When Jason saw Song He like this, he didn't feel a little happy because Song He said that he was leaving Yin Zheng, and even Jason didn't know why, but he just felt that this was just a compromise between Song He and his heartbrokenness.

"Have you figured it out?" Jason didn't know why he would ask Song He repeatedly, as if he was afraid that Song He would return.

But the truth is that Jason is really afraid of Song He's return, afraid that Song He will one day in the future, after leaving Yin Zheng, he asked Jason why he didn't come to stop her.

Song He didn't know what to say, and he didn't know why he was asked like this by Jason, and even Song He did hesitate after Jason's inquiry.

Song He couldn't help but smile bitterly in her heart - look, she has always been such a useless person, if it wasn't for marrying Yin Zheng, Song He might still be in the Song family to endure the embarrassment of Su Wen and Su Duo's mother and daughter, for Su Duo snatching his first love, if he hadn't married Yin Zheng, maybe Song He would have just hid in the Song family's own cramped small room and cried bitterly.

But this matter, the matter of Yin Zheng and Sun Yiran, Song He knew that he shouldn't think about it anymore, and even this was just a problem common to all men.

What kind of lifelong love, even Yin Zheng is deceiving himself.

Song He thought of his father, because of the affair with Su Wen, it was like a different person from then on, he no longer loved Song He, he was harsh and strict with his mother, a little thing could make him angry, Song He sometimes thought, maybe death, for his mother, is actually a relief, but for himself, it is endless torture.

Originally, Song He thought that Yin Zheng loved her, she could get rid of the fate of her father and mother, she could stay with the man who loved her for the rest of her life, and then have a lovely child, everything was complete.

Until Sun Yiran appeared.

Every word Sun Yiran said was to break the reality of Song He's dreams and expectations, and poked into Song He's heart with bloody pain, so he had to tell Song He the last bit of Song He's humble prayer for life, with reality and reality, don't be delusional, don't be foolish and dream!

Now Song He woke up, but the funny thing was that Yin Zheng still thought she was having a temper tantrum - 'Don't make trouble, Song He', Song He kept recalling this sentence in his mind, and then as if he was exhausted, he curled up his body, hugged the child in front of her who was now just her own, and closed her eyes tiredly.

"Let me think for myself." Song He even sounded extremely weak when he spoke.

Jason didn't do anything to respond, Song He just felt Jason's dry and warm palm brushing Song He's long hair again, that little bit of warmth, as Jason's palm left, quickly faded, Song He didn't even have the strength to keep it.

The door of the ward was quietly closed, and Song He hid in the small world he had made, understanding for the first time what it meant to be incompetent, and finally understanding what it meant to be an irreversible fate.

Song He thought, maybe he was born...... She is not a person who can be happy by nature, so everyone can easily leave her and abandon her.

"What about you?" In the only quiet and safe protection he could give himself, Song He choked up and asked in a trembling voice in the dark environment after being blocked by the quilt, "Will you also leave your mother in the future?" ”

The child can't speak yet, Song He can't get an answer, and he doesn't expect to get an answer now, and even the current Song He doesn't know at all whether the child in her belly can be saved, which is still a serious problem.

This child is now almost the only support for Song He, in Song He's world, Yin Zheng has abandoned and betrayed her, but this child who has always been envied by her, or jealous, has not, even when she didn't protect it well, this child has not left herself, so for Song He, she has decided to give birth to this child, but Song He doesn't know if the child in the womb will have a father in the future.

Probably not......

Song He couldn't help laughing at himself in his heart, and even Song He recalled from time to time what Sun Yiran said to her at that time.

Listen to Sun Yiran...... Song He couldn't help but guess in his heart: "Sun Yiran means that he will always be by Yin Zheng's side, even if it is a junior, Sun Yiran will not mind, as long as Song He acquiesces to Sun Yiran's consent." ’

Thinking of this, Song He couldn't help but show a sneer-no, Sun Yiran wouldn't be able to be satisfied so easily.

Before she married Yin Zheng, didn't she live in the tragedy caused by this lie in the Song family.

