Chapter 123: Rainy Night (10)
Smoch got up from the bed, there was no one in the bedroom, he took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, six o'clock in the afternoon, the time was neither early nor late, just right for dinner.
He habitually wanted to call Fang Yuan, but as soon as he turned on the screen, he realized that he had lost his temper with her only two days ago, and now if he called, what would he say?
Admit your mistakes and get back together?
Somehow, Shi Moqi didn't want to apologize to Fang Yuan in his heart, and he was afraid to get back together.
Smoch changed his number and called his roommate, asking him to bring something to eat.
It's a junior, and at this time it's time to take the graduate school entrance examination, I'm definitely studying day and night, and I'm also looking for my own internship company when I'm going to intern.
The junior year is always more painful than the senior year, and he can't see the future, just like a person who is afraid of the night has been wandering in the evening, and the night never comes, he can only wait, suffering the double torture of fear and loneliness.
He walked to the balcony, looked down from the sixth floor, and the girl who was waiting for her boyfriend to have dinner with was bored with her mobile phone, and glanced in the dormitory building from time to time; The little brother who delivered the food looked at the door while looking at the mobile phone, and everyone who came out would become the object of their attention, so when the people here finished taking the takeaway, they rushed to another place non-stop, and climbed into the car while calling the next person.
A girl walked away, another girl came to wait, a delivery man left, and another delivery motorcycle drove in.
Cycle.
Only Smoqi on the balcony was still watching there, and before he knew it, he had sent away several groups of couples and takeaway boys.
The dormitory door was kicked open, and his roommate Qiao Fei walked in from outside the door, "Old, where did you die?" ”
Smoch reorganized his face and showed a hint of relief, "Why did you come back so soon?" ”
Qiao Fei put down the noodles in a plastic bag in his hand, "Here you go, fried instant noodles, I just happened to be eating!" Seven dollars, hurry up and transfer money! ”
Shi Moqi first took out his mobile phone and transferred money to Qiao Fei, and then went to get the noodles, "What do you think?" Spend money to go out and eat instant noodles, how many instant noodles can you eat for seven yuan! ”
Qiao Fei took off his short sleeves, and while packing up his toiletries, he said to Shi Moqi: "Yo, why is the boy who usually goes out with his object every day to worry about money?" Anyway, why haven't you accompanied Fang Yuan to dinner these days? Is there no money or are two people quarreling? ”
Shi Moqi put the noodles in a bowl and ripped open the wrapping paper of the disposable chopsticks, "I've been very busy lately, how can I have time to go out to eat!" ”
Hearing Smoqi say this, Qiao Fei knew that he might have quarreled with Fang Yuan, because Smoqi had been sleeping in bed for the past two days and had never been anywhere.
I don't get up until noon every day, I continue to sleep after eating, I get up at 6 p.m., I eat and go to bed again.
Usually if a man does this, he is either sick or out of love.
Qiao Fei asked curiously, "You quarreled with Fang Yuan?" ”
Smoch said lightly: "No." ”
Qiao Fei put down the basin in his hand and sat opposite Smoqi wearing only one underwear, "Old, what can't be said between the two of us?" Look at me, I came to you to cry last time I was dumped, do you think I can't comfort you or do you think I can't be trusted? ”
Shi Moqi was stunned for a moment, turned his head to look at Qiao Fei, who was still eating noodles in his mouth, chewed two bites, and saw the fat on Qiao Fei's stomach, and immediately felt a little sick to his stomach.
"You put your clothes on!"
Qiao Fei quickly put on the short sleeves he had taken off earlier, and then stared at Smoqi, "You can say it now!" ”
Shi Moqi picked up the bowl, turned to face Qiao Fei, he ate two mouthfuls of noodles, swallowed hard, and then mixed the bowl with chopsticks, "The day before yesterday, I had a fight with her." ”
"For what?"
Smoqi said: "I don't know, suddenly the emotions came up, and I quarreled with her inexplicably, and then ended the argument inexplicably." ”
Qiao Fei asked: "Then there must be a reason why you are emotional, did she say something to you, or did you encounter something?" ”
Smoqi thought for a while and said, "I don't know, maybe it's because I don't know how to go in the future, I really want to be with her in the future and give her a stable home, but ...... I have nothing now, and I can't see the way forward. ”
Qiao Fei thought for a while, picked up the cigarette case from the table, took one out of it and stuffed it into his mouth, and then asked Shi Moqi again, "Get one?" ”
Smoch never smoked, but this time he had a surprising urge to smoke one.
Qiao Fei handed the cigarette to Shi Moqi, then took out a lighter and lit it for him, "There are two good things in this world, one is wine, one is drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows, and the other is cigarette, a cigarette after a meal, and a race against the living immortals." ”
Qiao Fei took a sharp breath, and after two seconds, the cigarette sprayed out of his mouth and nostrils.
Shi Moqi learned from Qiao Fei's appearance, and also took a sharp breath, but the result must have choked until tears flowed out.
"Who smokes like you for the first time? Take it slow and take a gentle puff to feel the spicy flavor. ”
Smoge took a soft breath, the smoke went into his lungs, and the faint pungency made him a little uncomfortable, but he resisted the urge to cough. After a few more puffs, I slowly got used to it.
Qiao Fei smoked a cigarette and was silent for a moment, "You should be suffering from graduation syndrome, anxiety and anxiety about the future, because you can't see the way forward, you are afraid that you will not be able to find a job, and you are afraid that you will not be able to buy a house."
And you want to be with Fang Yuan, you want to give her happiness and give her a stable home, so your mood is becoming more and more anxious and painful, and you even thought about breaking up with her, because you feel that you can't give her what she wants. ”
Shi Moqi's eyes lit up, and Qiao Fei's words went up to his heart.
Qiao Fei said: "Brother, if you want to open a little and be confident in yourself, you should believe that you can find a good job in the future, and believe that Fang Yuan is willing to be with you forever."
If you really can't hold it back, just talk to her, don't carry it alone, you must know that love is never a person's business, don't work hard alone!
Although I haven't been in love for a few days, I think love, either break up, or be together, don't engage in those crooked ways, just treat her well if you don't break up, and break up if you feel that you can't do it.
twisted and pinched, in the end, not only did he hurt himself, but also hurt Fang Yuan! You know what I mean, right? ”
Shi Moqi nodded, he understood what Qiao Fei said.
But it's one thing to understand, it's another thing to do how, how can people do things according to reason?