Zhang Zihao listened quietly, and the scenes that happened in the past kept coming to mind in his mind.

"I don't know why, every time I hear you say something that doesn't fit your character, I always feel very uncomfortable. I love you, but I don't want my love for you to be a burden to you.

I love you, perhaps because we have known each other since we were children, and you have become an indispensable part of my life; Or maybe it's because you're capable and handsome, so I can't take my eyes off it; Or maybe it's because the door is right, being with you can make our family develop better.

But no matter what, I love you.

But what about you? Are you loving me because I love you? Or do you want me to feel bad and say you love me? Or was your mother forcing you to say you love me?

Either way, it's not the real you, and you keep hinting in your heart that you want to love me, and learn how to love me, and what to say to love me.

It's different that you want to love me and you love me. You want to love me, it is your consciousness that controls your emotions, and you love me, it is also your emotions that control your consciousness. ”

Zhang Zihao understood what Zhong Chuya meant.

Consciousness controls emotions, and it is just a judgment made by consciousness after weighing interests, which can be loved or hated. When the consciousness judges that the person is not worthy of love, it cuts off its feelings for the person.

Emotional control consciousness, on the other hand, is the opposite, when consciousness weighs the interests and feels that the person cannot love, and at this time, emotions will cut off consciousness. It doesn't matter if you can love or not, Lao Tzu just wants to love!

Zhang Qingyan's love for Zhang Chenxi is emotionally controlled, no matter what people in the world think of Zhang Chenxi, he just wants to stay by Zhang Chenxi's side for the rest of his life.

Zhong Chuya said: "I ......"

Before she could say anything, Zhang Zihao directly blocked her mouth with a kiss.

On this rainy night, Zhang Zihao gave his first time, the first time he took the initiative to kiss Zhong Chuya.

The umbrella was thrown aside by him, and the two of them stood in the rain, under the pouring rain, kissing passionately.

After a long time, Zhong Chuya couldn't help but push Zhang Zihao away, and her lips were bitten by Zhang Zihao.

Zhang Zihao said loudly: "Now do you feel my love?" Zhong Chuya, I am here today to tell you that I love you.

I don't love you because I'm afraid of hurting you! It's not because my mom forced me to love you! It's my own heart that tells me to love you, to be with you forever, to say what you like, to do what you like!

Do you understand? ”

Zhong Chuya screamed, then rushed forward and hugged Zhang Zihao's neck and kissed him hard.

They don't care where they are now, they don't care if it's still raining in the sky, they are just hugging each other, eager to melt themselves into each other's bodies, and the two of them will become one and never separate.

Zhang Zihao shouted at Zhong Chuya: "Wife! ”

Zhong Chuya replied loudly: "Alas! ”

Zhong Chuya shouted loudly again: "Husband! ”

Zhang Zihao replied loudly: "Alas! ”

Zhang Zihao put his arm around Zhong Chuya, and the two of them walked in the direction of the hotel, repeating the conversation just now as they walked, and the umbrella that was thrown away was blown to the end of the street by the wind and disappeared into the corner.

…………

At two o'clock in the morning, Xu Guangxian's house.

Xu Guangxian woke up with urine, put on his shoes and walked out of the bedroom, and found that the TV in the living room was still ringing.

If it was before, he would definitely be scared to urinate, but now he doesn't have to think about it to know that it must be Li Mingyue watching TV.

He went to the toilet to urinate before entering the living room.

"Still not sleeping so late?" Xu Guangxian asked.

"I can't sleep, do you want to sit down for a while and watch TV together?" Li Mingyue patted the sofa next to him and motioned for him to sit here.

"Okay, I can't sleep either!" He walked over to Li Mingyue and sat down.

As soon as he sat down, he smelled a burst of aroma, a bit like jasmine.

"Movie or TV series? What is your name? ”

"Movie, 'The Pianist.'"

"Is it pretty?"

"Okay."

Xu Guangxian didn't know what to say for a while, and after thinking about it for a long time, he felt that he should ask Li Mingyue if she was hungry.

"Are you hungry? I'm going to make something to eat. ”

Li Mingyue nodded, "Okay!" ”

Xu Guangxian got up from the sofa again, ready to go to the kitchen to cook noodles, as soon as he took a step, Li Mingyue suddenly stopped him, "You sit down and watch, I'll do it!" ”

Xu Guangxian asked, "What do you do?" ”

Li Mingyue asked rhetorically: "What do you want to eat?" ”

I want to eat you!

Xu Guangxian smiled and said, "Whatever, you do whatever you eat." ”

Li Mingyue said: "It's impossible to cook a hearty meal at this time, or just cook noodles, eating instant noodles and watching movies on rainy days, it's more atmospheric." On rainy days, instant noodles go well with movies! ”

In the end, Li Mingyue also smiled and said a word of advertising she had changed, which looked playful and cute, and Xu Guangxian's heart was pounding when she saw it.

Soon, two bowls of instant noodles were cooked, and Xu Guangxian had two more eggs in his bowl.

Xu Guangxian asked, "Why didn't you boil two eggs for yourself?" ”

Li Mingyue said: "I don't like to eat eggs, so I will cook two eggs for you to eat, so as to replenish your brain!" ”

Xu Guangxian put a poached egg into Li Mingyue's bowl and said with a smile: "Let's make it up together!" But if you're wrong, eggs don't make up for your brain! ”

Li Mingyue asked suspiciously: "Where is the supplement?" ”

Xu Guangxian said lightly: "Where to eat, where to make up." ”

Eating eggs...... Egg filling......

Li Mingyue put the poached egg back into Xu Guangxian's bowl and glanced at him with contempt, "Here you go, I don't need to make up there, you make up more!" ”

I don't know where Xu Guangxian got these things from, he usually looks like an honest person, but when he speaks, he is full of swords.

A man can have no money, but he must be sassy, Xu Guangxian has not reached that realm, he is still sullen now.

Xu Guangxian took two mouthfuls of noodles, and then secretly glanced at Li Mingyue twice, and when Li Mingyue looked up at him with a sense of observance, he pretended to be watching a movie seriously.

Li Mingyue asked: "Is the movie good?" ”

Xu Guangxian nodded and replied very seriously: "Good-looking, I think this actor's acting skills are really good!" ”

Li Mingyue asked again: "Then what is the name of this male protagonist?" ”

Xu Guangxian: "This ......"

Li Mingyue said: "This male protagonist's name is 1900, he is an orphan who grew up on a steamer, he has never been on land, and he has never known what it is like on land. ”

Xu Guangxian asked, "Why didn't he go to the land to have a look?" ”