Chapter Seventy-Seven: I've Been Persevering
She ran over and heard the girl's mother say, "You killed your brother with your own hands, your father and I both know, we never talk about this in front of you, we just hope you don't have a burden in your heart, but you can't let go of yourself, and you are becoming more and more sensitive, and you always feel that we don't want you anymore." We are afraid that you will suffer alone in the future, so we have to ask for one, but you have to choose to die on the day your brother is born, daughter, it is you who owe us and your brother. The younger brother you killed was only three years old, and he was going to secretly save money to buy gifts for his sister, and we were not allowed to tell you that you really owed him, such a young child, how could you bear ......?"
She didn't listen to it anymore, and she never came to see the jumping girl again.
When I have time, I will take a look at her younger brother, who is very cute, and always calls her sister and sister, and calls her very affectionate.
Hua Xiyue came out of her memories, Jiang Moshi stared at her, and she asked Jiang Moshi to look at the road and not be distracted.
After getting on the road in the suburbs, the car is much easier to walk, and the speed of the car is also a little higher.
Hua Xiyue didn't continue to speak, Jiang Mo played music, and Hua Xiyue leaned on her seat and listened quietly.
She thinks about her parents, how much they will love her, most of the people in this world live with regrets, pay for it, lose more, and then can't look back, what about her parents? How can I repay what I owe all these years?
She is often said to be an orphan, she always feels that this word has a biased meaning, she has parents, how can she be considered an orphan? It's just that this kind of life is a bit like that of orphans.
In fact, if I think about it deeply, it's not like it, some roads have to be learned to be completed by yourself, but at this time period, she came a little earlier than others.
"Let's talk about you, I've never seen you mention your parents, you have brothers, then you should have a lot of relatives."
Jiang Mo thought about the word "relatives", after so many years abroad, a person misses family affection thoroughly, but after coming back, that step still can't be crossed.
Uncle and grandfather are also in constant contact, and there are not many opportunities to get together, both have their own lives and goals, although there is not much more than him, but seeing others are a family reunion, there will inevitably be some gaps in his heart.
"I do have a lot of relatives, but there are few contacts, the kid you see today is my cousin, and I have a good relationship, we often played together when we were young, at that time, our family ...... The family is fine, and now ...... It's pretty good, too. ”
Jiang Moshi paused in the middle, I don't know what came to mind, Hua Xiyue didn't ask much, even though Jiang Moshi seemed to have more stories than her.
Jiang Moshi didn't speak again, she knew that Jiang Moshi didn't want to discuss this topic anymore, so she didn't speak.
It's already in town, the car drives directly into the school, there are few students outside, and the students are going to class.
Hua Xiyue said goodbye to Jiang Moshi, prepared to put her things into the dormitory, and went to the classroom.
When she entered the classroom, it happened to be the class teacher's class, and the class teacher asked her to hurry to her desk. She walked in a trance, at that time she dreamed that she was transferred to the back by Jiang Moshi, and now she is back, her seat has not changed, everything on the table is still exactly the same as before, but the mood of the person is very different.
She looked at Li Yuze, smiled, and then dragged his paper, this is the paper from yesterday's test, and it was sent down today to explain, she missed the exam and could only share it with Li Yuze.
Li Yuze smiled and moved the scroll a little further to her.
Class time always passes faster, and Hua Xiyue feels that it won't take long for school to get out of school. After school, she immediately went to see Yunxi's mother.
Yunxi was also very happy to see her, touched her head lovingly, and asked her if she was hurt somewhere.
Hua Xiyue shook her head and said that she was fine, she didn't have anything to do, dinner was also eaten at Yunxi's mother's house, Yunxi's mother also specially called Uncle Ye back, and Ye Zhiqiu was also busy with the exam, so dinner was solved directly at school, they didn't bump into it, and they didn't have any conflicts.
Hua Xiyue entered the classroom early, Li Yuze was already waiting for her there, and when she got out of class just now, she roughly said what she had encountered, Li Yuze didn't say much, and he couldn't do anything about many things.
Hua Xiyue said that she was okay and didn't need to care too much, but she also obviously felt that her words with Li Yuze had become a lot less.
As if she was puzzled, she muttered about it and expressed some dissatisfaction.
Li Yuze looked at her, just said that she was thinking too much, let her not think too much, he took notes on the lessons she had fallen in the past few days, gave her the notes, and then told her that if she didn't understand, she could ask directly. When he had finished speaking, he buried himself in making his own papers.
Hua Xiyue was a little sneering, and she wanted to say anything but couldn't speak.
The two of them were immersed in studying, and the classroom was getting quieter and quieter, Hua Xiyue always felt that there would be a chance to say it in the future, so she lived a little casually, but from this day to the final exam, she didn't have a chance to ask what happened between them.
