Chapter 254: Choice

Xu hasn't rained for a long time, this light rain has been dripping all day, just like God can't pee enough, it's annoying, Cheng Yunduo's death caused a small sensation in the entire Xiping, and in the mansion of that country, his funeral was decided by the Ji family, and preparations were in full swing.

Mrs. Cheng and Zheng fell ill at the same time, which also caused Zhou Lao Langzhong and Xiao Tong to be overwhelmed, and as for the former, sure enough, she still believed Cheng Yunduo's words.

Cheng Yunyang, his eldest son, was not killed by his younger son.

More than ten years of stubborn thoughts were ruthlessly broken, perhaps because of guilt, knocked her down.

There are also Gu Shi, Shen Lu's coma, and the day Cheng Yun died, mentioning Cheng Yunyang again seemed to arouse her sadness, and she was bedridden again, and the previous recipe didn't work.

And the funeral, the friendship was not good during his lifetime, and Cheng Qi was too lazy to cry and mourn after death, who to show those looks, just to take a look and talk about the intention of being a niece.

The days can be said to be in the blink of an eye, and the day after tomorrow.

It came the day of the scroll's prophecy.

Cheng Yan disappeared early in the morning, it should have been deliberately avoided, Cheng Qi held his face and sat alone on the tent bed, what happened recently was really bad.

Qingmiao came to urge three times, she was about to get up, just a simple wash, put on a single coat and went out, the light rain outside will stop, and it is still a little cold.

"Girl, wear more."

Qingmiao held the cloak uneasily: "Be careful of catching a cold." ”

Cheng Qi shook his head: "I'll go to the back garden to breathe, don't follow, I'll be distracted, I'll be back in a while, you go to the dining hall to serve." ”

With that, walk away.

When he arrived at the back garden, there was a mud floor, Cheng Qi looked at the embroidered shoes on his feet, but he still didn't have the courage to step on them, so he simply went to the stone pavilion next to him and sat down, thinking deeply.

"Joys and sorrows are always ruthless."

Cheng Qi muttered: "Before the first step, it will be until dawn." ”

Will she go, or will she not go.

Will you die if you don't go?

But let's go, what about everything here?

Cheng Qi is very anxious, and today is the day to go back, the opportunity to cross that does not know when it will appear will torment her even more, this kind of torment, it is better to kill her with a knife.

Suddenly, a gust of cold wind blew overhead, and a leaf blew down on her hand, Cheng Qi casually threw it to the side, sat down for a while, and got up to prepare to go to the dining hall.

She came to the back garden to sit dry for no reason, Aunt Meng would be worried.

Cheng Qi stood again, and then took a step.

Suddenly.

The breeze turned into a strong wind, directly blowing away her cloak, Cheng Qi's hair danced wildly, and subconsciously raised his arm to block in front of him, and then, a dazzling light hit, Cheng Qi slowly lowered his arm, and looked at the moon gate leading to the other courtyard on the opposite side, the door hole was empty, but at this moment it flashed the golden light that can only be found in TV dramas, and as the light became brighter and brighter, the wind blowing from inside also became smaller, at that moment, everything was silent, and it seemed that the sound of the heart beating could be heard.

Cheng Qi was tense, looking at the glowing moon gate, she didn't expect the opportunity to cross back so soon, she walked over cautiously, stretched out her hand, only the cold liquid fell in the palm of her hand, and then took it back from the halo, smelled it, it was rain.

In the XXI century, it rains.

Cheng Qi remembered that the day she crossed over, it was a sultry and windy afternoon, and it should rain at this time, and her breathing became short, and she suddenly became very nervous.

I don't know how long this opportunity to cross, this glowing moon gate, I don't know how long it will last, and I don't know if Cheng Yan can pass with him except for himself.

Or maybe it won't stay on and let itself traverse freely.

It's a pity that such a beautiful conjecture was soon shattered, and the golden light faded again, and the wind began to blow from the inside, as if urging her impatiently to go.

Everything around her was chaotic, but it was not as chaotic as Cheng Qi's heart, her peach blossom eyes were mixed with that light, and the violent heart was shocked and cut her, Cheng Qi squatted down uncontrollably, covered his head, his eyes were red, and he gritted his teeth and said: "What to do, what to do, what to do!" ”

Want to go?

If you don't leave now, you don't know how long you will have to wait to go back, or if you are forced to stay here, will you die directly, will you fall into a deep sleep, and fall into reincarnation.

But if you leave, what will happen to your mother and Aunt Meng, what about your eldest brother and sister-in-law, and what will happen to your third brother.

What to do with Cheng's family room.

What to do with Cheng Yan.

Do you know what I've gained in this world in these two hundred years? Suffering.

I may be reborn back to one year old, or ten years old, or fifteen years old, and the causes of death are also various, some die young, some die of high illness, and more are killed by Cheng Yunduo, who doesn't want me to succeed, but I am always a twenty-seven-year-old mind, I have a lot of memories, but I still can't avoid the next crisis, I was killed again and again, or strangled to death, or threw me into a well and drowned, or drank a glass of water, and died of strangulation, and ...... Tied up in an unoccupied backyard and torn to death by a dozen dogs...... I'll never live to be sixteen......

