The clouds piled up on top of each other, overwhelming the city, and the wind whistled in gusts, as if the city was venting its dissatisfaction.

Zhang Qingyan stood on the rooftop, looking at the bustling crowd below, silently distracted.

Looking down from the eighty floors, the people on the street were like ants, and in the haze, Zhang Qingyan seemed to see them clearly.

Everyone on the street had a different expression on their faces, either sad or happy, and two or three people walked side by side, discussing whether they were happy or unhappy.

It's so lively!

But the excitement is theirs, and Zhang Qingyan has everything.

"It's time to say goodbye to this world!"

In the dark, there seemed to be a voice urging Zhang Qingyan to jump off the rooftop.

"Jump! It's all about to start again! ”

Zhang Qingyan looked at the void in front of him, and when he saw that one of his feet was about to step into the air, a voice suddenly came.

"Zhang Qingyan! Zhang Qingyan! ”

Zhang Qingyan suddenly sobered up and found that he was still kneeling next to the tombstone, he raised his head and looked at the person beside him, "Su Zhe." ”

"You're finally awake!"

Seeing Zhang Qingyan wake up and turn around, Su Zhe suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, he helped Zhang Qingyan up from the ground, and comforted: "Don't be too sad, Chenxi is gone, you are still alive, Chenxi exchanged her life for your life, you have to live well for her." ”

"I know."

Zhang Qingyan shook his head, wiped the undried tears on his face with his hand, and said, "Su Zhe, I've been bothering you these days, you go back first!" I'm fine, I'll sit for a while and go back. ”

"Are you alright?"

Zhang Qingyan's current state, anyone with a discerning eye can see that he has something. Su Zhe was very worried about him, Zhang Qingyan had not entered for so many days, and his already thin body was even weaker now.

"Don't worry, I just want to accompany Chenxi again, and I'll go back when I've sat enough. For the sake of the dawn, I will live well. ”

Zhang Qingyan looked at the photo of Zhang Chenxi on the tombstone and was stunned.

Zhang Chenxi is Zhang Qingyan's wife, three days ago, the two were driving and had an accident, their car collided with a large truck, maybe it was Zhang Qingyan, he had no other injuries except for some abrasions on his arm. Zhang Chenxi didn't have such a good life, and on the way to the hospital, he left.

The traffic police who came to the scene were all sighing that Zhang Qingyan's life was good, and there was only a ten centimeter difference, and the iron would be inserted into Zhang Qingyan's heart.

Is your life good?

The people you love the most have already left you, so is it good to call your fate?

Before the car accident, Zhang Qingyan and Zhang Chenxi had a quarrel over a trivial matter.

After the car accident, the rescue team rushed to the rescue, and Zhang Chenxi said the last sentence in the world, "Save my husband first!" ”

In the past few days, Zhang Qingyan has been silent in boundless grief and memories, living like a walking corpse, and after Zhang Chenxi's funeral, Zhang Qingyan finally couldn't hold on, he fainted in front of Zhang Chenxi's tombstone.

The previous scene appeared in Zhang Qingyan's mind after fainting, which seemed to be a long time, but it was actually an instant.

Su Zhe didn't want to go, but Zhang Qingyan kept urging him to go, and Zhang Qingyan repeatedly assured that he was fine.

"Don't worry, I won't be unable to think about it, if I want to die, I won't wait until now, it's all men, nothing can't survive."

Saying that, Zhang Qingyan also showed a smile to Su Zhe, although it was a little unsightly, but it was indeed a smile.

Su Zhe hesitated for a moment and said, "That's okay, then I'll leave first, call me if you have anything, be on call." ”

After Su Zhe left, Zhang Qingyan sat on the ground, he leaned his head on the tombstone, let his face close to Zhang Chenxi's photo, and then fell into memory.

After a while, Su Zhe, who was supposed to leave, returned, carrying a bag of bread and milk in his hand.

He walked up to Zhang Qingyan and squatted down, took out bread and milk from it, and handed it to Zhang Qingyan, "You haven't eaten for a few days, eat this bread first, and I'll leave after you eat it." ”

Zhang Qingyan tore open the bag of bread, took out the bread and ate it slowly, and soon he finished eating the bread and drinking the milk, "Now you can rest assured!" ”

"Okay, I'm leaving."

Su Zhe put the garbage bag on the ground into a convenient bag, turned around and left, he is really relieved to leave Zhang Qingyan here, a person who can eat a bag of bread, how can he seek death!

The others had long since left, Su Zhe was the last outsider, and now that only Zhang Qingyan was left, the couple could finally talk to each other.

"Chenxi, do you think I'm cheap? I didn't know how to cherish you when you were there, and I was secretly sad here when you were gone.

I regret it! It's true!

Last time you said I would accompany you to go shopping, shall we go tomorrow? I'll go back today to take a shower, get some good sleep, and dress up tomorrow before I go shopping with you!

I won't go to the company either, let it go out of business, anyway, I made money, you don't need it, what do I do with making money if you don't use it?

We go to your favorite store and buy your favorite clothes, and if you like red the most, we buy the red ones, and we buy all the red clothes in the store, and if we don't have enough, we will buy them from the next store.

But we have to buy a car first, buy a car that can hold so many clothes, I'm not disgusted with you buying too much, I just think that our rotten car is too small and ugly, and I want to replace it for a long time.

Dawn, did you hear what I said? If you hear me, will you answer me? Dawn! Don't be angry with me, I promise to stay at home with you every day in the future, never go anywhere, cook your favorite dishes every day, and play your favorite music for you, just Beethoven's one.

You promised? Good! Good! ”

Zhang Qingyan sat in the cemetery for an afternoon, talked to Zhang Chenxi for an afternoon, and waited until the sun completely set, Zhang Qingyan came out of the cemetery slowly.

If Uncle Shouling hadn't watched Zhang Qingyan walk in before, he would have thought that what came out was a dead corpse!

"Young man, don't be too sad, people are dead, living people have to live a good life, if you miss it, come and see, live a good life, you will feel that she is actually by your side."

Uncle Shouling earnestly admonished Zhang Qingyan, Uncle has lived a lifetime, he has never experienced anything, no one has seen it, and in the end he has understood two words: live!

"Thank you, uncle, I'm fine!"

Zhang Qingyan slowly walked out of the cemetery and went to the street, he was going to take a taxi home, then wash up and sleep, and said that he would accompany Zhang Chenxi to go shopping tomorrow.