Chapter 45: Five Weeks (2)

The low and bitter apology made Ouyang Luo feel a little sullen in his heart, and looked at the helpless and confused man with his head down, which was diametrically opposed to his tough attitude at the beginning, and a burst of distress surged for no reason, and the ghost put his hand on his shoulder but was pushed down in an instant, looking at the man with red eyes pressed against him in fear, and had an ominous premonition that he would be killed.

Sure enough, the man reached out and grabbed his neck, but he still refused to increase the force. Ouyang Luo, who was desperately struggling, resisted to the death, but when he saw the sadness, despair and reluctance in the man's eyes, he suddenly stopped struggling, and inexplicably his feelings came to his heart again, closing his eyes and slowly shedding two lines of tears.

The body suddenly lightened, and the feeling of pressure on his neck disappeared without a trace, Ouyang Luo opened his eyes and looked at the man who sat up straight again and covered his face with his hands exuding deep pain and unwillingness, hesitated for a long time and just wanted to open his mouth to comfort, but fell into the bottomless abyss in an instant, "Ouyang Luo, no, W, I have something to tell you." ”

The previous appearance of the little white rabbit disappeared in an instant, and Ouyang Luo, who had a gloomy face, already had an extra silver dagger in his hand, and the cold blade flickered with cold light, making the surrounding temperature several degrees lower, as creepy as falling into an ice cellar.

Raised the dagger mercilessly and stabbed at Han Nuo, unexpectedly Han Nuo did not resist, but let Ouyang Luo's dagger insert into his heart, before all his consciousness quickly dissipated, he took out the knife that had been prepared, smiled and shed tears, aimed at Ouyang Luo's heart fiercely, and closed his eyes forever the moment he hugged Ouyang Luo.

After a while, Ouyang Luo reluctantly pulled out the knife that did not stab his heart but pierced his shoulder, ignoring the sharp pain in his shoulder and the blood flowing in his shoulder, staring at the man in front of him who was acting in an orderly and orderly manner and sending him to death inexplicably, completely ignoring the meaning of what he was doing, and most importantly, where did he know his true identity?

Do you feel like you've forgotten something important?

Why does this madman-like man make himself so heartbroken?

"Ouyang Luo." Su Yibai knocked lightly on the car window, ending the memory of waking up. opened the car door and hugged Ouyang Luo out, glanced at Han Nuo's body without emotion, closed the car door again, and said calmly to Ouyang Luo, who was changing into the clean clothes he brought him: "You can't appear as Ouyang Luo anymore." ”

"But I don't want to be consumed by this power!" Ouyang Luo categorically rejected Su Yibai's suggestion, "If I don't appear as Ouyang Luo anymore, then Ouyang Luo's consciousness and personality will no longer exist." Su Yibai, I have never forgotten that I am still a human being in my bones, even if I die, I want to die as a real person, not a god of death. ”

"But you know, we can never become real people," Su Yibai's face was rare loneliness, "We who were born as human beings have long since died." ”

The crescent moon gradually shrouded in dark clouds, deepening the dark road without street lights, silently engulfing all emotions and sins.

"Hannuo, you're dead again." The little boy was still sitting on the teddy bear and eating pop candy, and when he saw Han Nuo reappearing, he stuck out his tongue in amusement and helplessness.

"......" Han Nuo looked up at the little boy sitting tall, his face was gloomy, "I overestimated myself, even if he is no longer the Ouyang Luo I know, even if I know that he is W, I still can't kill him." ”

"He's not as reluctant as you, but he didn't hesitate to kill you!" The little boy shrugged his shoulders, his words revealing deep disappointment, "Han Nuo, I thought you had finally made up your mind, but I didn't expect it to be ...... Hey, let's do it, I'll just kill Ouyang Luo for you, how about it? ”

"You dare!" Han Nuo's tone suddenly sharpened, "Even if Ouyang Luo dies, he can only die at my hands!" ”

"Good luck, then, Hanno."

As the white mist blurred Han Nuo's vision again, Han Nuo was already standing at the door of "Sugar" after the smoke cleared. Keeping in mind the previous lesson, Han Nuo knew that he must control his emotions and not be able to travel again, so he pushed open the door after being mentally prepared, sat on the chair with the crisp wind chimes, and looked at Ouyang Luo, who was walking towards him with a maple leaf menu in his hand, and his heart was tumbling violently.

Han Nuo's clenched fists attracted Ouyang Luo's attention, and he politely asked, "This guest, are you uncomfortable?" ”

Taking a deep breath to force himself to calm down, Han Nuo shook his head and was stopped as soon as he took out his cigarette case, "Sir, I'm sorry, smoking is not allowed here." ”

I wanted to make my mind clearer by smoking, but now that the only way out is also in the soup, Han Nuo, who never thought that one day he would be so embarrassed, suddenly caught a glimpse of the menu in Ouyang Luo's hand, instantly grabbed the life-saving straw and ordered a latte casually, and watched Ouyang Luo go away, only then did he realize that he had already sweated.

After a long while, Ouyang Luo brought the coffee, and the mellow smell eased his tense mood slightly, "Sir, your coffee, please use it slowly." After Ouyang Luo finished speaking, he turned around and beckoned the other guests to go.

