At this time, Yin Zheng felt the joy of being a father for the first time, before, Yin Zheng almost focused on Song He, after all, for Yin Zheng, if Song He had something to do with the child, Yin Zheng felt that he might not even want to see the child.

Such an idea suddenly popped up in the man's mind, and then, Yin Zheng sat on the chair next to Song He's bed, looking at Song He who was asleep, he couldn't help but think of the things he had experienced with Song He before.

Yin Zheng thought more about the fact that during the time when Song He was pregnant, he and Song He quarreled several times, during that time, whether it was Song He or Yin Zheng, it was like not being able to mention the child at all, as long as he said something related to the child, Song He would be angry.

It was only now that Yin Zheng realized how little he cared about Song He at the beginning, and at that time, in the face of Song He's clear emotions, Yin Zheng himself was completely unaware of it.

And now, perhaps with hindsight, Yin Zheng thought back and realized that he really ignored Song He's emotions too much, which caused such an irreconcilable contradiction between himself and Song He.

Yin Zheng thought about it, and couldn't help but feel a little funny, the child he cared about so much at the beginning, after Song He's accident, he found that his most important person was still Song He.

Yin Zheng felt that he really owed a lot to Song He, and after thinking about it like this, Yin Zheng once again fell into a deep guilt of self-blame.

And Yin Zheng didn't indulge in this guilt for a long time, because soon, maybe because of something on his mind, Song He didn't sleep for a long time and woke up.

After opening his eyes, Song He looked at Yin Zheng sitting on the chair opposite him with his eyes down, not knowing what he was thinking, but now, for Song He, the most important thing is not to know what Yin Zheng is thinking, but to know how his child is.

When Song He was in the United States before, she had her first prenatal check-up, and she was already told by the doctor about the sex of the child she was carrying, after all, there is no so-called patriarchal thinking in the United States, and it is a common thing to inform the gender.

So, now looking at Yin Zheng, Song He opened his mouth and said, "How is it?" My son...... Are you okay? ”

When Song He said this, he couldn't help but choke up, Song He, who was a first-time mother, felt that he hadn't been able to see his child even now, and this worry made Song He really unbearable.

Moreover, Song He now feels that it was because she had too many mood swings at the time and didn't think about the child at all that the child was born early, and the child is now in the neonatal care ward because of her.

Self-blame and worry, so that Song He was instantly frightened and cried when she saw Yin Zheng's serious expression now, she was worried that what she saw was Yin Zheng raising his head and shaking his head helplessly, indicating that the child was powerless.

Even in Song He's assumptions, if this is really the case, maybe Song He himself will not be able to hold it first.

Yin Zheng heard Song He's crying voice, he immediately raised his eyes quickly, and then looked at Song He, and Song He, also in Yin Zheng's action, involuntarily held his breath and looked at Yin Zheng tightly.

'Don't ......' Song He prayed involuntarily in his heart: 'Don't tell me that my child is not well. ’

Song He's tears didn't fall in the end, because, in response to Song He's timid and expectant eyes, it was Yin Zheng's expression and gentle gaze that gradually softened after looking at Song He, Yin Zheng said to Song He: "The nurse said that the child is in good condition, and if you observe it today, there is no problem, and you can bring it over tomorrow to show you." ”

As soon as Yin Zheng's words fell, Song He let out a long breath, and then, Yin Zheng saw Song He wiping the frightened tears on his face, and said to him: "That's good, it's okay, it's okay, it really scares me......"

Looking at Song He, who was so fragile, Yin Zheng's heart couldn't help but soften, he stood up from the chair, and then walked to Song He's bedside and sat down next to the edge of the bed.

After sitting down, Yin Zheng, in the cry that Song He couldn't control, leaned down, hugged Song He tightly, and hugged the frightened and helpless Song He tightly into his arms, trying to give Song He a sense of security.

Yin Zheng knew that he didn't have to say anything now, as long as he hugged Song He like this, what Song He needed most was such a warm embrace that she could rely on.

Yin Zheng, who hugged Song He, couldn't help but think in his heart: "I hope it's not too late for me to understand." ’

Gradually, Song He stopped crying in Yin Zheng's arms, and then, Yin Zheng felt Song He on his shoulder, and then said to him sullenly: "I...... I'm fine, you don't have to hold me like that......"

