Chapter 59: There is only laughter when there are tears

But it was a terrible thing for a young girl to do this kind of thing, so she took Zhang Xiaoping to the hospital together.

After the operation, she couldn't stand the pain, sat on the corridor of the hospital, hugged Zhang Xiaoping and cried for a long time.

Sometimes, fate is so wonderful, always arrange a little accident "fright" in your life, just when Ai Tingting hid in Zhang Xiaoping's arms and cried to death, they were seen by a female classmate in the same class and heard all their conversations.

Ai Tingting said that when she saw the female classmate, she felt like the sky was about to fall, her eyes were dark, her mind was blank, and she stayed in place, not knowing what to do!

The girl turned around and ran, Zhang Xiaoping chased after her, and after a long time, when Zhang Xiaoping came back, her expression was very strange, but in order not to worry her, Zhang Xiaoping said it was okay, and then sent her home.

However, when she went to school on Monday, Ai Tingting found that the people around her had changed, and they were all avoiding themselves, looking at her with strange eyes from a distance, and discussing her with small words.

Later, she learned that after the girl escaped, she wrote an announcement about her and Zhang Xiaoping and posted it on the school's bulletin board, and all the teachers and students saw it!

If Ai Tingting is just an ordinary female student, even if someone is exposed, others will only say: "Hey, who is Ai Tingting?" I don't know! Then the matter faded away;

But Ai Tingting is a school flower, how many boys have been attracted to write love letters to confess or YY in their dreams, and how many girls have been envious, jealous and hateful, or the top students who are excellent in character and learning in the eyes of many teachers and are expected to be admitted to prestigious universities, so many halos are added to a person, it is difficult to know who she is!

There is a saying that is quite true, the audience does not like you as a goddess, but prefers the moment when you fall as a goddess!

That period was the darkest moment in Ai Tingting's life, being treated as a joke by everyone, being bullied at school, being taught by teachers, and being counted down by her stepmother when she returned home, this dark day almost destroyed the mind of a girl in the prime of her youth.

And at this time, what made her feel the most painful was not being locked in the bathroom of the dormitory by the girls, stripping her naked clothes, and forcing her to eat a blood-stained aunt towel!

None of this is what makes her feel the most painful!

The most painful thing was that when she was suffering from the torture she didn't dare to bear at this age, Zhang Xiaoping transferred to another school without a sound.

The person she loved the most, when she was in the most pain, left her silent and ran away.

It didn't take long for her to fall ill, and later I found out that the hospital where she went to have an abortion was a small clinic with non-standard equipment, so after the operation, some of her body parts were seriously infected and she had some very shameful diseases.

The physical and psychological pain caused Ai Tingting to collapse completely, so she picked up the fruit knife and wanted to end her life. Fortunately, her father returned in time and took her to the hospital, which saved her life.

This is where her life begins to take a turn.

Her life was saved, but she suffered from depression, her father gave her a leave of absence, and she resigned, and stayed by her side every day to encourage her to regain her confidence in life. For her, her father and stepmother quarreled many times, and finally divorced.

When she saw her stepmother dragging a suitcase in one hand and leaving home with her younger brother in the other, Ai Tingting suddenly felt sorry for her father who worked hard to raise her, so since then, she has decided to start her life again for her father, no matter what happens in the future, it will not be worse than what she experienced during this period, so she will live a sunnier and healthier life than in the past.

Merely......

"I'm not going to fall in love with any man again!" Ai Tingting held her lips and couldn't cry.

At this time, I also got a new tattoo for her.

I glanced at her, but didn't speak, so she raised an eyebrow and asked me, "Is there anything you want to say to me?" ”

I thought about it for a while, and then I whispered: "Love is happiness." ”

Ai Tingting laughed mockingly and said, "I thought you would say something big, just these five words?" ”

"And what do you want me to say to you? Sympathize with what happened to you in high school? Or compliment you on living a strong and sunny life now? Or do you have a new understanding of life? I smiled, put away the tattoo machine, and said to her, "Anyway, it's been so long, and you can see it yourself, and I, an outsider, don't need to dismiss you anymore." I just think that since you let go of the past, you should learn to love others. ”

"Love others? I'm in love. I love my dad, I love my classmates! ”

"Men?"

Her smile froze for a moment, and then she said indifferently and disdainfully, "Are men important?" Now it is not the old society, only the old society will say that a woman must marry a man and have a child in order for her life to be complete. Now in this new society, women can carry a piece of the sky on their shoulders, and the money they earn at work is about the same as that of men, so what else do you want men to do? And there are many people who are okay if they don't get married. So I don't need or have to find a boyfriend! ”

I handed her a tissue and whispered, "Wipe your tears." ”

"......" she was speechless, and said so eloquently, when it came to me, it was not the same thing.

I went to put the tattoo machine away, and as soon as I put it away, I felt someone pull the corner of my clothes from behind, I turned my head and saw Ai Tingting raising a fox smile at me, she said playfully: "If you want to be my boyfriend, I can think about it!" You are my dish, I like your face, your character, that is...... Poor. ”

Poor?

I......

Never mind.

I touched Ai Tingting's head and said, "It's a pity that you're not my dish." ”

Ai Tingting collapsed suddenly, pouted, and said unhappily: "I knew that no man would like a girl like me, and I slept with someone at such a young age and had a fetus." As long as it's a man, I won't like a woman with an experience like me! ”

I said, "If you can say this, it proves that you care more about your past experience than anyone else, and the person you don't like is you, not someone else." ”

"Wouldn't you mind if your girlfriend had that experience?"

I shook my head.

Don't say "mind", I haven't even thought about the concept of "girlfriend".

Just like Fusheng said, if you enter our industry, don't think about the love between men and women, ordinary girls don't look down on people like us, and there are too few girls on the road and too proud, and it's even more difficult to look down on peers.

I guess I'll be like Master and Fusheng, lonely until I grow old!

So, I haven't even thought about it, let alone mind that little detail, I don't want to wait until I'm thirty or forty years old like a wolf and a tiger, let alone a woman, even if it's a female ghost, I may ......

After listening to my words, Ai Tingting's eyes lit up, and the whole person was about to stick to me: "Wu Shen! Be my boyfriend! ”

I raised my hand and flicked her forehead, bounced her away, and said with a smile, "Stop messing around, if you knew what kind of person I am, you wouldn't have this thought anymore." ”

After a pause, I looked at the tattoo on her wrist, a worm in the ten thousand leaves, and couldn't help but say, "It is indeed a very happy thing to be in love." You see, you have been 'raising' this worm for the past few days, and you are inseparable from Sugar Treasure in three sentences, as long as you talk about Sugar Baby, the whole person has become different. If you meet a man you love and who also loves you in the future, you should be happier than loving a worm. ”

As soon as she finished speaking, Ai Tingting raised her hands high and shouted: "What you say makes sense!" Sugar baby~, you grow up quickly, I don't want you to become a butterfly, you become a handsome guy, I want to fall in love with you! The men outside are unreliable, so it's better to raise them yourself! You will be handsome if you become a man, my sugar baby~, become a man quickly! I love you! ”

Me: "......"