Chapter 454: Loved
Jin Yuanjing finally decided to quit in this indecent relationship, in fact, the reason why he quit was not only because of this indecent relationship, which put him under moral pressure.
What's more, Jin Yuanjing feels that he doesn't like Zhu Hongyu as much as he did at the beginning, as if this relationship has become a heavy burden in his life.
Love, he can't compare to Runye.
Maybe having it once was enough.
"But Zhu Hongyu likes you more, and I feel that she can't do without you."
Runye's voice was soft, as if he didn't want to admit this fact.
Jin Yuanjing looked at Runye and just chuckled.
"Feelings are a matter of two people, and I can't use the power of one person to turn things around and fiddle with everything. I don't like her, I just don't like it, and she also said she was leaving two years ago. I thought I'd better let her go, or leave. ”
Jin Yuanjing's voice was very soft, and Jin Yuanjing thought about these on the way here.
"Hongyu is sick now, I'm afraid it won't be good for you to leave her." Runye admits that he can compromise anything in the face of life and death.
Jin Yuanjing thought about it for a while, but still shook his head.
Even if this affection was what he wanted at all costs two years ago, it doesn't matter now.
"If she wants me to stay, I will stay, if she is still the same as two years ago, I will leave and do the things of Chaoyunguan. By the way, report to the emperor that you have found your father's relics, so that the emperor can dispel his concerns about you. Then he said that you went to Yunyou, and after a long time in the cage, you could return to nature. ”
Runye said "um" and said no more.
It seems that all of a sudden the clouds have opened and the moon has been seen.
It was as if everything was as he had expected.
"Did you do it voluntarily? Ruby's lifespan is limited, but don't regret it when her limit is approaching. I don't want to do anything to break up the mandarin ducks, this is our last chance, I don't mind that Zhu Hongyu is happy in the last days. Even if she has you without me in her heart, or only a little bit of me, I hope she will finish the last part of the road happily. ”
Jin Yuanjing was really uncomfortable listening to Runye's words, and felt as if he had been playing with his feelings for so many years.
He is really not interested in Zhu Hongyu, where can he be so careful as Runye.
Hey, it's still him who is not good.
"I don't regret it, in fact, I see her as a friend now, if she really has a day when the deadline is approaching, I am willing to accompany her to the end, I hope that she will have someone to rely on at the end, I don't want her to be lonely at that time."
Jin Yuanjing's rhetoric is the most affectionate and sexual, and Runye doesn't know what to say.
The autumn breeze is blowing, and the yellow leaves are falling.
The leaves inside and outside the Sanguan Temple are falling drippingly.
In the past, Runye was the most disgusted with windy days, because when it was windy, he always had a lot of extra work to do.
And now he doesn't have to worry about it anymore.
The two of them drank tea for a while, and Jin Yuanjing was taken to the guest room by Duanyang.
The location of the guest room is not large, and it is also a temporarily separated room, but Jin Yuanjing is not shy about it.
You must know that at that time, he wanted such a room and didn't have it, so he thought that if he could rely on his own efforts to get blue eyes, it would be better to live a little better.
But who knows that his edge is too exposed, so people are dissatisfied, at that time, he didn't know what his problems were, and when there was a breakthrough later, it was too late.
Later, he wanted to rein in his edge, but it was useless after reining in his edge.
In fact, there are times when Jin Yuanjing would rather not meet Zhu Hongyu himself, if he hadn't met Zhu Hongyu, there would have been no later Kongtong Mountain.
He should not be contemptuous at all, but people go to high places, and water flows to low places.
If he really stayed in Kongtong Mountain at that time, even if the Taoist priest on Kongtong Mountain corrected the Tao diligently, it would be difficult for him to get out of Liangzhou.
Many problems, Jin Yuanjing was not willing to think about them with a particularly utilitarian mind before, but later found that these problems must be thought about with a utilitarian mind, otherwise he will fall into a place of no return.
Of course, Zhu Hongyu brought him out in the end, and Zhu Hongyu is his benefactor.
He thanked Zhu Hongyu for a lifetime.
If he hadn't met Zhu Hongyu and understood this truth, maybe his life would have been just to find a Taoist temple between Suhu Lake, but only with the help of Zhu Hongyu could he successfully fight the plague and become the abbot of Chaoyun Temple.
If it weren't for her recipe, Bianjing would have been in danger two years ago, and millions of Bianjing people would have died without a place to bury.
Of course, now that everything has settled, since Runye became the head of the sect, it seems that God really has eyes, and there has never been a major outbreak of plague.
In this way, Zhu Hongyu stayed at home for a few days, and felt that her body was also better, in short, she was more energetic than before.
Maybe it's the effect of the medicine, maybe it's Zhu Hongyu's own psychological effect, anyway, it's much better than when she was under house arrest.
On this day, she cut new clothes, which were also made by Sister Liu, who was famous in the village before, and after she put on the clothes, she went to Sanguan Temple.