Han Nuo looked at Ouyang Luo, who was still the same, still with that sunny and optimistic appearance, just a smile could heal his tired and broken heart.

Obviously, you are still the same person you used to be, but Ouyang Luo in my heart has long since died.

Han Nuo's scorching gaze, which was filled with bitterness in his heart, stayed on Ouyang Luo, who had completely forgotten him, desperate and sad.

Since that day, Han Nuo has become a frequent visitor to "Sugar", trying his best to shorten the distance with Ouyang Luo. But no matter how hard Han Nuo tried, Ouyang Luo still had that kind and polite attitude of service to him, neither close nor distant.

It was a night full of stars and only the "Heavenly Age" was not seen, and the white light of the bright moon shrouded this quiet mountain forest, and the occasional insect roar broke the silence, and soon returned to silence. Han Nuo stood alone on the top of the mountain where the cold wind never stopped, looking up at the starry sky, and there was no joy in his eyes, only bitterness. By this day, he didn't know what to do.

Han Nuo once thought that he could kill him ruthlessly, but he found that he couldn't do it at all, even if he had made up his mind to end everything countless times, but when he saw Ouyang Luo's innocent smile as always, the spiritual fortress that he had built up with great difficulty collapsed directly, and he didn't give him a chance at all. And now Ouyang Luo, who has forgotten himself, is not easy to return to himself, unlike before, there is inexplicably more Su Yibai by his side, and looking at Ouyang Luo's attitude towards him, it is obviously not ordinary, how can he accept this? In the final analysis, he just wants Ouyang Luo to stay by his side forever until he gets old, but as W, he will kill people sooner or later to continue his life, and he can't turn a blind eye at all, in any respect, Han Nuo can't be the closest person, but he is actually a murderer, and he has to pretend not to know to get along day and night, this kind of thing against his conscience, he can't do it.

So the only way can only be to kill Ouyang Luo. But, Han Nuo, Han Nuo, why don't you always have the heart to kill Ouyang Luo? It's over when you're dead! Why can't it be done when it comes to the critical moment? Don't you hate him? Can you become such indecisive and hesitant without him?

Han Nuo, don't be stupid, okay! Aren't you miserable enough to be harmed by Ouyang Luo? What else do you have that you can't reluctant?

I know! I know it all! Including Ouyang Luo, he was forced to kill people, he just wanted to live! He didn't actually do anything wrong! And...... He can be regarded as eradicating sin in another form! He didn't miss anything at all!

But Han Nuo, why can't you accept him who is both W and Ouyang Luo? They're just the same person!

What exactly do you want to do? What do you want to do? Do you really understand what you want to do?

After smoking a whole box of cigarettes and not figuring out a clue, Han Nuo stood up and walked to the edge of the cliff to look at the sleeping forest shrouded in the vast night, and just wanted to step out with one foot but was suddenly pulled by someone, turned his head to look at the girl in the red dress who was staring at him sadly, and pointed to the tent, "Go in and talk, it's windy outside." ”

"Brother Han Nuo, I know that you are very conflicted and painful now," Yiyi dragged the restless Han Nuo back to the tent and sat down, the temperature of the narrow tent was a little higher due to the crowding of two people. Yiyi, whose cheeks were dyed crimson, was still holding Han Nuo's hand, and his words were full of concern, "Brother Han Nuo, Ouyang Luo has forgotten about you, and can even kill you mercilessly, even so, do you still want to cling to him?" ”

Han Nuo was dumbfounded for a long time before he shook his head helplessly, "I don't know what to do now. ”

Yiyi looked at the haggard and decadent man in front of her, and her heart swelled with sadness, she completely understood that no matter what happened, Han Nuo would always have Ouyang Luo alone in his heart, but she still forcibly hid her loss and said with relief: "If you really can't give up Ouyang Luo, I will help you, so this time, don't reject me again, okay?" ”

Seeing Han Nuo nodding slowly, Yiyi showed a relieved expression, "Great, Brother Han Nuo!" So I can tell you everything I know! ”

Immediately afterwards, Han Nuo learned a brand-new shocking fact from Yiyi's mouth, which once again refreshed his cognition and subverted the worldview.

The so-called Grim Reaper, in a broad sense, is the existence of the West responsible for harvesting the souls of dying people, but there is a kind of magical power that spreads in the darkness in the world, because it can also harvest souls to achieve the purpose of sustaining life, so it is also called "Death".

No one knows the origin of the power of the god of death, all those who inherit the power of the god of death gain power when they die, and being reborn also means dying, and the living is a monster in human skin, and the dead are the real human themselves.

Since this power has been given, it is natural that it will be useful. People who rely on the power of death to survive must harvest the souls of others before their strength is exhausted to accumulate strength to ensure survival, according to the different body capacity, the time for each person's strength to run out is different, as little as a few months, as much as ten or twenty years, and except for when using the power of death, they look no different from ordinary people, strangers passing by on the street, ordinary people driving on the road, and even friends and relatives around you, all of them may be death, but no one knows.

The news often reports about the nameless corpses that died unexpectedly, but in fact these are poor people who have run out of the power of death and do not want to hurt others.

Because, once the power of death is exhausted, all traces of your existence in the world will be erased in an instant, no one will remember you, and all traces of you will disappear without a trace.

To put it bluntly, you just didn't exist in this world at all.