Chapter 449: I'm Really Sorry
"I remember that this sentence was a couplet, and it was actually posted on both sides of the door of the dining hall."
Zhu Hongyu said, smiled, and smiled very calmly.
She looked at Runye's expression stupidly, and Runye went from surprise to joy at the beginning.
It's a feeling of finding a soulmate.
In the past, Runye always felt that Zhu Hongyu didn't understand him, and there were many obstacles to the communication between the two people, but now there are not so many obstacles to communicate with Zhu Hongyu.
Zhu Hongyu didn't know what it was for.
"How do you know?"
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye and sighed, thinking that she had been imprisoned in that place for two years, even if she didn't know how to read, she could read the Tao Te Ching, what else did she not know?
Every day, in addition to looking at the Taoist treasure, I should know more than most people.
"I didn't mean to know, but if there was anything else to do in that kind of place, I could only look at Daozang to relieve my boredom, and then I watched and became fascinated."
Runye looked at Zhu Hongyu and sighed with a smile.
"I know it's my bad that has wronged you, and I will never let you suffer again in the days to come."
Zhu Hongyuquan heard this sentence in her ears, and she didn't believe that this sentence was true at all.
If Runye had been soft-hearted, she would have come out a long time ago, but his heart was not soft at all.
"Hongyu, your face is not very good, if the doctor comes tomorrow and prescribes medicine, you must remember to take the medicine on time."
Zhu Hongyu didn't want to take medicine, she knew that her illness was a few pounds and a few taels, to be honest, she still admired Runye's technique, and she could see how long she had to live.
Two years, I hope to use these two years to complete the unfulfilled long-cherished wish.
"Okay, I know, I know that I have to take my medicine on time, and I also know that I have to take my health on time. Everything is according to the rules of the temple. ”
Runye looked at Zhu Hongyu and didn't know what to say.
Her face was frighteningly white, but her face was still beautiful.
"So you have a good rest?"
Runye made a move to leave, but Zhu Hongyu shook her head.
"Don't go, don't go, okay?" Zhu Hongyu said softly, hoping to save the night.
Runye sat back again, and to be honest, he could see that Zhu Hongyu was really abnormal today, and he didn't know what was going on.
"Ruby, what's wrong with you?"
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye, and didn't want to tell him about her tuberculosis, but at the moment when she coughed up blood just now, she was really a little scared.
"Nothing, just to see you look good, can't you?"
Runye paused for a moment, then nodded.
"But, yes, yes, it's ......"
Runye didn't know what he was saying, and was a little afraid that Zhu Hongyu would have something unspeakable.
"If you're really not well, tell me, right?"
Zhu Hongyu shook her head.
"Runye, I just want to keep you by my side and talk to you more. You also know that I only have two years to live, and I don't want you to leave me for too long. ”
"Have you changed your mind?" Runye asked quietly.
Zhu Hongyu nodded noncommittally.
Maybe she really changed her mind, people are fragile in the face of death.
She doesn't want to fall in love with Runye anymore, she just wants someone to spend the rest of her life with, and that's enough.
"I know you're afraid of death." Runye said very gently, but there was no unhappiness in his words.
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye, thinking that this guy really can't open any pot, and he still has to joke like this, and he is still saying this when he is talking about serious problems, and only Runye can do it.
"I'm not afraid of death." Zhu Hongyu said aggrievedly, "I just want to leave no regrets in this life." I'm not like you, I have such a fate, I became a Taoist priest at a young age, and then served my ancestor in the temple. I'm a person who is not blessed, I am obviously at this age, and I have made so much money, I should enjoy life, but I didn't expect that I would become like this, I am really...... Upset. I don't know what I'm going to be in the next life, it's just this life...... Let's see the bustle. ”
After Zhu Hongyu finished saying this, the cypress trees in the courtyard rustled, and an autumn wind blew.
Runye looked at Zhu Hongyu, feeling very uncomfortable, thinking that what she was doing with this kind of joke at this inappropriate time, Zhu Hongyu's heart was already uncomfortable enough.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that, you...... Still sick. ”
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye and shook her head, knowing that he was an unintentional mistake.
"I've heard that priests have supernatural powers, do you?"
Runye didn't dare to speak, for fear of making Zhu Hongyu unhappy, so he said: "If you want to ask something, if I can give you an answer, I will say it, if I don't know, I will say I don't know." ”
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye, and felt that she was a little stupid about this question now, where is there any magic power in this world.
But the dying man always pins his hopes on metaphysics, hoping that metaphysics can give him an answer.