Maybe it's because the color of the clothes is very pink, and the person is also a lot more energetic, or maybe it's because Zhu Hongyu's condition has stabilized, so the whole person's mental state is very good.
Runye was sitting in the pergola doing nothing, as if in a daze.
Zhu Hongyu knew that Runye didn't have this problem before, and she also knew that Runye hated others in a daze for a long time, so Zhu Hongyu ran to Runye's front and jumped up as if she had grabbed Runye's handle.
This really scared Runye.
"You...... Ruby, why are you here? ”
Zhu Hongyu showed a gentle smile, looked at Runye and said, "Why can't I come?" ”
"Yes...... Of course you can...... Just ......"
Runye sighed, looked at Zhu Hongyu and smiled gently, and pointed to the position next to her for Zhu Hongyu to sit down.
Zhu Hongyu miraculously found that the white hair on Runye's sideburns had increased several more.
I don't know what the reason is, could it be that coming to Peach Blossom Village has something that worries Runye more?
"You seem to be getting old lately."
"Cultivators will also get old, and that's nothing." Runyeyun said lightly, and then poured tea for Vermilion Jade.
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye with a smile and played with the teacup in her hand.
Runye was very embarrassed and said: "This, according to Jin Yuanjing, this is the big red robe of Wuyi Mountain, or the tea from the mother tree, you can taste it." ”
Zhu Hongyu thought to herself that autumn is dry now, isn't she afraid of getting angry if she has to drink black tea?
"I'm in a good state of mind now, should we go to Jinling?"
"Jinling?"
Runye looked at Zhu Hongyu and said with a little suspicion: "Don't you like the desert lonely smoke the most?" I'm going to take you to the Western Regions, to meet the Tule people, and to eat the baked buns and milk tea you like. Why do you want to go to a rich and prosperous place now? ”
Zhu Hongyu sighed, in fact, she hadn't seen it before.
In fact, what she wants to see more is the customs of this era, and she wants to know what kind of wealth and prosperity she has in one night.
"I still want to go to Jinling, don't think I don't want to go there. And this is what we promised when we still have love. Although you didn't accompany me to Saiwai, my heart is to take you to Liangzhou. Now I'll accompany you to Jinling, like this...... I'm also satisfied, I still want to see the wealth and glory of Jinling. ”
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye with a smile and said.
Of course, Runye didn't object, but he felt that Zhu Hongyu was too hard like this.
"Recuperate in Jinling for a few days, and then we will start walking south, and it will be warm in the south."
"Okay."
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye, and her smile was so gentle.
She didn't know why, but when she saw Runye again today, she had a feeling of a new life that she hadn't seen for a long time.
"Ruby." Runye was embarrassed, "Why do you look at me like a stranger, it's not good." ”
Zhu Hongyu naturally knew that this was not good, but the person who watched it was Runye, and she didn't care.
She looked at the teacup in her hand, looked at the amber tea soup, and remembered the situation three years ago.
Suddenly, an autumn wind blew, and Zhu Hongyu shrank for a while.
Runye saw that Zhu Hongyu was cold, so he said, "Hongyu, it's cold outside, go back." If you want to go to Jinling, this Jinling is also close to our Ganzhou, and you can go there immediately. ”
Zhu Hongyu waved her hand, obviously she didn't want to go back now.
"No, Runye, can't you remember anything when you see this situation?"
Runye looked at Zhu Hongyu and smiled bitterly.
He will never forget Zhu Hongyu and his best time in the temple in his life.
"Of course I remember that you were so young at that time, and it was three years ago...... When you lived with me, it was the height of summer. I don't know why it was so hot and uncomfortable in the summer of that year, and then you helped me grind cinnabar in my temple. Also, I took in a batch of pearl powder, and you melted it and applied it to your face. At that time, an old woman unfortunately passed away, and Du Yuexiao also came over when I came back from doing the practice. Do you know...... That batch of pearl powder came from Hepu. I see that you like pearls so much, I thought it would be nice to take you to play. ”
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye, looked at his affectionate eyes, and looked at his affectionate appearance.
Suddenly, there was a bitterness in my heart.
"Can we still answer the past? Can I still be like that? Silly only thinking about making money, not about fate. But then we are well-behaved and beautiful. You're a Taoist, and that's good for you, isn't it? ”
Runye was silent, and after a long time, he finally sighed and said, "Hongyu, I don't know what to say...... I've always had you in my heart. I also hope that we can get back to where we were. But I knew we would never go back. ”
"Why?"
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye, as if she had been sentenced to death.
"The wind is up, and we are all old."
Zhu Hongyu looked at the fallen leaves and knew that this leaf was like her lifespan, and it was about to fall.
Does she want to die? Not at all.
But this is the end that has already been arranged.
"Runye, I think it's my greatest luck to have you in this life, I can close my eyes happily if I love it." Genius remembers the first three or five in a second