Chapter 151: Being with you is like robbing someone else's husband.
For Jiang Yansheng, sleep is sometimes just another means of escaping reality, and she enjoys the ease of no longer being bothered by things when she is in deep sleep, which is essentially no different from self-redemption.
It's dark.
Huo Xiumo and a friend in business in Z City ended up at dinner and returned to the hotel.
He opened the door and walked in slowly, the luxurious crystal lamp in the suite was turned on, the atmosphere was quiet, and when he was about to raise his hand to untie his suit and rest it on the sofa, he noticed a slender figure of a woman.
Huo Xiumo's eyes fluctuated slightly, with a hint of surprise.
Today, I thought she would be late filming in Hengdian, but I didn't expect to come back so early.
He stepped over, his tall body crouching down in front of the woman, his deep eyes looking down at her sleeping face, his long eyelashes covering a shadow, and his breathing was even.
It was rare to see the quiet and well-behaved appearance of a woman, Huo Xiumo looked at the growth for a minute, and his long finger slid lightly on Jiang Yansheng's flushed cheeks, with temperature.
Jiang Yansheng slept very well and woke up without being harassed by him.
Seeing this, Huo Xiumo slowly approached his handsome face, the bridge of his nose was almost against the tip of her nose, and the two breathed shallow and warm together, and he called her name in a low voice: "Voice? ”
Jiang Yansheng frowned, in her dream she saw Huo Xiumo ten years ago, who was a noble son.
He walked out of a group of people, and his gentlemanly demeanor was incomparable to others, as if it warmed her frightened heart in this instant.
"Miss Jiang Er, are you okay?"
His voice is slow and low-pitched, and it's easy to get a good impression of.
Jiang Yan knelt on the ground in embarrassment, her black hair was scattered, she raised her head, looked at the man in front of her with a beautiful little face, and the crisp and good smell from his approach made her bite her lower lip and be a little overwhelmed.
"I'll send you home, don't be afraid."
Gentleman Huo Xiumo reached out and lifted her up from the ground.
However, Jiang Yansheng's slender and straight legs seemed to be unstable, and his voice trembled lightly, wanting to explain that Xu was slowly pushed down the stairs, but he couldn't say why he opened his mouth for a long time: "I, am I causing trouble......
As soon as the picture turned, I saw Ji Wenlun sitting on a leather chair, this handsome man, the calm tone overflowing from his thin lips crossed the blood marks on the tip of her heart: "People with personality disorders will never automatically get better with the growth of experience, no one will give you love for no reason, once a normal person encounters a person with an extreme personality, the first thing that comes to mind is self-preservation."
Jiang Yansheng, you have a cowardly personality and a typical egoist personality, isn't it good to live peacefully with her? Her presence...... It's also bearing the pain you can't face for you. ”
"She's protecting you......"
"She endured your mental pain, she protected you for years......"
"No......" Tears overflowed from the corners of Jiang Yansheng's eyes, and a broken voice overflowed from her thin throat, she couldn't wake up, and these words kept echoing in her mind.
No, she really didn't want to get sick......
"Voice?"
When Jiang Yansheng was on the verge of collapse, another deep and familiar male voice seemed to come through the thick fog, pulling her back from the dark abyss at once.
Jiang Yan suddenly opened his misty eyes and looked at the man who was close at hand in front of him.
A second or two seconds, I can't come back to my senses for a long time.
Huo Xiumo's deep eyes were slightly concerned, and when he saw that she was sleeping well, he suddenly began to cry, and his big hand took the woman's soft body into his arms and patted her on the shoulder: "What did you dream about?" ”
The body temperature from the man's body made Jiang Yansheng feel a trace of warmth, and she raised her numb and stiff hand to hug him.
"Hoshmer......"
As soon as he opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse and could not be heard.
Huo Xiumo lowered his head and kissed the woman's sweat-stained hair: "Huh? ”
"Xu slowly didn't push it...... Jiang Yansheng raised her head, there was no blood on her beautiful little face, looking at him, her eyes were full of endless self-blame and pain, and she said in a difficult voice: "However, I didn't save her either." ”
Huo Xiumo's eyes gradually fell silent, staring at her bloodshot eyes, his tone and attitude could not distinguish the true emotion: "This matter has ended ten years ago. ”
Jiang Yansheng shook his head tremblingly, his fingertips slowly tightened his shirt, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "How can it be considered over, Xu Muting's sister is thirty years old, and no one marries her, in this life...... Who doesn't want to find a man to love themselves, and who doesn't want to get married and have children and live a happy life. ”
The more Huo Xiumo looked at her, the more wrong she became, and the whole person seemed to be in a predicament, extremely in her own world of thoughts.
Jiang Yansheng didn't shed tears, but her embarrassed appearance was more like crying: "I didn't push her...... I couldn't hold on to her when she fell...... I was scared, so I let it go, Hoshomer...... It was Liang Wan'er who pushed me, she ...... Standing behind me and Xu slowly......
It was she who slowly pushed Xu and I down the stairs...... I, I grabbed the railing, I ...... I also caught Xu slowly...... But I ...... I can't catch it......"
Huo Xiumer's big hand clenched her weakened shoulder, and the force gradually increased, forcing her to calm down: "Tell me, why do you say this?" ”
Jiang Yansheng looked at him helplessly, her collapsed emotions slowly calmed down, and she still had tears in her eyes: "I ......"
Huo Xiumo gently held her in his arms, not daring to exert himself, for fear of making her more uncomfortable, and whispered in her ear with thin lips: "Say it, say it and don't be afraid." ”
Jiang Yansheng took a breath, closed his eyes tiredly, and smiled bitterly: "It's been ten years, I'm running away...... I saw that Xu Muting was weak-hearted and didn't dare to go to see Xu slowly...... I didn't even dare to ask about Liang Wan'er's situation in prison, Huo Xiumo, I ......"
She couldn't go on.
At this moment, I really wanted to tell Huo Xiumo that when she heard that Liang Wan'er was released from prison at the beginning, she didn't even have the courage to fight with this woman.
Jiang Yansheng subconsciously escaped, she weakly let the other her in her body face the pressure of the outside world, she couldn't accept the fact that she was afraid for ten years and caused Xu to slowly fall down the stairs.
Today, seeing the article written by Xu slowly, in the story she created, it seems to awaken the past that Jiang Yansheng is buried deep in her heart and is unwilling to face.
In the book, Xu Yansheng's heroine lives an ugly and vicious woman and a timid woman under a very beautiful skin, which makes Jiang Yansheng seem to see her true self.
Inside the bedroom.
Huo Xiumo carried the crying woman who had no strength to lie down on the bed, and then went to the bathroom to get a wet towel to wipe her face carefully.
Jiang Yansheng's eyes were very red, and he bit his red lip and said to him: "Huo Xiumo, when I am with you, I will feel like I have robbed someone else's husband." ”