Qi's father's words still echoed in her ears, looking at the ledgers stacked on the desk, half of the bills, she couldn't help but flip through a few pages.

Suddenly threw the brush away, Qi Jingyan Are you a cheap panic, he is going to be unlucky, shouldn't you clap your hands and cheer. You're going to get away with it, shouldn't you be secretly glad that he won't come to haunt you.

Wake up, don't you know better than anyone else that such a person is not worthy of your love?

You don't care what he does, anyway, he's reborn, and everyone walks their own way, and whoever loves is unlucky.

Qi Jingyan obviously paid attention, obviously thought it through, but she was still lying in the cold quilt tossing and turning, she was even a little glad that he didn't come tonight, otherwise she would not be able to control her mouth.

Yes, in fact, in the bottom of her heart, in addition to hating him, she was more ...... in that life Unwilling.

In her sleep, she felt something hanging directly above her? She opened her eyes suddenly, and saw him sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at her with his hands on the side of her ear, and her heart beat in horror.

She put her hands on his chest, afraid that he would suddenly approach: "What are you doing?" I'm scared to death, in the middle of the night, don't you have to sleep? ”

"I also want to sleep, but I can't figure out how Uncle Qi would withdraw from marriage so often in this life."

Qi Jingyan snorted coldly: "If you can't figure it out, don't think about it, people's hearts are separated from their stomachs, and you can figure out everything." ”

"It's you, it's you who are bent on fire, and you want to get out of the marriage, right?"

"Oh, so what? Isn't it? Do you still think that I will marry you now? She didn't understand, didn't he have some self-knowledge?

Lin Shijun held her wrist with one hand, pressed it on top of her head, tore off her shirt with the other hand, and pressed it on her heart: "Believe it or not, I want you now, and you can't marry if you want to." ”

"You dare!"

"Why don't I dare, anyway, I know your body very well." Lin Shijun was annoyed and ashamed, her lips and teeth were torn and kissed between her neck, and one hand was walking and kneading the skin under her clothes.

"If you dare to touch me, I'll die for you." She felt extremely humiliated in her heart, even if she was once a husband and wife, but now she is so old.

Lin Shijun's confused consciousness came to his senses in an instant, and he hated her for saying death so easily. She didn't understand at all how painful it was for those who died to be left behind.

His wandering hand stopped, resting above her heart, feeling the pulse of the heartbeat, but the teeth landed on her shoulder and gnashed hard.

"Dead? Good! If it's a big deal, you will die together, and you will not be able to escape anywhere. ”

Qi Jingyan was very resistant to his touch, and she wriggled her body and struggled: "Don't you just want to know?" I tell you, you let me go. ”

Her fierce resistance stabbed his pride, and Lin Shijun let go of his hand. Qi Jingyan sat up and gave him a neat slap.

"How much effort do you think I put into getting my father to change this idea in my previous life? On such a cold day, I knelt for three hours, and everyone was frozen. You said that I abandoned you and went to the academy to study and left you for three years, do you think I used to enjoy pure happiness? It's all an exchange, an exchange for you, a wolf-hearted man. Why do you say it's different from your previous life, of course it's different, because I've learned to be obedient this time, and I'm not so cheap. ”

"Why didn't you tell me?" He clenched his fists and gritted his teeth.

Qi Jingyan laughed self-deprecatingly: "Say? Why should I tell you, this is my family's business and it has nothing to do with you. ”

"Family matters? It's none of my business? So what does it matter to me? ”

Qi Jingyan was completely enraged by him, and some things he didn't say all the time, just to save face for him, and now there is nothing else to say. "What if I say it, what if I don't? You were good for nothing, and you knew all day that you were fooling around the streets. Even if I talk to you, what can you do? You will only nod your head blankly and respond to "What Uncle said is that I am indeed not worthy of the third miss." 'I was really blind in the first place, how could I have taken a fancy to you.' ”

……

Lin Shijun didn't want to forget, and it was himself at this time. As she said, he was indeed weak, his parents died one after another, and he was always in a state of confusion and couldn't get out of that pain.

In his previous life, he learned that she had knelt for three hours, half a year later. Didn't he think about it, not to drag her down, and took the initiative to withdraw from the marriage.

So, after walking more than 100 miles, I just wanted to go to the academy to see her. Just watched her being bullied, he softened his heart at that time, he was reluctant, he was afraid that in the future, she would not marry a good person, and she would be bullied by that person.

His character was weak in everything, but never before for her.

And on what basis did she assert him? He didn't understand how important she was to him.

"Lin! Generation! Jun! Talking? Am I speaking of you in vain? ”

Lin Shijun covered his face, even if you avoid the past, even if you look down on your former self, it is all real, and you can't deny it.

"You're right, I'm weak, I'm useless, I'm a complete coward, I'm not worthy of you."

Qi Jingyan was stunned, and tears fell at once, nothing compares to being so sour now. He's bad, but she doesn't like to hear people say he's bad, including him.

That's what she used to like, he's not good, she likes it too. Others on what basis? And why is he?

However, Qi Jingyan ...... I'm not static, and I will change. ”

Can't you give me a chance?