Chapter 116: She Stays in the Lights (16)

He used to be a simple and ignorant child, but the reality was too cruel, and in order to survive, he had to be fierce and become a sharp weapon, stabbing everything against his own people and no longer had the power to fight back.

He also had a soft heart, but he almost lost his life, so Li Qingjin closed all his perceptions and lived numbly in the world.

People who sink in the abyss of darkness will not see the sun the most, which will make people break through all the shackles and want to have, and they will not want to destroy what they have. For him, Xu Ranjia is the sunshine, the light that shines on the ugliness of his body and has nowhere to hide. But he still wanted to get closer, and get closer.

"Daughter-in-law, are you afraid of me and hate me?" Although he had just relied on her, he still asked without a hint. Alas, no matter how bloody a man is, he can't pass the beauty pass after all, he circled her and looked at her persistently.

Xu Ranjia tilted her head to digest his confession, and listened to his self-deprecating and cautious questioning, with a burst of amusement and a hint of pain in her heart. He cares about her too much, so he is humble and careful, and he can't see the friendship between the two of them on weekdays, or he doesn't dare to think about it at all.

"You tell me first, what happened," Xu Ranjia gently broke away from him, her little face was solemn without the slightest smile, and she looked at him lightly.

Li Qingjin pursed his lips, a thirty-year-old man, a man with a wife and children, like an awkward child at the moment, with stubbornness, "I couldn't hold back for a while today and killed Jia Tianyou." ”

Xu Ranjia blinked her eyes, "And then?" ”

He took a deep breath and relayed what Jia Tianyou said before he died.

"Do you think he's right? Since you think it's right, what do you come to me to ask again? Xu Ranjia sneered, "Brother Jin, what have I done in the past four years to make you still think what he said is right?"

I'll say this time today, next time you question me, then I might as well twist my hair and be a sister-in-law, and save myself from being angry and wronged by you to miss my father.

Yes, I was blinded by vanity when I was young, and I asked my father for a marriage to the Jia family. I also suffered a loss in this marriage and paid the price for my mistakes.

We grew up together, and the friendship is comparable to him Jia Tianyou? The ancients said that men and women did not sit at the same table at the age of seven, and that was because the children had a sense of gender when they were older. I've been fossing with you since I was a child, and I've been more affectionate to you than others, but do you believe that there is a pure relationship between men and women other than family affection?

It's just that we are too young and are fascinated by glitz, but we can't see the truth clearly.

Brother Jin, think about it, how much emotion do I have for Jia Tianyou? Do I see him as often as I do in a year with you? He and I have always been respectful, and there is no distance between them. It was during the three years of my filial piety, and the letter he unilaterally gave me was just an illusion for me to give myself.

I knew very well that after three years, this marriage would be abandoned!

Brother Jin, let me ask you, do you still think I have any special features about him Jia Tianyou? ”

Listening to Xu Ranjia's analysis sentence by sentence, Li Qingjin pondered in disbelief and repeatedly, that kind of ecstasy was almost overwhelming, how could it be possible, if this was the case, then wouldn't it be because of his restraint that they missed too many years?

He held back his joy, and continued to ask with a stiff face: "Then why do you like a reckless man like me?" I have a lot of blood on my hands, and there are many innocent lives. ”

Xu Ranjia poked his chest fiercely with her bare hand, the silver armor was very hard, but it made her hand hurt a little, and he took it into his hand and rubbed it carefully.

"You don't think I'm praising you enough, right?" Even so, Xu Ranjia still bent her eyebrows and replied seriously: "You are not a reckless man, but others can't reach it in terms of martial arts." If you participate in the imperial examination, where will he still have Jia Tianyou's share? Without a smart mind and a decisive temperament, can you become a general and king loved by everyone, and can you withstand the safety of the people of Huatang?

Jia Tianyou is jealous of you, what he said is not right. On the surface, it is true, but it is completely unsatisfactory.

Peace is forged with blood, and it cannot be judged by people's black and white simple standards, you are a man who stands up to the sky, and you have your own standards in your heart. After so many years, haven't you also verified the correctness of this guideline?

Why deny yourself because of his words alone?

Brother Jin, I know you like me, and I am very happy and happy. But I don't want my favorite brother Jin, because I like me to become not like yourself, so I'm not happy. ”

She went around and around the last sentence, and Li Qingjin chewed it carefully in her mouth several times before she seemed to suddenly understand what she meant. The wheat-colored face was flushed, and his ears were stained, and he coughed uncomfortably, and the muscles on his face twitched, but finally he couldn't resist the joy from his heart, and hugged her tightly and smiled at the corners of his lips.

