190. Psychological warfare!
Anyway, in addition to the lack of freedom, there is no physical danger now, when it is time to eat, someone will bring food in, and the food they send is not bad, basically the best grains and food, obviously this group of women does not want my body to feel any discomfort, always give me the best.
But I still feel like an animal trapped here, exhibited and never free.
I don't know if this is a tradition here, but it is certain that these women are very jealous of me, and although they will release me and make me move a little when they deliver food, someone will soon tie me up again.
But after my struggle, they seemed to be instructed not to bind me up, but to keep me in it.
The environment here is okay, except for the lack of sunlight, the space for activities is also quite large, and there is a convenient place in the corner.
Time passed day after day, and I counted about six or seven days, and during these six or seven days, no one came here again except for the people who delivered food every day.
It seems that I will continue to be pessimistic like this, but I know that this is a psychological war, the competition is who can't hold back first, as long as one side can't hold back, it will surrender, once it surrenders, it will be completely lost, and you must do what the other party says obediently.
If at this time, if I show weakness, to put it mildly, I will stay here for the rest of my life and accompany this group of women until I am old! To put it more seriously, it is very likely that they will unload the mill and kill the donkey, and after completing their purpose, they will not hesitate to eradicate me.
Neither of these things is what I want, and I don't have anything to do when I go back anyway, so I might as well just stay here.
I believe that these women are more anxious than me, after all, they haven't seen a man for so many years, even if the patriarch has supreme majesty, I'm afraid he won't be able to withstand the pressure of all the women in the clan.
After all, public anger cannot be offended, and this patriarch should also understand that his identity is special, if something happens and her soul is damaged, and she does not complete the transfer of her soul according to the prescribed ritual, it is very likely that she will dissipate between heaven and earth.
So although I don't seem to have any hole cards in my hand, I have a lot more confidence than this clan!
More importantly, I hope to buy some time for Wanru, since she was very shocked at the time, it means that there is a person in this clan, and even among those gods and witches, she feels particularly shocked!
Maybe in the past few days, she can take advantage of this short time to complete some of the things she wants to do, and the road ahead, I have already found her a good way, as if she doesn't know about my coming to this clan, she may also think that I have gone out, so maybe I can follow my previous path, walk a distance to try, if she can go out, then I have no regrets.
Of course, all this is my own thoughts, people, when they are in danger, they always have to think towards the light, if the more they think about it, the more gloomy they are, they really have no way out, and they have driven themselves crazy before the difficulties come.
In this way, day after day passed, I counted, about ten days or so, that is to say, I was trapped here, about 20 days, but these 20 days I was taken care of quite well, there was a change of clothes every day, and these women seemed to be very polite to me, after the meal was packed and left.
I know that time is on my side, and the longer it drags on, the more positions in the clan will be, and the greater the pressure on the patriarch.
So now I'm the most relaxed person, after all, nothing is light.
Eat here every day and wait for death, although it doesn't seem to be orderly, but it's not bad, anyway, when I was in Yunnan before, Wang Liqing also taught me some methods of spitting, although there is no way to sit there and meditate here, otherwise your identity will be exposed, but you can still do it to make yourself calm.
Only when you have a calm mind can you be able to deal with all the things outside, which is also what Buddhism advocates, one flower and one world, one tree and one Bodhi.
I have a world of my own people who can face the environment around me without any psychological fluctuations.
It is said that when they are meditating, even if you stab them with a knife, they don't feel any pain.
I'm not there yet, but I can keep myself at peace.
In this way, I have been waiting for the patriarch to loosen his mouth.
Sure enough, one night when I was asleep, I suddenly heard a sound of the door, although the sound was very slight, but I heard it very clearly, after all, this is in a foreign country, and I am in danger, even if I am asleep, I am always tense my nerves, for fear that something will happen.
After hearing this voice, I didn't panic, but waited and watched, anyway, what is certain now is that the person who can easily enter here must not be an ordinary person, and she will not do anything bad to me, instead of acting too smart, she will expose herself, and being a normal person is the best way to protect yourself.
Just as I was listening carefully to the situation behind me, a faint fragrance came into my nose, this fragrance smelled very familiar, and I knew that it was the patriarch who had come here again.
Then the moonlight overhead, I slowly turned my head and saw that the patriarch had come to me.
After seeing that I woke up, the patriarch didn't say much, but just looked at me condescendingly for a moment before he spoke slowly: "What you said to me that day was serious? ”
When the patriarch said these words, his tone was unusually cold, and even cold and a little terrifying, as if there were endless knives in his tone, generally, as long as I said the slightest wrong word, she would kill me directly.
But I also know that since the patriarch has been able to descend to the throne this time, and took the initiative to come to me, it means that everything is going on according to the original expectation, and now it is on my side that has the advantage, so looking at her expression, I don't feel the slightest fear, but I will feel a trace of pride in my heart!