Although Song He said so, Yin Zheng did not let go of his embrace, but turned his head sideways and kissed Song He's ear gently, he looked at Song He's ear and said softly: "I want to hold you like this, I want to hold you for the rest of my life." ”

The next moment, Yin Zheng saw Song He's ears, and the whole red was visible to his eyes, and at this time, Yin Zheng felt that he and Song He were like returning to the time when they were the most affectionate.

Yin Zheng took advantage of the current atmosphere and said to Song He: "Song He, let's make peace, I mean, I know it's wrong, you forgive me." ”

In the face of Yin Zheng's apology, Song He didn't know how she should speak for a while, she was silent for a long time, and she never said anything.

Yin Zheng was still anxiously waiting for Song He's response, but after a long while, Yin Zheng felt that it seemed to have been five minutes, and Song He still didn't say a word.

While wondering, Yin Zheng Zhiyou slightly let go of his embrace, propped up his body a little, and looked at Song He's expression.

When Yin Zheng propped up his body and looked at Song He's face, Yin Zheng's line of sight saw that Song He's tears that had stopped at this time were surging out of her eyes again.

Yin Zheng saw Song He who was crying silently, and he was a little tired and panicked for a while, but Yin Zheng didn't know how he should comfort Song He at all, and his past experience told Yin Zheng that Yin Zheng always couldn't find a good way to comfort Song He reasonably.

Even Yin Zheng himself felt that he couldn't speak when it came to comforting Song He, after all, every time Song He was angry or wanted to reconcile with Song He, Yin Zheng was always on the verge of messing up.

In the face of Yin Zheng's cramped uneasiness, this emotion was clearly felt by Yin Zheng and Song He, who were in close contact with each other, but Song He was still silent, just unwilling to speak to Yin Zheng first, and even, although Song He was unwilling to admit it, but, in fact, Song He was indeed angry with Yin Zheng.

Song He didn't know who else was like her, and her husband wasn't even there when she gave birth.

The more he thought about it, the more Song He felt very aggrieved, so, gradually, Song He's crying slowly became louder, now Song He will not be like before, any emotions are held in his heart, Song He feels that holding it in his heart is also making him uncomfortable, Yin Zheng should not know or not, should he not be sympathetic to himself, he still will not be sympathetic to himself.

This is still something that Song He learned after leaving Yin Zheng before.

After seeing through this, Song He immediately cried regardless of it.

Yin Zheng looked at Song He, who suddenly cried like a child, and instantly didn't know how to put his hands and feet, let alone open his mouth to comfort Song He, after all, since he met Song He, Song He had almost never cried out so unscrupulously in front of him.

Even, Yin Zheng felt that now that Song He was crying, it was better to say that Song He was like a child venting his temper, and he wanted Yin Zheng to know the grievances and sadness in his heart.

After gradually feeling the thoughts in Song He's heart, Yin Zheng slowly organized a little language.

I saw Yin Zheng, who has always been silent, finally spoke when Song He was crying, Yin Zheng S made a move, patted Song He on the shoulder, and said to Song He: "Okay, okay, let's not cry, we are already mothers, how can we still be like a child." ”

After saying this, Yin Zheng regretted it, not for anything else, precisely because Song He cried even more after Yin Zheng said this......

When Yin Zheng saw Song He, who was crying even more, he had a feeling that he didn't know how he should deal with it, as if he had already racked his brains, but what he said in the end would still make Song He sad.

In the end, Yin Zheng could only stretch out his hand without any way, and repeatedly patted Song He's shoulder and back, so that Song He could calm down.

Yin Zheng unconsciously became more gentle, and Song He clearly felt this.

Soon, Song He gradually quieted down, and then Song He raised his head, looked at Yin Zheng's face opposite him, and said to Yin Zheng: "Do you know why I'm crying?" ”

Yin Zheng couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he heard Song He finally speak, and at the same time, Yin Zheng was also curious, looked at Song He and asked, "Why?" ”

Yin Zheng is also good at this, I think it is honest, especially in terms of feelings, Yin Zheng is always not good at lying.

Song He looked at Yin Zheng, and after a while, he said silently: "Because you always lie to me." ”