"I want to ask you, can you see what a person will become in the next life? If only you could see it. ”
Zhu Hongyu said that she was a little lonely, she had been with Runye for so long, if Runye had such a ability, she would have told her a long time ago, although she didn't believe it at the time, but Runye would always tell her some magical things.
Runye thought about it for a while, not wanting Zhu Hongyu to be angry.
"I know about it, I've heard of it before. What a person becomes in the next life is not determined by himself, but by what he does in this life. Some people show it before they die. I once met a Taoist friend, who was very fond of Helu Ding* during his lifetime, and before he died, he turned up the straw under his own bed and ate it, and made the sound of a donkey barking. Everyone said that he would become a donkey in his next life. I don't have the ability to see the rest, so I can only evaluate it based on the state before I died. ”
Zhu Hongyu nodded, quite satisfied with this answer.
She raised her head and looked at the cypress trees in the courtyard, and remembered that this courtyard was the property of Sanguan Temple in the first place.
"Runye, if I die, can you tell me what will become of my next life?"
When Runye heard this, he choked up all of a sudden.
He looked at Zhu Hongyu, and could see despair in Zhu Hongyu's eyes, and saw the fear of death, but Zhu Hongyu said these things in a very peaceful tone.
He is a Taoist priest, and he usually cultivates himself and saves others, and it is really uncomfortable to see Zhu Hongyu like this.
"You, you're not going to change anything."
Zhu Hongyu laughed, she didn't believe that she wouldn't change anything.
And she also knows very well that death is not something that can dispel the fear in her heart by chatting with Runye.
"Ruby, are you scared?"
Zhu Hongyu heard Runye ask like this, and nodded, who is not afraid? Of course she was scared to death.
"Yes, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I'll become a creature of the Hungry Ghost Dao in my next life. It's okay if the beast doesn't understand anything, and he's afraid of becoming a hungry ghost, and he won't be able to eat enough, and he still has the memories of his previous life. It would be a blessing if you could forget everything. ”
Runye looked at Zhu Hongyu, and two tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, but he quickly wiped them away.
Zhu Hongyu thought that she was really powerful, and she was stunned to cry when she said something that was not alarmed.
"Runye, what are you crying about? There is no way to avoid the law of life, old age, sickness and death, maybe there is indeed an immortal law in this world, but what does the immortal law have to do with me? Now we don't have such ability, even the emperor doesn't have such a blessing to live forever. Although my life is a little shorter, I have experienced more things than many people have lived in a lifetime, and I have enough courage to face death. ”
Listening to Zhu Hongyu's words, Runye felt a special taste in his heart.
I wanted to cry but couldn't cry, I wanted to make Zhu Hongyu brave, but I couldn't say it.
In the face of death, although his life was hanging by a thread when he was twelve years old, he has no ability to face it now.
"If a person is unwilling to go, even if he becomes a soul, he can still live forever in the world. If you agree, I can hide your soul in a jar. ”
Zhu Hongyu may believe in the six realms of reincarnation, but she really doesn't believe in these empty things.
What has become a soul, what is hidden in a small jar, it's all wishful thinking on the part of Runye.
"Am I not going to watch you be in charge? But you've been staying in the jar, and I'm going to watch you live, grow, get sick and die, I really can't let go of this heart. ”
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye, the softest part of her heart was touched, she didn't know why she was so cheap.
After two years of captivity, she became tuberculosis and lost her freedom, is there anyone more miserable than her?
As a result, if you say forgive now, you forgive.
In the face of death, people are really cowardly.
"Don't worry about me, I know where I'll go when I die, if you keep cultivating in the small jar, maybe you can stay in the world forever, and my goal will be achieved."
Zhu Hongyu looked at Runye and choked in her throat.
She didn't know why Runye's words made her feel so uncomfortable.
Forever?
Maybe this is the dream of every Taoist priest, everyone wants to live forever.
But she can't, she's very lazy, and she doesn't think about any cultivation.
"No, I think it's good to have the body to do anything. You see you've imprisoned me in that little courtyard for two years. Do you still want me to be imprisoned in a bottle? ”
"I'm sorry."
Runye said softly, and Zhu Hongyu froze.
"What? What did you say? ”
"I'm sorry, Ruby. I'm sorry for you! ”
As he spoke, Runye's nose began to stir, and Zhu Hongyu saw that his eyes were full of tears.
It turned out that Runye also regretted it, it turned out that Runye also knew that these were not right, and it turned out that Runye also knew that he shouldn't imprison a person.
Maybe he just wanted to keep himself.
"It's all over, although I don't want to forgive you, but don't worry about these things when they're over."
Zhu Hongyu really forgave Runye this time, and it has only been two years...... At least soon she will be coming home. Genius remembers the first three or five in a second