One hundred and ninety-nine, the tears of the iron man

"Mother, mother, don't leave us." When the three children, Li Chengqian, Li Tai and Li Lizhen, heard Gao's words, they all threw themselves in front of the bed and cried loudly.

"Guanyin, did you hear that? Your children, they are all young, and they can't do without you. Gao's tears flowed more and more, but unfortunately, no matter how they cried, the woman on the bed with a peaceful look and a pale face did not react at all.

Ah Chou and Qinglan stood aside, the tears in their eyes kept rolling down, and their hearts were full of despair, people like Sun Simiao said that there was no cure, which was almost equivalent to a death sentence.

"Mother-in-law, Qinglan, Ugly, you take a few children down, let me have a good talk with Guanyin." Ever since he heard Sun Simiao say that his wife was hopeless, Li Shimin, who had been in a state of panic when his brain was in a hurry, finally woke up in the crying of Gao and his children.

Gao raised his teary eyes, only to see that his eyes were red, his haggard face was faintly blue, and he couldn't see anyone except his daughter on the bed, and he knew that the grief in his heart was still above him.

In order not to disturb him and his eldest grandson, Gao endured his grief and walked out with his three children and Qinglan and Ugly.

When there were only himself and his wife on the bed left in the room, Li Shimin walked to the bed and sat down, took one of his wife's hands, put it on his lips and kissed it, and then slowly spoke: "Guanyin, you promised me that you will accompany me whether it is glorious or Jiuyou Huangquan." ”

"Now, we have just passed through that ghost gate, and we are about to welcome our era and historical destiny, do you want to leave me alone? I don't believe you are so cruel and cannot accept such a fate. ”

"We have spent so many twists and turns, pulled up the hardest heart, risked being scolded by the Spring and Autumn History for 10,000 years, and killed Jiancheng and Yuanji, if you are feeling guilty at this time and leaving me alone, I will not allow it and will not accept it."

"If you really dare to do this to me, I will definitely bring the entire Tang Dynasty to accompany the funeral, you know my character, I am an idealistic person, if there is really no one in the world for me to be attached to, I will no longer care about the eyes and comments of the world."

"When I was a child, my father and mother named me Shimin, and their original intention was to hope that when I grew up, I could have a heart to serve the country loyally and help the world and the people, and I was working hard with this idea when I was young."

"But Emperor Yang of Sui is too willful, he is not capable of being a good emperor, he does not care about the life or death of the people in the world for his own selfish desires, and finally leads to the disintegration of the whole country and the displacement of the people."

"I haven't forgotten the meaning of my name, I was born in the most prominent family of the world in Guanlong, and I have enjoyed the glory of the world since I was a child.

"For this reason, when the chaos at the end of the Sui Dynasty, I encouraged my father to raise the anti-flag, after the establishment of the Tang Dynasty, I fought everywhere, not that I was born to like to kill, but I sincerely hope that this troubled era can end as soon as possible and calm down, so that the people of the world will no longer be displaced."

"Later, my Li family swept away the Central Plains and finally established a relatively stable regime, but they had to face the dilemma of the royal family having no father and son, internal power struggle, and brother Xiao Wall."

"If the eldest brother's ability is really far better than mine, I don't mind withdrawing and quitting and just being an idle and carefree prince, but he doesn't have such ability."

"With his character, with the current situation of the Tang Dynasty, with the ambitions of the Turkic wolves, and with the tigers of the neighbors, if I really give up the country to each other, maybe our Li family will soon follow in the footsteps of the Sui Dynasty."

"I don't want to, and I don't want to see the country we have so hard to build down be destroyed like this, and I don't want the people of the world to encounter a tragic situation at the end of the Sui Dynasty again, so I hardened my heart and did this thing of slaughtering my brother and killing my brother, persecuting my father, being unkind, unjust, disloyal and unfilial."

"If others hear such words, they must think that I am looking for an excuse to cover up my unscrupulous means, but Guanyin, I know that you understand me, and you understand that everything I say is true."

"Just because you understand, you understand me, even if you obviously don't want to see my brother Xiao Wall, you don't want to see my hands stained with my brother's blood, but you still stand by my side without hesitation and face it with me."

"I don't care what the world thinks of me now, as long as I take office, I will do my best to govern the country, let the people live and work in peace and contentment, let the country's laws be clear, and dare not provoke my neighbors, so that the people of the Tang Dynasty can live with dignity, and they will naturally understand me."

"Even if the history books criticize me for killing my brother and slaughtering my brother, it will not erase my true merits, but Guanyin, I have a premise for doing this, that is, you have to accompany me, the mother who loves me the most is gone, and the sister who supports me the most is gone."

"If even you who know me best and believe in me are gone, I don't know what the point of me doing this, Guanyin, I am a human being, not a god, I can't screen all my seven emotions and six desires, and I am dedicated to the common people in the world."

"Without you, I can't even find a support point in my heart, how can I accomplish these missions? I know you can hear me, you can feel my feelings, and I know you're tired, tired. ”

"You not only have a seven-pronged heart, but also a bodhisattva-like compassionate heart, from childhood to adulthood, no matter what pain and troubles you have in your heart, you are silently borne by yourself, when you were young, and after marrying into my Li family."

"Over the years, I have been fighting everywhere outside, winning many battles, and the scenery is infinite, but all the open guns and arrows in the capital are you silently resisting for me, your father's side is you helping me fulfill my filial piety, and Wan Guifei's side is helping you maintain the relationship."

"Concubine Yin De, Jieyu and all their difficulties are borne by you silently, your own credit is getting higher and higher, and the relationship with the prince is becoming more and more delicate, you have been worried, I know, many years ago you were worried about all this today."

"You are worried about our brother Xiao Qiang, killing each other, making you shameless to face the former crown princess and Princess Qi, as well as the mother under Jiuquan, even if you have never confided in your heart all these years, I know it."

"Since Sister Pingyang left, you have never had that kind of pure smile without a trace of haze on your face, Guanyin, I have always known your thoughts, if there is a choice, I don't want to take this step."

"But the fate of me and my eldest brother seems to have been predestined in the dark, and between me and him, as well as the country, we must make a trade-off."

"So we have come to this point, the eldest brother and Yuan Ji are dead, in order to avoid future troubles, all the men in their house have been killed by me, and my hands have been stained with the blood of my relatives."

"Guanyin, with your compassionate heart, you must not want to see me lose my mind and make a mess of the Tang Dynasty, so you have to wake up quickly, wake up and look at me, supervise me, and let me be a good emperor wholeheartedly......"

Li Shimin said and spoke, his vision blurred unconsciously, and the tears began to roll down one after another, some fell into his clothes, and some rolled to his palm and the back of his eldest grandson's hand.