After making up my mind, I was full of fighting spirit again, and I thought about how to contact my mother. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Hard work pays off!

Two days later, in the evening, while my father was drunk, I secretly took out his mobile phone, found a pen and paper and secretly wrote down my grandmother's phone number, and now the only thing to do is to save some money, and when I have money, I will go to the commissary to make a long-distance call to my mother.

Life is still repeated, going to school every day, getting out of school, being ridiculed, being bullied, but it doesn't matter, I'm about to leave this hellish place anyway!

Every day my dad would give me five cents to buy an old popsicle to eat at noon, so I kept the money and saved up for ten days, and finally got together enough five dollars.

At noon on the tenth day, I arrived at the commissary with ten cents in my arms and dialed the phone number that I had memorized.

When I picked up the phone to dial, my hands couldn't help but tremble with excitement, I haven't heard my mother's voice for half a year, every wave of a number, my heartbeat will speed up, as if the signal is running along the phone line to the northeast, galloping, waiting for the phone to be connected for a short while, I even feel a little like crying.

I feel like the busy tone of the phone has been ringing for a long time, for a long time, maybe I'm too anxious, anyway, I feel that it took a long time before I picked up the phone, and the moment I heard the sound, I almost jumped with joy.

"Hey, hello," the voice on the other end of the phone was not my mother, it sounded more like a childish little girl, just this voice was enough to make me kind, because she has a Northeast accent, I am really fed up with the people here, I have heard enough of the words here!

"You, hello, I want to find, find Wang Jinhuan" I said my mother's name on the other end of the phone a little incoherently.

Because I was afraid that my grandmother would get angry and lose her temper with my mother when she knew that she was in contact with us, I didn't dare to reveal my identity.

The other end of the phone listened to my words but was silent for some reason, I thought I found something over there so I hung up, but I looked down and saw that the landline display was still on the phone, and I couldn't help but say "hey" to the other end of the phone.

"My aunt died in a car accident more than four months ago." It turned out that it was my aunt's child who answered the phone.

"...... died in a car accident"

"Passed ......"

When I boarded, my whole body was like a heavy blow, and my cousin's words kept lingering in my ears, have you experienced heart-rending pain? That kind of pain, indescribable in words, is like a stone pressed on the heart, you want to move but can't move it, you can't breathe, you watch your body slowly be flattened, crushed to pieces, you would rather someone stab you to death with a knife now, rather than suffer here slowly...

I don't know how I got home after answering the phone, so I sat in the courtyard all afternoon, didn't even go to school, didn't say anything, I didn't know anything in my head at that time, I was completely empty, and I didn't shed a single tear, I don't know why, the more I got to the time of sadness, the less tears flowed.

Until three or four o'clock in the afternoon, the second uncle drove to my house, it turned out that the school called him, said that I didn't go to school, asked me why, at that time I didn't want to deal with anyone at all, so I didn't even pay attention to him and got up and went into the house and closed the door, lying on the kang alone, closing my eyes.

When the second uncle saw me like this, he didn't ask me again, but was afraid that I would run around, so he sat at the door and guarded me.

After a while, my father also received a call and came back, and when he entered the house, he raised his hand to beat me, and the second uncle quickly stepped forward to stop him, and I heard my father scolding me in the outhouse, and finally I was annoyed by his scolding, got up and opened the door, walked to my father, and said a word to him coldly: "Get out!" ”

My father and second uncle were blinded when they heard this, although I was usually naughty, but I was still very obedient, I didn't expect that this time I would scold my father.

I didn't look at my father's reaction, because I wasn't that interested at all, so I turned around and went back to the house, and before I entered the house, I slammed the door shut.

I've been hit too much lately, first Grandpa Zhang died, and then suddenly returned to Zhucheng, my dad was abnormal, he ignored me all day and beat me, I had to integrate into the new environment, and I was rejected by a bunch of garbage in this place.

Hehe, as if I was willing to stay, I finally found a way to leave, but my dearest and most beloved mother died!

That year, I was only 11 years old, why do I have to suffer so much at such a young age, why?

Dad didn't go to work, after a while the second uncle went back first because there was something in the farm, and my dad called me twice at the door and I didn't answer, he had to sit in the yard by himself for half an afternoon.

In the evening, my father cooked a meal and called me at the door, I was not in the mood, but replied coldly: "You eat, I don't want to eat." ”

My father stood in front of my house for half an hour before leaving, and that night I seemed to hear crying in his house, and who knows, I didn't care about that, who ever cared about me?

That night, I stayed up all night, lying on the kang and tossing and turning for a whole night, thinking about where I should go. What should I do in the future, I feel that my sky has fallen, I have lost my support, I have lost my faith, and I have lost my soul...

The next day, maybe my father was afraid that I would skip school again, so he personally sent me to school, and he turned around and left only after seeing me enter the school gate.

The back of his departure is so lonely, could it be that I did something wrong?

Yo, Xiaobei is here, and you dare to skip class, let's see how the teacher cleans you up today! "Haha, Little Northeast is finished today!"

When I entered the classroom, Zhang Chunlong and those people continued to ridicule me after seeing me, and they didn't stop until the head teacher Chen Wenjuan came in.

I'm really not in the mood to see this group of scum now, now I'm very sleepy, I just want to sleep, I'm in the last row, and I won't bother anyone, anyway, Chen Wenjuan said, it's okay if I don't study, as long as I don't disturb others.

Chen Wenjuan was lecturing there on the podium, and I couldn't support it when I listened to it, and I didn't know when I had fallen asleep on my desk.

Just when I was sleeping in a daze, I suddenly felt a pain in my head, as if something had hit my head, I got up and looked, the whole class was looking at me, and Chen Wenjuan was sneering at me on the podium...

"Haha, Little Northeast is out of the ocean!" Zhang Chunlong coaxed on the side.

It turned out that Chen Wenjuan saw that I was asleep, picked up the blackboard eraser and threw it on my head, making my head all covered with chalk dust.

"Sun Xiaohe, erase the blackboard for me!" Chen Juan stood on the podium and yelled at me.

I sighed and thought to myself, "It's over again!" "Bending down to pick up the blackboard eraser, Qiu Jiawei helped me pat the chalk end on my clothes and head, and I waved my hand, signaling that he didn't need to help.

When I came to the podium, I put down the blackboard eraser, Chen Wenjuan looked down at me and asked, "Still napping?" You haven't slept all night? ”

"Well," I replied listlessly, and to be honest, I didn't want to see the woman in front of me at all, I just wanted to go down and get back to my seat and stay up until I got home from school and went to bed.

"Smack!" Suddenly, I felt a hot feeling on the left side of my face, a buzzing sound in my ear, as if I couldn't hear the sound in one ear, and Chen Juan's voice came from the other ear: "I'll let you take a nap!" ”

It turned out that Chen Wenjuan slapped me, it was the first time I was slapped when I was so old, and the person who beat me was actually my own homeroom teacher, can't I physically punish students?