Su Wen also used this sentence to fool her mother back then, Song He couldn't help but think of her mother who had a weak temper but loved her father like her life, Song He thought more than once, maybe it was because of her mother's weakness that she finally caused the tragedy of her dying at a young age and leaving her alone.

So Song He also knew that he must not follow in his mother's footsteps.

Thinking of this, Song He suddenly felt the bulge under the palm of his hand, and suddenly there was a slight movement, as if the child was agreeing with Song He's words, and moved his hands and feet gently.

Just such a slight movement has made Song He suddenly feel a sense of pleasure of being recognized.

"Do you think so?" Although Song He knew that this was stupid, Song He still couldn't help but want to reach a consensus with the child in her belly, so Song He's palm that was originally on the top of her abdomen touched the place where the child had just moved, and then, with tears in her eyes, she made a gentle smile.

Song He was nowhere else and promised her unborn child: "I won't hurt you easily in the future, I will learn to be a good mother, you believe me once, even if I am alone in the future, I will take care of you, I will ...... I will give you all my love. ”

"Let's make an agreement, shall we?"

Song He's muffled voice emanated quietly from under the quilt, and there was no one in the ward, but on the contrary, it was like this, which made Song He's loneliness and loneliness more and more apparent.

Song He tried hard to discuss with the child: "If you agree, you can kick me." ”

In order to wait for the child's response clearly, Song He immediately quieted down after saying this, and did not dare to move his hand against his stomach, closed his eyes and nervously waited for the child's response.

One second, two seconds...... Even half a minute had passed, and Song He felt that there was still not a little movement in his stomach.

There was an inexplicable but huge sense of loss that instantly surged out of Song He's body, overflowing with aggrieved emotions from every pore of Song He.

This kind of emotion made Song He unprepared, and suddenly his emotions completely collapsed.

“…… You can respond to me, just once, can't you? Song He gently pressed her hand against her bulging abdomen, with fear and infinite anticipation, hoping that the child who was only a few months old inside would give her the answer she wanted.

But not at all.

Tears poured down instantly, Song He's face seemed to be rainstorming, and bean-sized tears flowed down her face, one after another, with her low sobs, mournful floating in every corner of the ward.

Song He felt that maybe the whole world was going to abandon her.

She finally got out of the fear of her father's cheating and her mother's death, because Tang Qi has always been meticulously accompanied, so Song He thought that Tang Qi was the one who would be with her for the rest of her life, but later Tang Qi also cheated on Su Duo.

And when Song He was finally able to get up from Tang Qi's deep pit, put on Yin Zheng's hands that seemed to be helpful, and listened to Yin Zheng's meticulous treatment of her day and night and all the sweet words for so long, Song He thought that he could really be happy this time, but it seemed that God just liked to play tricks on people.

Song He's eyes were open and only tears were shed, and there was no longer any energy, and they were dim.

Slowly, Song He's eyes showed a very mocking smile, thinking about Yin Zheng in the past, and then thinking of Sun Yiran and Yin Zheng's derailment...... Song He even wanted to ask, what did she do wrong?

Why is it that every time she thinks she can be happy, reality will always wake her up?!

Even Song He was extremely desperate to think, maybe she didn't deserve happiness by nature!

There was no movement in Song He's stomach under the palm of his hand, and the child inside seemed to be asleep, no matter how Song He called, he was indifferent.

The originally dull eyes suddenly showed a mocking look, Song He's eyes widened in the dark, but when he was about to say anything, he suddenly felt his stomach being gently kicked from the inside.

That kind of weak power, at this time, when there was only despair and darkness in Song He's heart, it was like the only bit of light, shining into Song He's heart.

"Do you agree?" Song He cried, with a look of disbelief and urgency, for fear that he had just hallucinated.

And at this time, I don't know if it's because there is really such a thing as a heart and soul between mother and son, or maybe Song He is too desperate, and her child also feels the sadness and sadness of the mother, so in Song He's question, he kicked Song He's belly more obviously and vigorously than the previous two times.

Even Song He's hand on his stomach felt this power.

Song He couldn't help but cry with joy......