Chapter 168: I can't help myself
"So, you agreed?" Mo Ziyou had a rare joy on his face, and he was really happy that Ruan Jiaqing could agree to him so happily. So it shows that she still has him in her heart, doesn't she?
Ruan Jiaqing smiled slightly and nodded.
But Mo Ziyou, who was in joy, didn't notice the reluctance hidden in the smile on her face.
She didn't know what she was doing right, but it seemed like she had no reason to refuse. She and Ziyou are going to get married after all, it's just a matter of time.
If she gets married early, she can settle her heart, and she is willing.
She can't be cranky anymore, she wants to be Ziyou's wife and spend her life happily with him. She would be a good wife and a good mother.
Ruan Jiaqing stroked her bulging belly, it has been more than six months now, and the child is sometimes very naughty and always kicks her.
"Ziyou, did I say I was pregnant with a boy or a girl?" Ruan Jiaqing's smile had the joy of being a mother for the first time.
It seems that after agreeing to Mo Ziyou's request, her heart is much more stable.
She only allows her heart to have a child, and she doesn't think about the things around her anymore, it seems that this is the only way.
"It's said that sour and spicy girls, I think you like sour, you should be a brat." Mo Ziyou leaned on Ruan Jiaqing's belly, "He kicked me, but he is really energetic, he must be a son." ”
Ruan Jiaqing laughed, "I kicked you as soon as you came, it seems that I don't like you very much." ”
I really don't like it...... Because he's not biological at all. The one on the roof, silently said in his heart.
King Jin's gaze crossed with a trace of coldness and murderous aura, especially when he saw Mo Ziyou hugging Ruan Jiaqing so intimately, and putting his face on her belly, he almost had an urge to kill Mo Ziyou.
"It seems that he likes me, and if he doesn't like me, he won't care about me." Mo Ziyou said lovingly, he is now very much looking forward to the birth of the little baby in Ruan Jiaqing's belly.
Before he knew it, he had already regarded the treasure in his womb as his own child.
King Jin had a dark face, and felt that this Mozi You's cheeks were simply not too thick, really shameless, simply shameless, hum!
"You're so thick-skinned." Ruan Jiaqing said with disgust.
Her thoughts are exactly the same as those of King Jin.
Yesterday, the king of Jin had already arrived in the country of Langyue, and he fell on the couch in the city, and immediately rushed towards the Yuefu.
He knew that now Ruan Jiaqing had lost his memory, and she no longer remembered him, so he could only watch from a distance and quietly glance at her.
God knows how much he misses Ruan Jiaqing, every day, every night, every moment, thinking about it so much that he can't extricate himself.
Now seeing the scene of her and Moziyou together, I can't tell the feeling in my heart.
This girl, has she really forgotten about him?
"Then I'll go to prepare for the marriage, it's set for the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow is a good day, I've already found someone to see it." Mo Ziyou said gently.
He desperately wanted to marry Ruan Jiaqing home, and he didn't want to wait for a moment. He wanted her to be his wife, and he would never be able to escape from him.
"The day after tomorrow?" Ruan Jiaqing muttered.
Isn't this time too rushed......
Although she was already mentally prepared, she seemed to be a little resistant to wanting her to become Ziyou's wife immediately.
No, how can you resist Ziyou, you can't do this.
Ruan Jiaqing kept persuading herself in her heart that she couldn't back down, there was only this way to go. And Zi Youyou treats her so well and loves her so much, what is she still hesitating about?
"If you think the day after tomorrow is not good, I will choose an auspicious day, everything is based on your preference." Mozi is intimate and authentic.
He has always been close to Ruan Jiaqing, putting her first in everything, no matter what it is. It's not so much that I spoil her, but that I love her very much, and I'm afraid of losing her.
"No, no, I think the day after tomorrow is excellent, but the time is too urgent, will it not be able to catch up?" Ruan Jiaqing tried to hook the corners of her lips, revealing a hint of a smile.
She finally convinced herself that at least at this moment, she really wanted to marry Mo Ziyou.
Mo Ziyou smiled as bright as the sun, "No, it only takes one day to prepare everything, you don't have to worry about this, you can rest assured that I am the most beautiful bride." ”
"Okay, I'll listen to you." Ruan Jiaqing smiled meekly, she threw herself into Mo Ziyou's arms, squinted her eyes at ease, and seemed to listen to his heartbeat to feel that he was familiar.
On the roof, King Jin exuded a cold aura all over his body.
Mozi You...... I'll settle this account with you.
In less than half a day, the Moon Mansion and the Mo Mansion became lively, with colorful lanterns, red lanterns hung everywhere, and red cloth was decorated.
And Mo Ziyou's speed is even faster, in the evening, he has already sent the bride's clothes to Ruan Jiaqing, asking her to try whether the whole body is full, and if it doesn't fit, let people change it.
