Feeling Xing Mu leaving, Qin Yu opened his eyes and breathed a sigh of relief gently.

glanced at the sky outside the window, sighed secretly, it's not a way to always pretend to sleep like this, my throat hurts, it's dry and astringent, and I cough a few times.

I got up and got out of bed, walked to the round sandalwood table and sat down, poured a cup of tea, held it in my hand and sipped it slowly.

Suddenly, I heard footsteps, and the footsteps ······ It's a punishment! Frowning, he put down his teacup and went back to bed to lie down.

Xing Mu pushed open the door and walked in, walked to the foot of the bed and picked up a piece of jade pendant, gently brushed off the dust on it, put it in his arms, got up and looked at Qin Yu, who was still with her eyes closed, and helped her tuck the quilt.

Turning around and wanting to leave, his gaze swept to the table, his body paused, and he frowned slightly.

This cup? He remembered that he hadn't drunk water, and when he looked closer, the water in the cup was steaming white, which was obviously someone who had drunk it just now, could it ······

Turning her gaze to Qin Yu, who was lying quietly on the bed, she woke up?

When he returned to the bed, he leaned over and whispered in her ear: "If you don't know how to face me when you wake up, then I will die, and I don't have to work so hard to pretend to be asleep all the time······"

Sure enough, Qin Yu's eyelashes moved slightly invisibly.

Xing Mu sighed, do you not know how to face me, or do you not want to face the feelings between us at all?

His eyes were full of disappointment, okay, since you refuse to "wake up", then I will force you to "wake up!" ”

Picked up the cup on the table, fell to the ground with a "bang", picked up the pieces, lifted the sleeve of his left hand, and stabbed it fiercely at the wrist.

Sitting next to the table, watching the blood snaked down from his wrists, dripping to the ground, and blooming one by one, he looked up at Qin Yu, who was still not moving on the bed.

If you refuse to wake up, let me die before you."

Qin Yu heard what Xing Mu said, her heart was uneasy for a while, and when she heard the sound of the porcelain being broken, her heart trembled, and suddenly, there was no sound again, she knew that now Xing Mu must not have left, she didn't dare to open her eyes.

It's just that she can't see the situation around her, which makes her even more anxious.

The nose smelled a smell of rust, which gradually became rich from the light at the beginning.

Frowning slightly, this smell is ······ Blood!

Hurriedly opened his eyes, sat up, turned his head, and was stung in the eyes by the blood all over the ground.

Looking up at the torture Mu who was sitting on the stool and looking at her fixedly, his eyes slid to his left wrist, and the white porcelain cup shards pierced into the bloody wrist.

frowned tightly, looked into his eyes and said, "You are persecuting me like this, what can I do?" You will feel distressed and angry when you see me suffering, that is because you love me, you know that I hate you because I can't bear it for you, you don't cherish yourself like this, how can I be indifferent? ”

Xing Mu looked at her, her eyes were full of tears, her eyes were full of distress and anger, all for him.

Laughing softly, ignoring his bleeding wrist, he got up and walked in front of her, "If not, when are you willing to face me?" ”

Qin Yu lowered his head and said weakly: "It's not that I don't want to face it, it's just that I ······ I don't know how to ······." Pushing you to someone else.

Xing Mu hugged her, eager to dissolve her into his own blood and bones, and never let go.

He whispered in her ear: "If you don't know how to face me, I will never appear in front of you again, but you must let me know where you are and how you are doing." ”

"After so many things, I really don't want to ask you for anything anymore, as long as you are doing well, still living in a corner of this world, and living peacefully, this is enough."

Qin Yu felt the temperature in his arms, stretched out his hand around his neck, and whimpered in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry ······"

I'm sorry, but you're in love for this life.

I'm sorry I owe you happiness······