Chapter 659: Sorry for making you think too much
(Cat flutter Chinese) "You're very good, it's just that he doesn't know how to appreciate and cherish you, you don't have to blame yourself for this."
Luo Yifan comforted, he only thought that the Chen Jing he saw was the Chen Jing he had always seen.
Chen Jing glanced at him deeply, "No, Brother Luo, you are wrong, if you put me five or six years ago in front of you, you probably won't even look at me more." ”
For Chen Jing, the man Zhu Zhizhou was the person she spent 20 years following and sacrificing everything she wanted to fight for.
At that time, she seemed to have been brainwashed, and now when she looks back, she only feels that her former self is so stupid that she has no lower limit.
And the most important thing is that she also lost the affection of her family and the beautiful childhood of a pair of daughters for this stupidity.
In that way, she is not worthy of being appreciated by others, let alone loved.
"Ah Jing, you're thinking too much!" Luo Yifan only thought that she was arrogant, "You are good, really!" ”
Chen Jing put the fried second plate of meat on the table, took the pot under the faucet and brushed it.
When the fire was re-lit with a "snap", Chen Jing said, "Brother Luo, what you see is me now. I wasn't good before. The way I am now, in fact, was bought by Shadow after making a great sacrifice. ”
Luo Yifan has always known that Zhu Qianying has a great influence on Chen Jing, and he also knows that Chen Jing loves Zhu Qianying very much and listens to Zhu Qianying's words.
The reason, he just thinks that Zhu Qianying is an assertive person, while Chen Jing is an indecisive person.
But now it seems that it is not only because of this.
"I go out every afternoon, do you know what I'm going out for?"
Chen Jing seemed to have suddenly changed the topic, and this topic was also something that Luo Yifan had always been worried about.
"I don't know, but I do."
Since she is willing to spread things out, he doesn't mind saying what he really thinks, "I always thought you were going on a blind date." ”
Chen Jing laughed out loud, she didn't expect that going out every afternoon would be such a big ordeal for him.
"Sorry for making you think too much!"
At first, she hadn't thought about how to deal with his relationship, so she felt that it was her own business and there was no need to explain it to him.
And in the past two or three days, after she already had a clear answer in her heart, she was waiting for him to ask.
As long as he asked, she would answer truthfully.
But he still didn't know what she was doing every afternoon.
She herself, naturally, is not good to mention it.
Now when she heard him say this, she couldn't help but laugh.
This man has been jealous all these days.
Luo Yifan learned that she was not going on a blind date, and then looked at her rare and unbridled smile, and felt that the grievances he had been suffering for a while seemed to be worth it.
Chen Jing finally stopped laughing, straightened her face, and told Luo Yifan the truth.
"I go out every afternoon, not on a blind date, but to apologize to my brother."
Chen Jing fell out with her family and cut off contact with her family for 20 years because of the man Zhu Zhizhou, and then talked about her family being forced away by the Zhu family.
Luo Yifan only knew that she had no name and no place in the Zhu family in the past, but she never knew that she was not only nameless and not shared, but also had no status.
I have to say that he can't confuse the Chen Jing in front of him with the past Chen Jing in her own mouth.
In his opinion, if the former and the latter are both Chen Jing, it is no longer a simple change, but a rebirth.
After listening to Chen Jing's narration, Luo Yifan didn't know how to describe the shock in his heart.
"Ah Jing, I really didn't expect ......"
"I didn't expect to be so humble and scumbag, did I?"
Chen Jing thought that she would not have the courage to face her former self in front of Luo Yifan.
Who knows, when she told these old things, her heart was much lighter.
She could even laugh and tease herself.
Luo Yifan looked at her smiling eyes and wanted to shake his head, but in the end, he nodded.
Because, from her eyes, he saw relief and relief.
In other words, the former she has long since left her. Now this is Chen Jing after being reborn.
"It's really a! A man like that can't be called a man. ”
The man Zhu Zhizhou can be regarded as refreshing the lower limit of the scumbag in Luo Yifan's mind.
"Yes, I couldn't see through myself at that time, probably because I was in it."
Speaking of which, Chen Jing actually thought about it for several days, whether to talk about these old things.
Originally, she had been hesitating. But just now, she almost rushed out of her mouth to tell her about it.
Perhaps, it was the right time, or perhaps, because he didn't want him to think too highly of her.
He will know those things one day. But compared to the version he heard from others, she would rather tell those old things herself.
The reason, probably because she actually cares about him more than she thinks.
Luo Yifan seems to have accepted her past very quickly, although Chen Jing's various practices in the past really made him disagree, but everyone has times when they are stupid, isn't it?
Hasn't he, including himself, been making fools before?
The difference is that the object of his stupidity is a worthy person, while the object of her stupidity is just a scumbag.
"Forget it, it's all over, let's treat them as historical stories!"
What he likes is the current Chen Jing, and what he will be facing in the future is also the Chen Jing in front of him, those in the past, as if he had turned the pages of the past, and if it was over, it would be over.
After Chen Jing confessed everything, she said that she was not worried, it was false.
After all, as long as you care, you will be uneasy, and you will suffer from gains and losses, which, emotionally, is almost an eternal cause and effect.
Regarding the past paragraph, the two talked about it here, and they did not go on again.
First, it was Chen Jing who prepared dinner and was about to start eating.
Second, they both feel that this is an old thing, and if they explain it clearly, it will be over.
Luo Yifan's cooking skills are not good, and he hardly helped Chen Jing in the process of cooking.
But at this time, he helped bring out the food and took the dishes and chopsticks out.
When Chen Jing took off her apron and washed her hands and walked out, Luo Yifan had already filled the soup, dragged away the chair and waited for her to take a seat.
After Chen Jing sat down, Luo Yifan picked up the bowl and took a sip of soup, and the umami taste of the chicken instantly conquered his taste buds.
"It tastes so good!"
Luo Yifan himself is not proficient in cooking, but he has always been very picky about taste, otherwise, it would be impossible for Fanxin Restaurant to get better and better under his management. Cat flutter Chinese