Chapter 1496 is low to the dust
Ye Zixu didn't expect that she would become so fragile, she had never shed tears so easily before.
In the past, no matter how hard it was, she could hold on tenaciously.
At the age of sixteen, she followed the team to walk the catwalk abroad, and the other players were accompanied by their parents and relatives, and even some surplus people would bring nannies, but she had nothing, just a big bag of instant noodles.
At that time, she was young but had the tenacity of a calf.
At that time, she thought very simply, as long as she had a bite of noodles to eat, she would not starve to death, and then, she was not afraid of anything.
So, at that time, I broke down alone.
Even later, in the face of her stepfather's stepbrother's gambling debts again and again, she was tired and tired, but she never shed a single tear, nor did she retreat a little.
But this time, it's too different.
There are some things that can be possessed with effort, but there are some things that may not necessarily be possessed by hard work.
For example, Shen Qi, such as love.
She knew that Shen Qi loved her, and she also believed in Shen Qi's sincerity.
However, her background is a threshold that cannot be crossed, she can be self-reliant and self-reliant, but she can't live on others.
Mother Shen's contemptuous gaze was too uncomfortable.
She has seen a lot of people like Shen's mother, these people from wealthy families have always looked down on people from civilian backgrounds.
In their eyes, these girls are Gao Pan.
She still remembers that a few years ago, there was a female model in the same company who was also in love with a rich second generation.
As a result, the mother of the rich second generation personally found the company and threw a large bag of money directly on the female model's face.
Ye Zixu still remembers how hurtful the rich second-generation mother said at that time: It's just a little-known little tender model who is hidden in the upper position, where are you worthy of my son? Our family is a noble family for generations, and your bloodline will seriously reduce the ability of our descendants! Don't you just want money? All this money is given to you, not enough for you to say, as long as you can open the export, I can afford to give the money!
Ye Zixu didn't know what happened to the little model, because she had never been very fond of gossip, and she also felt that this kind of thing was particularly hurtful.
But she is well aware that the result will not be good.
And she knows better that even if she really marries into the Shen family, she is afraid that she will have to live a low-brow and pleasing life in the future, and she will always be inferior.
Is that kind of life really what she wants?
For the sake of love, can she really let herself live low to the dust?
No, you can't!
She knew she couldn't.
That's why I feel uncomfortable and want to cry......
Tears broke the embankment, and she went into the bathroom while crying, picked up the showerhead, opened it, and washed her face against the shower.
Until the face, I couldn't tell whether it was tears or water from the shower......
……
……
The dinner that Shen Qi had packed was on the table, but she didn't have any appetite at all.
Just looking at those dinners, she felt a hint of warmth.
In the mobile phone, it was a message from Shen Qi:
[Ah Zi, I'm sorry, my mother's words are a little hurtful. But don't worry, your mother is only prejudiced against you because she doesn't know you and has been picked by someone with a heart, but I believe that if she really knows you, she will definitely recognize you, and I will persuade her for our future. 】
[It's okay, between people, it is necessary to understand. 】
She replied, a little intellectually sensible.
Shen Qi didn't send another message.
She sat in her chair, gently rocking the rattan chair.
Also thinking about her future.
In her future, if she can be recognized by the Shen family to marry Shen Qi, it should be the most beautiful and perfect destination.
But what if you can't?
She will keep the best time of her life and then pursue her career well.
[Ah Zi, my only hope is that no matter what, but you must work hard with me. I have been with you all my life, it is just a matter of process, but there will only be one ending, that is, we must be together. Ah Zi, it's a big deal, let's elope, I'll take you to a country that no one knows, then build a big wooden house, and plant a large vegetable field, and then, every morning, let's go together to grow vegetables, raise chickens, raise ducks, raise geese and fish! 】
Elope?
Ye Zixu was amused by Shen Qi's information, and a shallow smile was bent.
Living in the countryside, raising chickens and growing vegetables, and returning to the basics seems to be a good choice?
She actually thinks it's a good plan?
Smiling, her finger gently fell on the phone screen, but she didn't know how to reply to him for a long time.
After a long time, she edited on it: [Shen Qi, although it feels like a matter of two people, can you really abandon your parents and be with me? 】
But after editing, word by word, it was slowly deleted.
Such a question is too cruel for Shen Qi.
Forget it, why should she be serious with him?
Haven't you thought about it? Enjoy the moment?
As for whether we can be together in the future, at least for now, it is good.
So she replied with a relaxed sentence: [Okay, okay, let's go to the countryside to live as a small farmer couple, happy! 】
The tone of her message was so brisk, with two cute little expressions sticking out their tongues......
But......
Shen Qi knew that she was not happy.
She may not know that he understands her better than she does.
So, holding his phone, he stood up and walked out of the room.
Shen Fangfei saw Shen Qi coming downstairs, so she walked towards him: "Where are you going?" ”
"Go find my sweetheart!" Shen Qi replied directly.
"Don't!" Shen Fangfei said sternly.
"Ms. Fang Fei, you are also a person who has experienced love, you should understand what love is, do you plan to make your son never taste love in his life, and only know the bitter taste of bitter love?" Shen Qi looked at his mother and replied seriously: "I can go out under many excuses, but I chose to tell the truth because I know that my mother is a person who understands righteousness, and she is not the kind of mother who is authoritarian and domineering and unreasonable, and will only force her son to death!" ”
Shen Fangfei: "......" Seeing her son so competitive, she knew that if she forcibly stopped it, it would really be a big battle.
So, Ms. Shen Fangfei's signature trick suddenly got up: "Oops...... Oh my head...... I have a headache...... I have a terrible headache......"
As she spoke, she stroked her forehead as if she was about to fall.
Shen Qi was originally so angry, but as soon as he saw his mother's childish trick, the corners of his mouth immediately twitched.
Doesn't Ms. Shen know that only Comrade Shen will eat her trick?