"Daughter-in-law, I'm so happy, really, I've never been so happy," Li Qingjin didn't know how to get better, lowered his head and kissed her fiercely, passing his joy from her.

The love between them is really deep and deep, and in the long years, the friendship is like wine buried under the tree, more and more mellow and rich.

Li Qingjin redeemed his previous promise, and after the emperor returned to the throne, regardless of the retention of the ministers, he resolutely handed over the military power, selected several fierce generals for the emperor in the Ming Guard and the Secret Guard, and then took his wife and children to swim away from the mountains and rivers of Huatang when the idle king

After experiencing strong winds and rains, they cherish the people in front of them even more and cherish the dull days.

When she opened her eyes and looked at the floral cloth tent, she was in a trance, and her mind couldn't turn around. She turned her head and looked at the stars in her eyes that were as deep as night, and there was no regret in them.

"Daughter-in-law, it's early," Du Xuze turned over and fixed her between himself and the bed, caressed her cheeks, kissed her with pity, and tossed and grinded carefully, "It's good." ”

Although they have experienced ten years in other planes, in fact, they have lived a lifetime, but other memories are blurred, and only the bits and pieces of the first ten years are clearly imprinted on their hearts. It's okay this way, there is a perfect ending, and you won't face life and death again and again.

Zuo Ranjia tightly wrapped around his thin waist and nodded in response: "Yes, it's good." ”

This kind of journey through time and space that resonates from the soul is like a hearty battle, which makes people feel indescribably comfortable. She is no longer obsessed with the fact that she is an electronic copy of the original owner, because she has an extra life than the original owner, only her and him.

They are so compatible with each other in all aspects from body to heart, because she is her, although there is no difference from the original owner in all aspects, but she is an independent individual, with her own personality and thinking that is different from the original owner, so she can have more happiness.

They slept for a long time in this dream, but there was no pain in their bodies, but they were able to jump up energetically.

In fact, Du Xuze did do that, but they had just taken the Vientiane Holy Fruit, although they could not reach the monk's ability to call the wind and rain, but the body of the same life as the sky was very light, much more powerful than the ancient martial arts on TV, such a leap directly broke through the cloth tent, and had a close contact with the roof, which was the result of his quick reaction, otherwise he would definitely be able to fly the tiles.

Zuo Ranjia looked at the gloomy color on his face, couldn't help laughing, pulled him to him and patted the dust carefully, pursed his lips and bent the lake water: "Brother Ze, you have to learn to control your own strength in the future, otherwise you will become a monster who borrows corpses to resurrect in the eyes of others, and you must not be arrested and burned on the fire?" ”

Du Xuze scratched his head and sighed softly, "If this hadn't happened to me, I still wouldn't believe that there is such a magical thing in the world." ”

"The world is so big, there are no wonders," Zuo Ranjia pulled out a change of clothes for him from the closet, sorted out the bathing things, and stuffed them into his arms, "The universe is all-encompassing, and there are many magical powers that we don't know and can't explain with science." Anyway, we have a lot of time, so we can study it slowly in the future, and now we can only choose to accept it.

Let's go take a bath, Brother Ze remembers to control his strength. ”

Du Xuze nodded, grinning at Zuo Ranjia: "As long as you are by my side, you can do anything." ”

Looking at the tall back of his departure, Zuo Ranjia's heart was warm, standing and watching her go into the kitchen after washing, although she spent a lifetime in her dreams, and then she followed her husband to travel around with the baby almost all of her own cooking, and also learned a lot of local famous dishes, her hands were not only not rusty at all, but had a more epiphany feeling.

Ten years of accumulation, coupled with the precipitation of this life, is enough for her cooking skills to improve another level.

She didn't have the slightest complacency, after all, she was in debt now!

As soon as Zuo Ranjia cooked the meal, Du Xuze came back with a faint vapor carrying things, and after eating, they sat at the desk and began to discuss how to live next.

The days in front of them still have to live, they have a long time, and this life that belongs to them alone is more and more precious. Zuo Ranjia said that she would study with her children, wait for the resumption of the national college entrance examination policy, and then enter the university as a serious student, take out her graduation certificate, and then start a company in the most prosperous area of Kyoto.

Of course, she still insists on starting a company that integrates wedding dresses, makeup, photography, weddings and mother and baby, but this concept is too advanced for the moment. She didn't talk deeply, but said in general terms: "I want to be the first batch of people in our country to eat crabs, improve my living standards, and at the same time, I can also collect a lot of money."

Money is king at some point, and I also believe that at that time, the country's various resources will be abundant, and the use of various tickets will be further abolished, so that paper and pen will once again become a good means of circulation. ”