Xiaoqi, you don't know, I waited here for nearly two hundred years, and I was reborn more than twenty times before I waited for you to appear, I ...... I'm so scared of that reincarnation that will never end...... Arrest me again, you promise me that you will never turn me away, never, say no to me, okay.

Xiaoqi, say that you love me, you won't drive me away in the future.

That's because I think you're ...... You don't like me that much.

Cheng Qi, I have lived here for almost two hundred years, although I am forever young, but my heart is too old, I thought that I would live here forever than die, but I didn't expect that I met you, and with you, I can live smoothly past the age of sixteen, I am afraid, I am afraid of not having you, I am afraid of the reincarnation like before, so I tried every possible way to keep you by my side.

At this critical time, Cheng Qi remembered what Cheng Yan had said to himself in the past.

In the depths of that memory.

Cheng Qi remembered one more thing.

The year that the time traveled.

On the carriage to the Vermilion Bird Tower, the strange rain in early winter, before meeting the welcoming team, Cheng Yan asked himself very seriously.

Cheng Qi, don't be too fussy with me, I'll ask you one last time, if you can get out of here, will you leave me alone?

She also thought that Cheng Yan was afraid that the three of them would leave him alone in Xiping, and then meet Gu Hang Xinyuan, but now it seems that at that time, he was already insecure.

Leave him alone.

Stay here and continue the cycle of reincarnation.

But not by themselves.

Want to go?

Do you want to throw Cheng Yan away?

Do you want it?

Or don't.

Maybe this is the chance.

The light was getting dimmer and dimmer, and she could already see the situation in the courtyard opposite, and the wind was blowing more and more fiercely, and her thin body was a small ball, and people were terrified to see it.

Cheng Qi sat on her knees, her legs numb and unconscious, she reached out to cover her face, large tears gushed out from her fingers, her lips trembled slightly, and her heart was about to explode.

If you look at it from another angle, if the person who can go back to modern times this time is Cheng Yan, will he leave himself alone in this strange time and space to enjoy loneliness forever?

She didn't know the answer.

But she knows her answer now.

"I'm not leaving."

Cheng Qi said.

Almost at the moment when the word 'has' came out, the golden light of the moon gate disappeared, and the wind of the great work also stopped, the flying leaves drooped, and her flying hair, everything was silent as if she was dead, and Cheng Qi.

She suddenly tensed, lying down deeply, and couldn't even breathe, so after a few seconds, Cheng Qi cautiously opened her eyes, found that she was not dead, and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and then gasped twice, tilted her head, and tears flowed out.

She sat on the ground, looked up and wept bitterly.

A few seconds later, there was a sound of footsteps approaching, Cheng Qi sobbed and turned his head, and when he saw Cheng Yan, the man's eyes were also red, and he still said coldly: "Why didn't you leave?" ”

Hearing this, Cheng Qi cried loudly again: "What are you doing when I'm gone?"

Hearing this, Cheng Yan's pupils shook violently, and he knelt down and hugged her hard in his arms, the man was choked with saliva, his crying body shook and trembled, hugged his strong back, and choked up: "...... I'm not leaving, I'm with you. ”

Cheng Yan didn't speak, but only hugged him tighter and tighter.

"You can't lie to me anymore."

Cheng Qi said with a twitch.

Cheng Yan nodded and said in a low voice: "I know, I won't hide anything from you in the future, and I will never lie to you again, Xiaoqi, I love you, I really can't bear you, seeing you approaching the moon gate at the beginning, my heart was about to break, but seeing that you didn't leave, I came back to life." ”

"Do you know, I thought I would die if I didn't leave!"

Cheng Qi cried and scolded: "You are mentally retarded! ”

"I know."

Cheng Yan said: "I know that I love you. ”

Listening to the man's thick crying, Cheng Qi raised his head and said, "Are you cry......ing?"

"I didn't cry."

Cheng Yan pressed her head on her shoulder again, very domineering.

And suddenly, Cheng Yan's cuffs flashed with golden light, and it was very hot, he hurriedly took out the scroll and opened it, only to see that the sentence 'joys and sorrows are always ruthless' did not disappear directly, but turned into a golden light and floated in the air, and after staying for two seconds, it flew in the direction of the North Courtyard.

Look at the reels again, and there's nothing.

"What is this?"

Cheng Qi looked up suspiciously, and then when he saw Cheng Yan's eyes, he pointed and said, "You still said that you didn't cry, so why are your eyes ......red?"

Before she finished speaking, she was kissed by Cheng Yan on the back of her head, she was stunned for a moment, and then hugged the man's waist and straddled him, never responding so warmly.

I want you to say, don't be lonely anymore, let me be your companion, and I will share the suffering for you.

I want you to say, don't be lonely anymore, let me be your companion, give you love, love is endless.

Cheng Yan.

Later you and me.

In this world.

No one will be alone again.