After the exam, many classmates went home directly, and Hua Xiyue stayed for a day, wanting to find Li Yuze and talk to him.
After meeting him once, he changed the number of his mobile phone, changed his address, and even changed his place of work, and I heard that it had been changed for a while.
She has always been at school, although she can see Li Yuze every day, but Li Yuze has never told her about this.
In the vast sea of people, it is a little difficult to find someone, if Hua Xiyue wants to find a person, it is not difficult, just make a phone call and ask Uncle Dongyuan for help, through the ID number, she quickly learned where Li Yuze was.
The first thing I found was the place where Li Yuze worked, and he worked part-time at night to serve food in a four-star hotel.
Hua Xiyue just watched from a distance, and didn't come forward to disturb, and waited until it was very late, only to see Li Yuze get off work, and follow him all the way to where he lived, a dilapidated small building, only a simple one-bedroom room, and the bathroom was still outside, she suddenly felt a little wet in her eyes, and she couldn't look any more. She got Li Yuze's phone number from the new, but she never called it.
She also never changed her phone number, waiting for Li Yuze to call him, and Li Yuze never called her.
After coming back last time, Jiang Moshi said that he would only take them until the end of this semester, because of the job transfer, he would go back to participate in the research project, and then take the graduate students.
The night after the final exam, he was in a hurry to go back, and when he left, he called Hua Xiyue and said that he wanted to see her.
Hua Xiyue remembered Li Yuze in her heart and didn't agree to go, and later, when she met Fu Xinyang, Hua Xiyue heard him say that Jiang Moshi had waited for a long, long time, and he didn't leave until the last train had to get on the bus.
Hua Xiyue didn't say anything, she felt that as long as their relationship was a little serious, Jiang Moshi would take it a little seriously, she felt that this was very good, and it was the best way to let Jiang Moshi no longer go back with thoughts that he shouldn't have.
On the day she left school, Hua Xiyue went to Yunxi's mother's house for dinner, she and Ye Zhiqiu miraculously did not quarrel, after dinner, Hua Xiyue went to Ye Zhiqiu's room and asked her if she knew anything about Li Yuze during this time.
Ye Zhiqiu shook her head, saying that she didn't know anything, but her hand kept on her neck, as if she was going to deliberately cover something, and when she was sent out, she asked Ye Zhiqiu to help her take something, and then deliberately glanced at the place she had just covered.
A very clear kiss mark, she didn't say anything more, and walked away.
Originally, Uncle Dongyuan said that he would pick her up, but there was a sudden meeting in the bureau, so she went back by herself.
As soon as she got into the car, she saw a familiar figure in an oncoming car. She got up and said she was going to get off the bus, and the conductor scolded that she couldn't stop, but the driver opened the door and let her go.
The car on the opposite side had already been far away, and the people who got out of the car were scattered, Hua Xiyue looked for a familiar figure, but did not find it.
But seeing Ye Zhiqiu's happy figure, she followed Ye Zhiqiu and walked to a hotel, and then watched Ye Zhiqiu enter a room.
Hua Xiyue stood at the door, listening to Li Yuze and Ye Zhiqiu talking, every time Ye Zhiqiu mentioned her name, Li Yuze was a little impatient, as if her name was particularly beautiful.
She left the hotel and waited for the two of them to come out in the supermarket opposite the hotel, and waited until it was very late, only waiting for Ye Zhiqiu to come out alone, and Li Yuze didn't even come out to see Ye Zhiqiu.
Hua Xiyue stood at the door of Li Yuze's room, hesitating, whether to knock on the door or not? No sooner had she made up her mind to knock on the door than her phone rang.
It was Uncle Dongyuan who called, and seeing that she hadn't gone back so late, he drove directly to pick her up and asked her where she was now, and he had arrived.
Hua Xiyue looked at the door of the room and finally left.
After that, she didn't see Li Yuze again, and after finding him, Hua Xiyue would make a detour to see him every day.
Hiding in the distance, secretly aiming, and a lot of things happened because of this.
Twice, she saw Uncle Ye and Ye Zhiqiu come to Li Yuze together, they talked for a long time, they talked in the private room, she didn't know what they were talking about, anyway, Ye Zhiqiu seemed very happy every time.
Ye Zhiqiu would often come to him alone, and several times, he followed Li Yuze to where his rental house was, and spent the night there.
What made her feel the most strange was that once, she also saw Yunxi's mother also looking for her, but she didn't look for Li Yuze, she just looked at it from a distance, and then left.
There are many things that she can't decide, and she can't say so many things that have happened, let alone go directly to Li Yuze to ask them clearly.
She remembered that until the day she left, she and Li Yuze did not say anything about breaking up.
She always felt that this was the reason why she had lasted so long.