The marriage between the Yue family and the Mo family has spread throughout the city, this is a wedding that everyone sees, and now the wedding is in advance, and everyone is happy to see the excitement.
Ruan Jiaqing watched the people in the house busy, but she didn't feel it at all, and had a meal with Lu Yao in Wanxiang Building.
Seeing the people coming and going on the street, all talking about her getting married, she felt like an outsider.
"It's a strange feeling that I'm going to get married, but I don't have the joy of getting married at all." The corners of Ruan Jiaqing's mouth were a wry smile.
At the beginning, she was very much looking forward to marrying Mo Ziyou, but later, she felt that she didn't have Mo Ziyou in her heart, and she didn't know where this feeling came from.
"If you don't want to get married, it's too late." Lu Yaoyi persuaded.
She really didn't want to watch Ruan Jiaqing step into this quagmire, if Ruan Jiaqing regained her memory one day, how should she deal with herself?
She loves King Jin deeply, but she is already someone else's wife.
That Jin prince is too, why hasn't he come to Ruan Jiaqing until now, isn't he affectionate to Ruan Jiaqing, why hasn't he shown up, Lu Yaoyi felt that he was in a hurry.
"It's too late, it's too late." Ruan Jiaqing frowned deeply.
If she doesn't get married, is there any other choice?
was supposed to marry Ziyou, this is an appointment, she can't quit halfway, if she doesn't marry, then what's it?
As soon as Ruan Jiaqing thought of this, she felt that her head hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.
She stroked her forehead, very uncomfortable.
"Jiajia, do you have a headache again?" Lu Yaoyi hurriedly went to help Ruan Jiaqing and asked with concern.
Ruan Jiaqing shook his head and glanced around before confirming that he was not in the dream.
"I just seem to see a figure, a man's figure ......," Ruan Jiaqing said.
"No, you should be mistaken, there are only the two of us here, where are there any men?" Lu Yaoyi felt that Ruan Jiaqing must be hallucinating, or was there someone else here, but she couldn't see it?
Suddenly she felt as if a strange wind was blowing all around, and she trembled all over, and goosebumps rose.
"No, I really saw it, he often appeared in my dreams, but I just couldn't see his face. Yiyi, did you say that he was in the memory I lost? Ruan Jiaqing desperately wanted an answer, but she couldn't grasp the slightest clue.
And the more she thought about it, the more her head hurt.
"Don't think about it, just be quiet, come, have some tea." Lu Yaoyi poured a cup of tea for Ruan Jiaqing, and she felt better after drinking it.
"Why don't you be sent home, you look like this, you should take a good rest." Lu Yaoyi said worriedly.
In recent days, Ruan Jiaqing has had more and more headaches, could it be that she really wants to recover her memory?
"No, I don't want to go back, let me be here for a while." Ruan Jia said lightly.
When she went back and saw the red and festive scenes, she would feel even more lonely and unsettled. Obviously, everyone has a smile on their faces, but she doesn't know where the joy comes from.
Obviously, this is what she has always looked forward to, but now there is no joy at all.
What's wrong with her?
Ruan Jiaqing kept asking herself, but she didn't know what was going on in her heart at all.
"Jiajia...... If, I mean if...... If you find out that the person you love in your heart is someone else, will you still marry Moziyou? Lu Yaoyi asked cautiously.
"You say this...... What is the meaning? Ruan Jiaqing was very puzzled why Lu Yaoyi asked like this.
"It's nothing, I'm just asking." Lu Yaoyi had an evasive look in her eyes, and she didn't know if what she said would have any effect on Ruan Jiaqing.
But as a friend, she couldn't extricate herself when she saw Ruan Jiaqing in a deep trap, and she didn't know what to do.
"Yiyi, are you hiding something from me?" Ruan Jiaqing seemed to have caught something, she didn't want to miss it, "No, it should be said, what are you hiding from me?" ”
It seemed that everyone was hiding something from her, something she didn't know.
She had lost her memory and had no idea what had happened before, everything was known from everyone's mouths. And the memories in her mind are also scattered, and she can't piece together anything at all.
Especially her feelings for Mo Ziyou, sometimes she feels that she likes him very much and wants to rely on him, and she feels very secure when she is there.
But sometimes, I feel very resistant to him, I want to stay away from him, and I feel that he is very strange.
I feel that there are two selves in my body, one to the east and one to the west, and I can't control it at all.
But there is one thing, as long as she wants to stay away from Mo Ziyou, she will have a headache, it seems that she does not allow herself to be distracted in her body, and she can only like Mo Ziyou from the beginning.
You can't think about others, even if it's just a shadow.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt that something was wrong, was it her problem, or everyone's problem?
Lu Yaoyi's expression was very struggling, she thought for a while, and then said, "Have you really forgotten everything before the amnesia?" Don't you remember at all? ”
Ruan Jiaqing shook her head, if she remembered, she wouldn't need to be as entangled as she is now.