Liang Bin specially applied for a 10-day vacation from the company because of his father's affairs, the purpose of which was to accompany the old man more.

After all, the old man's illness has no way to recover, and it can be said that every minute and every second of time passing now is likely to be his last moment in the world.

He actually regretted that he didn't take the old man out for a walk when he was healthy.

Didn't buy the old man more things he was willing to eat.

So much so that now, he remembered and wanted to do it, but the old man couldn't eat it, and he couldn't go far.

Father and son sat on the sofa in the living room, the old man curled up on one side, his body thin as a piece of paper.

"Do you want me to die?"

The old man's sudden opening made Liang Bin a little baffled, and he couldn't help it:

"Dad, what do you say, how could I want you to die, you can live to be 100 or 200 years old."

"Don't you really want me dead?"

The old man looked at Liang Bin gloomily at this time and asked again.

"Dad! How could I possibly want you to die! What are you talking about? ”

Liang Bin was a little anxious, in fact, during the days when he was at home with his father, his father would always say something to him, or ask something, something inexplicable.

Not only that, but he could also feel a kind of malice from his father's body.

This malice is mixed with suspicion, hatred, and even resentment.

Because these things are clearly on his father's emaciated face.

But he couldn't understand, couldn't understand why his father had such a big grudge against him.

Is it really like the old man said, he blames them for not sending him to the hospital for further treatment?

Looking at Liang Bin, who was a little excited to get up from the sofa, the old man waved his hand and motioned for him to sit down, and then asked:

"You said you didn't want me to die. But I don't believe you.

You're clearly looking forward to my death.

Don't think I don't know why you took time off to go home.

You're ready to take care of the aftermath for me, right? ”

The more the old man spoke, the sharper his tone became, Liang Bin wanted to refute a few words, but after thinking about it, he calmed down, and then said to the old man earnestly:

"Dad, you are the closest person in my world, and after my mother is gone, you are the one who supports me, provides me with education, and takes out all your savings to buy me a house and get married.

How could I possibly watch you die. ”

"You don't want me to die, and you don't want to do anything!"

Seeing that the old man couldn't understand the words at all, Liang Bin didn't want to say any more, after all, with a patient, he couldn't say it clearly.

So, he turned on the TV in the living room directly and watched it without saying a word.

But after a while, the old man didn't know if his emotions had calmed down, and his voice was no longer as sharp as before, as if he was asking him, and as if he was talking to himself:

"They all say what you eat and what you make up.

If a dying person eats a living person, does he not have to die?

What is it like to be alive?

Son, can you kill someone for your dad to eat?

Dad doesn't want to die, Dad still wants to live.

Imagine living to be one or two hundred years old, as you said. ”

The old man's words made Liang Bin feel creepy, but the old man now doesn't want to eat people, he even has to drink water, and all his nutrition has to be maintained by infusion.

So he felt that this was probably the old man's self-deprecation, a kind of irony about the end of his life, but there was nowhere to escape.

"Dad, don't think too much, there are always people in this world who create miracles. The doctor said that as long as you have a good mentality, there is still hope.

Don't be pessimistic, I think you've been getting better in the past two days than before. ”

Although Liang Bin didn't tell the old man what illness he had, he felt that the old man had a number in his heart.

So I can't hide this matter at all.

"I don't want to die, I don't want to be thrown into an incinerator and then turned into a pile of bones and scum to be dumped on the ground.

I've been through the death of too many people, and I've seen them with their eyes closed, being pushed into the furnace.

Then they turned into a pile of smoking scum, and all their friends and relatives waited outside with expressionless faces.

After waiting for the bones to cool, put on gloves and pick up a few large pieces and put them in that small box.

Then, everything about this person, is over.

I still remember when your grandmother was dying, and several of us and our children waited for days, even though we emotionally wanted her to be alive.

But in our hearts, we all have a sinful thought that we can't even face ourselves.

Do you know what it is? ”

Liang Bin looked at his father with some fear, because the old man's body was tense at this time, his neck was like an eraser, and he stretched the old man, and when he said these words again, his face did not show the slightest look of remembrance at all, and some were just a kind of excitement that was difficult for him to describe!

Yes, when his dad talks about it again, he does exactly the opposite of what he described.

"Dad, don't think about it. You can rest for a while. ”

Liang Bin didn't know what was going on with the old man, so he quickly interrupted.

But the old man refused him with a roar:

"Nope! I'm going to say! I'm not done yet!

All we thought was that you should die quickly!

Why aren't you dead yet!

How long are you going to toss us!

But she didn't say anything at the time, just looked at us with hatred.

I didn't understand it at the time, but now I finally understand why she hates us.

Because she still wants to live, but we don't want to save her.

She still wants to struggle, but we want her to die soon.

For someone who wants you dead, you obviously have nothing but hatred. ”

After the old man finished speaking, he got off the sofa, and then staggered upstairs.

Liang Bin was left alone, staying downstairs with mixed feelings.

He thought his dad was crazy.

So much so that it got to the point where they started talking crazy.

After Liang Bin sat downstairs for a while, his father came downstairs again, and seemed to be planning to go out.

Seeing this, he hurriedly stopped:

"Dad, what are you going to do?"

"Get out for a walk."

"Then I'll go with you. I'll go up and change my clothes first. ”

Although Liang Bin was a little worried about his father's physical strength, seeing the old man's resolute attitude, he didn't stop him anymore, so he planned to change his clothes and accompany the old man out for a walk, but when he changed his clothes and came down, he found that the old man was gone.

He hurriedly chased him out, but he couldn't find anyone all the way, so he called the old man, and the old man's mobile phone was always turned off.

Although the old man can still walk, his physical strength is very poor, so he is very worried that the old man will not come back if he is far away.

After searching outside for more than half an hour, he couldn't find any trace of the old man, so Liang Bin had no choice but to return home first.

Pray that the old man's physical strength can support him to walk back.

Liang Bin just entered the door and sat down, and Zhang Ming then walked in with Taotao to open the door.