on worshipping the Buddha.

Sometimes the fourth brother will take the backyard girl to live in the Old Summer Palace given by Kangxi for a period of time, grow vegetables, raise flowers or something, so leisurely.

The fourth brother also gave himself the title of "Yuanming Layman" for this reason, calling himself "the first idler in the world".

This makes Harmony and joy unbearable.

If the fourth brother really wants to be idle, he will not become the later Yongzheng.

I also knew in my heart that this was the fourth brother's power technique, so He Yue didn't say anything.

Sitting in the fourth sister-in-law's room, He Yue handed over Hongchang and Tongxuan to the eunuchs from the front yard and asked them to go to see Prince Yong by themselves.

He Yue is a female dependent, and it is still not suitable to go to the front yard to see the fourth brother often.

Because he knew that the fourth brother didn't like Tonghui's identity, and was afraid that the fourth brother's attitude would affect Tonghui, He Yue didn't bring her over, and let Hongjun and Tonghui stay in the house.

Originally, he was going to bring Honghui over to meet the fourth brother, but if Tonghui was left alone, it was inevitable that Tonghui would have to think more, and Heyue didn't bring Honghui.

Don't ask He Yue why he doesn't like Sifujin to play with his mind, and he still wants to come to her as a guest, and you and the fourth sister-in-law come and go.

Isn't this also helpless?

Whoever let the Wulanala clan be the fourth brother's blessing, they must come and go often, otherwise the two mansions will slowly become strange.

No matter how good a relationship is, it must come and go often to last for a long time.

Otherwise, why do those ladies go to Beppu to enjoy flowers, drink tea, and chat about family life when they are idle?

What is there to enjoy in hanami? It's not like you don't have those things in your own house.

It's even more boring to talk about family life, just two sentences back and forth, and I feel embarrassed when I talk about it.

Of course, chatting about family life is sometimes an art, in addition to getting closer to each other, sometimes it can also be used to get a word from the mouth of the Fujin of each province, so that you can know the trends in each house in time, so that you can tell your husband to know.

Therefore, no matter whether the relationship between the two families is good or not, on the surface, they have to communicate frequently.

Heyue and the fourth brother's mansion are in the former case.

Therefore, even if He Yue and Sifujin already have a pimple in their hearts, they still have to pretend to be casual on the surface, pretending to be close and close.

At this time, Heyue is no longer the unbearable character he used to have, and he can pretend to like it if he doesn't like it, so that others can't see his true thoughts.

The strange thing is that He Yue has been sitting here for so long, and he hasn't seen the fourth brother coming.

It's not that He Yue wants the fourth brother to come over.

Women talk together, the fourth brother's dull and serious temperament, as long as he sits here, it will inevitably be a little less relaxed and a little more serious.

No matter which time Heyue comes, in addition to being busy with business, the fourth brother always has to come to the backyard to have a look, which can be regarded as saying hello.

Sometimes they come in a hurry, they leave in a hurry, sometimes they sit for a while and talk or something.

Even if you have something to do, you will always have people come over and say hello. The prince of Qing wear, please kneel down on WeChat to pay attention to "excellent reading literature", talk about life, and find a confidant~