It's hard for me to put into words how I'm feeling at the moment.

Although I wanted to run away quietly, I thought it would be better to say goodbye.

After all, he is already a eunuch who has entered the palace, and it would be too embarrassing to be a cowardly deserter again.

I didn't update it yesterday.,Actually, except for taking a nap at noon.,And then went out to get a courier.,I didn't do anything else later.。

I opened the codeword software and sat for about four or five hours, interspersed with water groups and reading forums, and wrote about less than a thousand words.

In the evening, I flipped out my personal favorite superhero films, "Watchmen" and "Superman: Man of Steel", and watched them again.

Then I watched the latest purchases, "The Sandman" and "Watchmen Prequel", and I didn't feel the slightest bit sleepy until three o'clock.

Despite the physical exhaustion, the alarm is sounded.

But his consciousness is extremely clear, and his thoughts are confused, like a mess of threads, and he can't find the point.

I really didn't expect that one day I would become the kind of author I despised the most.

Since junior high school, I have read online articles, and my favorite author is a certain horizontal beacon fire manager, who often mixes in the demon group and the white robe group in high school, and also listened to the chief manager sing a ridiculous "Lilac Flower" in YY.

But even if I'm a brain-dead fan of the manager, I still dislike his undisciplined behavior of digging holes and not filling them.

And after I accidentally strayed into this industry, I swore very firmly that I would never learn to be a manager!

However, human beings can never escape the law of true incense.

I remember that two days before it was put on the shelves, my good spelling friends should have asked, what if this book did not meet expectations?

I swore at the time that I didn't expect this to eat anyway, and I just gritted my teeth and finished writing.

Bang Bang Bang!

It's cool to pretend to be forced for a while, and it hurts when you slap your face.

Of course, I resolutely wielded the knife, in fact, the main reason was not that the grades were too bad.

The book has been on the shelves for about a month, but in fact, the average order is rising, from the first order of 1100 to 1500.

And before I broke off the May Day shift, the follow-up was also kept at about 1300.

For a person who has no ambition and writes amateurly, this is completely possible.

However, nine times out of ten, life will not go as planned.

I broke up miserably, and then I became a social animal intern.

I left my comfort zone and began to face the beating of a brutal society.

In layman's terms, I don't have the time or energy to stick to my hobby.

I stared at the backstage for a long time last night, and this month has passed 12 days, and I have updated it for 7 days, totaling more than 26,000 words.

What the hell is this?

An online writer can't even guarantee two or four thousand words a day.

I myself want to laugh, no matter how salted fish I last book, I can still write 100,000 words every month.

Although you don't want to think about full attendance, you can always get the half-year award.

So so be it, walk here, and say goodbye in a gray way.

How many authors enter the palace every month, is there a lack of you?

I comforted myself so much, but I still felt very uncomfortable.

Another good friend of mine, Derpy Zhao, once said that it takes courage to cut a book, and it can be sad because it means throwing away the things you like as garbage.

This is probably the reason why he has been talking about it, and he will finish writing the middle-of-the-road "White Rabbit Candy" in the future.

Hahaha.

I talked a lot, but I didn't know what I wanted to say.

I'd like to say sorry to the more than 800 readers who are actively chasing books even though I update them every day.

I'm really sorry, you guys gave your enthusiasm and subscription, and yet I couldn't even give you an ending.

I'm sorry to my two alliance leaders, [AP Skywhisperer] and [Invincible].

For the first time in my life, I was rewarded by a league leader, which should have been a great thing.

You spent real money to show your support, and I failed it, I'm sorry.

Of course, it's not just them, but also those readers who have been tipping and recommending votes.

Haha, the more I talk about it, the more I feel like a scumbag who puts on his pants and doesn't admit it, and cheats money and feelings.

Finally, let's talk about the outline, I really did a very detailed timeline.

After the end of the Gotham roll, he took over the Midtown roll, exposed the lies of the reverse flash, gained the trust of the Flash, took over the interstellar laboratory, developed the speed force potion through Caitlin Snow and Eliza Harmon, the "ballistic" of the Mercury laboratory, and then used the speed power of the Flash itself to erase the side effects.

Embark on the Flashpoint Paradox, fall to Paradise Island, and meet Diana, the Wonder Woman of Flashpoint World.

This world is an alternate timeline outside of the main universe, and instead of leaving Paradise Island, Diana tries to lead the Amazon to rule over humanity.

Bruce Wayne was shot dead as a child, his father became Batman and his mother became Joker.

Superman did not fall on a farm in Kansas, but in the Metropolis, where he was imprisoned by the government for research since childhood.

Hal Jordan didn't get the green light ring and is still a pilot.

Aquaman succeeded Atlantis and fought with his brother on the land world.

When the flashpoint is over, Leo is thrown into the World of the Warden by Dr. Manhattan, the Pharaoh's utopia collapses, and the Laughing Maker is not dead, and Rorschach II appears.

As a lead to the later "Doomsday Clock" and "Rebirth".

The major events listed on the outline are the Seven Lights Legion and the Blackest and Whitest Nights, the Three-Body War, Evil Eternal, the Darkseid War, and the Last Metal.

Until the wall of origin broke, continuing the battle of the multiverse between Marvel and DC in the previous book.

…………

Every time I see my outline, I feel happy and excited.

Those are the wonderful plots that I have come up with seriously, and those are the designs that I think I am very proud of.

But I really can't write anymore, and one more day will only consume my passion and the patience of readers.

Rather than die slowly, it's better to be decisive.

Go to work well and live your life well.

After all, as an intern social animal who has just entered the society, I don't have the courage to work full-time.

Think about it, every time I buy a game with a discount promotion but don't play much, I haven't dropped points with my classmates for a long time, when I used to study, I kept watching three movies a week, stopped at the fourth season of Game of Thrones, and the membership card of the gym on the table that has gone out of business......

So, goodbye guys.

If I don't have a chance to see you in the future, then I wish you a good morning, afternoon and evening.

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