Just like this time, Yun Qing appeared in Wu'an County with a sick body, and when he came to him, he didn't say a word.

There was no reproach, no question, no question Xu Sanchun was asked for half a word, and he was not asked why he left alone. She was visibly relieved when she saw him.

Such a Yunqing, teach him how to endure it?

However, no matter how much you can't bear it, you have to endure it in the end.

She is not the person she wants, and she can't give her promises or affection. If she continues to indulge in this way, she will only fall into a dream.

A dream that you have to wake up from.

Dreams, hallucinations, are the most likely to make people intoxicated and indulge, and there will be a day when they wake up. At that time, it was the time when she hurt her the most.

Before you know it, the sun has set to the west.

If it is possible, Yunqing wishes that this beauty will stop, and may time stay at this moment. It's a pity that the heavens always don't follow people's wishes. She only hated that the sun was going too fast.

"Brother Chen, thank you for the tea." It was getting late, and she had to take her leave.

Hua Duchen smiled: "Don't worry, it's not too late to leave after dinner." ”

Yun Qing was stunned for a while, she didn't expect that Hua Duchen would take the initiative to keep her for dinner. She had never seen him so gentle.

"Okay." She heard her voice tremble.

The Hua family's house in Wu'an County is located in the city, which is not as big as Dongwu Mansion, but it is more family-like. The furnishings are luxurious everywhere.

A dinner party, from dried fruits, candied fruit to appetizers, to cold cuts, hot stir-fry, porridge, dining etiquette is complicated, and extremely delicious.

And all of this is what Yunqing has been accustomed to since he was a child.

The candle flame danced, just like Yunqing's mood. The two of them knelt on the ground according to the ancient etiquette, their movements were elegant and calm, and Yun Qing tried his best to hide his nervousness.

Half an hour passed, and the last dish was removed from the banquet, and the maid presented tea to rinse their mouths.

"Yunqing." Twilight suddenly called.

Yun Qing raised his head, he was extremely gentle today. Could it be that this intention of his own is finally about to be accepted by him? She was so nervous that she couldn't breathe.

So much so that she ignored the guilt in Hua Duchen's eyes.

"Our two families have always been good friends, and I've known you since I was a child." Hua Duchen's voice tells the past of the year.

Yun Qing's hands clenched the cup tightly and answered softly.

yes, how could she forget the first time she saw Twilight? The boy who was as handsome as a little fairy child, just one glance, she remembered him in her heart.

As the two of them got older, he also made her more and more afraid to look at her.

Later, she realized that this was a heart-pounding feeling. But he never belonged to her. She could only stand from afar, watching from afar.

She has no jealousy, red eyes, or unwillingness in her heart, only a heart that wants him to be happy.

But in the past two years, she has become more and more unable to understand him.

She saw with her own eyes that he pushed his happiness farther and farther away, and she couldn't do anything about it.

Could it be that such happiness would have befallen her? This, but she couldn't even dream of it. Although she was full of admiration, she really never thought about it.

Hua Duchen looked at her, her eyes were full of pity, and she slowly spoke: "You have an excellent temperament, and I have always regarded you as a sister." ”

Younger sister?

Younger sister.

What he can give her is only a brother-sister friendship in the end, a heart that wants to repay her thoughtfulness.

Yun Qing's heart suddenly fell into an ice cave, and in such a warm room, he couldn't feel any warmth.

yes, just my sister.

What are you thinking about, and what are you hoping for? It's still trespassing.

After a moment of distraction, she steadied herself.

"In private, we are brothers and sisters with different surnames, do you think it?" Twilight's voice seemed to come from far away, and she nodded mechanically, hearing herself say "yes".

Of course, in the face of his request, can she still say the word "no"?

She didn't want to ask, why privately, and she didn't want to know why. As long as he asks, she will accept everything.

"Sister Yun, you've been out for so long, I'm afraid everyone in the family is worried." Hua Duchen said: "Ming'er, I will ask someone to buy some special products from Wu'an County for you, and you can bring them back to make gifts for your family." ”

"It's snowing soon, and it's going to be the road later." He directly arranged the time for her to return.

"What about you?" Yun Qing raised his head suddenly, "Are you staying here alone?" After the snow, it's the New Year. "She doesn't care about anything, the question is what about him.

Yes, it's about to be the New Year. If even she is gone, wouldn't he be alone here? Yun Qing would rather have someone else by his side, even if it wasn't himself.

The worry in her eyes was so obvious, Hua Duchen's heart softened, and she said gently: "Don't worry about me, I'll go back in half a month." ”

drove away the jackdaw, sent Yunqing away, and there were fewer and fewer people around Hua Duchen.

Miss Yu stood guard outside the door and sighed.

The flowers in the room are twilight, leaving only a lone lamp, reflecting the square inch in front of them. His whole body was hidden in the dark, and only the outline of his jaw could be seen.

Lonely.

He smiled faintly, hadn't he been used to this loneliness for a long time?

Or is it that with these warmth in this life, the company of these people has softened the edges and corners? That's not going to work. He knew deep down how strong the enemy was.

In this world, I am afraid that no one knows Emperor Songlie better than him.

However, his mind involuntarily and frantically began to miss her. With her by his side, he really had a lot of joy. When he looked at her, he could even forget about the hatred for a moment.

He took out the two paintings and placed them on the table.

Under such a lonely lamp, the vast water surface of autumn is a little more bleak, and the begonia tree is so red that it seems to be burning. So far, he has only understood what it means to see things and think about people.

The virtuous lady of the brocade mansion, she dared to fight Sanchun's idea?

The light shifted shape in Twilight's eyes, flickering on his cheeks, just as he couldn't make up his mind.

He wanted to get justice for her, but he was afraid that his intervention would make Xu Sanchun's situation even more dangerous. When he left Dongwu Mansion, he thought about letting go, but she was in danger in the blink of an eye.

And he didn't learn about her until so long later.

What if she died that night? As long as he thought of such a possibility, he could not forgive himself.

All sorts of thoughts were churning in his mind, tugging at each other, as if he wasn't doing anything right.

Forget, forget.

Don't forget, it's not right.

Let go, and she'll be in danger too.

If he doesn't let go, his own future is uncertain.

Hua Duchen felt that she had never encountered such a problem, so dilemma, so unsolvable.

He carefully put the painting back in its place, still unable to make a decision.

That's it!

For the first time, he ran away from the question and turned to think of something else that mattered to him.