In my life, I have been in a trance for more than 20 years, and I have come to an end, but I have always gained an understanding.

The most reassuring thing in the family is Shushu, her father is old, Yanwei is in prison, Mo Fu is simple, Li Xi was placed under house arrest by Emperor Moxue, and only Shushu alone carried the rise and fall of the family.

I left my home at the age of seventeen, and I haven't returned home for five years, so tired that my father is worried, for one crime, as the eldest daughter, why can't I plan for my father, can't run the house for my mother, for two crimes.

Daddy is close to the sixtieth birthday, and he can't stay by his side, and he will be retired for the elderly, which is the three sins.

The younger sister is young and weak, and she has shouldered the responsibility of the family for me since she was a child, and they all say that the eldest sister is like a mother, but I have never fulfilled the duties of a mother, and I have never raised my sister to become an adult, which is the four sins.

In my life, what I can't let go of is Shushu, the most regretful is Mu Feng, and the most sorry is Ruichun, the world calls you Emperor Jing Xuan, but I know that Emperor Jing Xuan is just a shell of you.

Inside the shell, is gentle like water, elegant and intelligent Ruichun, you treat people, always gentle and polite, but refuse to be thousands of miles away.

How fortunate I am, you just remembered me at a glance, but unfortunately I am not the woman who has the blessing to accompany you to the end of your life, I know your heart for me, but I can't have half a response.

When I was young, I met Mu Feng, he was the catastrophe of my life, I loved him very much, and I could even leave my family affection for him, but I never thought that he would die like this, I thought that I was destined to die lonely in this life, but let me meet you.

Rui Chun, there is no man in this world who loves me as much as you, you can give me all the tender love, but I can't give you the same affection, in this life, the most sorry is you.

If I can start over, I will not run out of my love at the best age, I am willing to give you the best heart, but unfortunately, there is never if.

Ruichun, I'm not by your side anymore, you must be good, don't be sad, remember to add clothes when it's cold, don't be too late to review the folds, and if you have a new love, don't forget me.

Ruichun, thank you, you can give me such a complete love, thank you, such a love for me, I will go first, wait for you under the nine springs, we will enter the reincarnation together, go to the next life together, you must let me wait a little longer, I heard that the following is very big, it is best to let me finish playing and you come again, if it is early, I will be unhappy.

Ruichun, I've never called your name, but fortunately, I wrote enough today, if there is someone who can help Shushu in the future, I can help it, but I don't have to force myself.

Ruichun, although you are a few years older than me, you are still like a child, don't mess around according to your own temperament in the future, you are the master of this world, you have to protect your people, and make them happy.

Ruichun, you said that you want to take me to enjoy the flowers, it's good, every year when the jasmine blooms, take me to enjoy the flowers, I will definitely be able to smell the fragrance of jasmine, so that I know below that you haven't forgotten me

Lingqin

Emperor Jing Xuan pinched the letter in his hand, stood in the jasmine garden, looked up to the sky and laughed, Lingqin, Lingqin, you are gone, you still want me to suffer in this world for so many years, how can you bear it? How can you bear it?

Rubbing the handwriting on the letter over and over again, it was like touching Lingqin's face, tears fell one by one, and as the wind fell into the white petals of jasmine, the fragrance of jasmine became more and more intense.

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