Chapter Eighty-Seven: A Warm Conversation
Jiang Moshi is not only talking to himself, but also to her, any talent without hard work will only be a waste of life, anyone who has nothing, as long as he persists in his efforts, he will have more.
Hua Xiyue nodded, there are some things that don't need to be said, they all know it.
After eating, Hua Xiyue said that she wanted him to take her to the library again, and Jiang Moshi readily agreed.
This is the second time I've come to the provincial library with her, and after the last time I came, I originally said that I wanted to return the books together, but so many things happened, and they never had the opportunity to go together.
Hua Xiyue was a little chattering all the way, looking very excited, and the energetic age, enjoying the sunshine and happiness, will always make people a little excited.
Hua Xiyue flipped through the books, most of them just picked them up casually and read them for a few minutes, and then put them down to look at another book, back and forth many times.
Jiang Moshi could see at a glance that Hua Xiyue had something on her mind, and the college entrance examination was imminent, so it was inevitable that she would be a little anxious and couldn't calm down.
He approached Hua Xiyue and said, "I heard that fighting with all your might can make people's minds empty, why don't we wait and have a discussion?"
Hua Xiyue looked at him with some excitement, looking at Jiang Mo like this, it didn't seem to be a joke, although she was a little eager to try, but she still shook her head.
If there is an accident before the college entrance examination, it will really outweigh the losses.
"What method do you want to decompress? I can accompany you to ......."
"No, there are a lot of things I want to do, but I plan to leave them all after the college entrance examination."
Hua Xiyue politely declined, although she really wanted to be impulsive and crazy, but she was just a little worried, I don't know what's wrong, these days, I feel a little flustered, and I always feel like something is going to happen.
When she looked at Jiang Mo, she opened her mouth, but she didn't say anything, forget it, let's wait for the college entrance examination to talk about it.
The day before the college entrance examination, Hua Xiyue originally wanted to go home, but she was afraid that the next day the college entrance examination would be jammed with traffic, so she stayed directly at school.
There are not many people in the school, many of the students in the third year of high school went home directly, and it is a bit useful to hold on to the Buddha for a while, Hua Xiyue read the book for a long time, and it was almost dark, so she remembered that she hadn't eaten.
was about to go out to forage for food, and when she passed by the small forest, she suddenly saw Yunxi's mother sitting there alone, her shoulders seemed to shake.
Hua Xiyue walked in quietly, and when she heard a small choked voice, she was puzzled, and immediately ran over and asked her what was wrong.
Yunxi was a little surprised to see Hua Xiyue, she quickly wiped away the tears on her face, said nothing, and then asked her what Hua Xiyue was doing so late.
Hua Xiyue looked at Yunxi's mother's red eyes, and felt that her eyes were also a little sour, she took Yunxi's mother's hand and wiped the tears left by Yunxi's mother, but she didn't ask why.
Father said that she and Yunxi's mother can't get too close, although she originally came with the premise of recognizing her relatives, but she only took two steps, and there was no hope directly, until now she is about to leave after the exam, and she has not yet said what she wants to say the most.
Can't ask, after asking, she wants to know more about Yunxi's mother, seeing her mother like this, she really can't help but feel distressed and pull her to her side, if she wants, she will really do that.
"I want to go out and eat something, Yunxi's mother, why don't you come with me, there is an exam tomorrow, I'm so nervous that I'm a little hungry."
Yunxi looked at her, her expression eased a lot, although in fact Hua Xiyue was almost an outsider to her, but she still felt that Hua Xiyue was really a good girl as always.
She nodded, and then went out with Hua Xiyue and chose a small private room, originally Hua Xiyue wanted to sit outside, be lively, watch people eat with relish, and feel that she will have a big appetite.
She and Uncle Dongyuan are like this, although Uncle Dongyuan has achieved that position, but he still learns to be as casual as Hua Xiyue, eating in the hall, listening to the lively sound of foraging, and eating with familiar people, it is really a pleasure.
She was a little afraid that Yunxi's mother would stay with her to eat with her and spread the news, if she let Ye Zhiqiu know, she would inevitably go back and chew a little tongue, so she could only go into the private room.
She asked Yunxi's mother what she liked to eat, but Yunxi's mother just kindly said that she had eaten it, and she could just order what she liked to eat.
Hua Xiyue ordered several dishes, all of which were dishes that Yunxi's mother used to use chopsticks a lot.
Yunxi naturally noticed this small detail, but she didn't say much, just chatted with her casually, and during the banquet, Yunxi suddenly asked about her family situation, saying why she had never seen her parents.
Hua Xiyue, who was originally bowing her head to pick up rice, suddenly raised her head after hearing this, she looked at Yunxi's mother, her lips moved for a while, and she wanted to spit it out all in one breath, but the words reached her throat, and she swallowed it back immediately.
After going back and forth several times, when Yunxi's mother's expression became more and more weird, Hua Xiyue lowered her head and said that they all had their own things to do, and when they were done, they might come back.
After Yunxi heard this, he felt that such parents were really irresponsible, and muttered: "How can this child born by himself be so careless, the parents are obviously fine, why did they leave the child alone?" It's a bit of a no-brainer......"
Hua Xiyue heard Yunxi's mother's nagging, and suddenly laughed, if Yunxi's mother knew that the person she was talking about was herself, I don't know if she would have worked so hard to help her vent her anger?
However, this kind of warm feeling of staying with parents is really fascinating.
Talking and laughing, Yunxi's mother ate almost all the dishes she ordered with her, and when she left, Hua Xiyue stopped Yunxi's mother, and then ran to check out by herself.
When Hua Xiyue came out after settling the account, she saw Yunxi's mother and Uncle Ye talking outside.
Yunxi's mother turned her back to Uncle Ye, and Uncle Ye was good-natured and explained something to Yunxi's mother, but Yunxi's mother never listened, whenever Uncle Ye came to Yunxi's mother, Yunxi's mother turned her back and didn't want to see her.
On this occasion, Hua Xiyue was a little embarrassed to go over, so she stood inside the door and waited for a while, but it may have been a long time, Yunxi's mother realized something, and then came in directly to find her.
Uncle Ye followed behind Yunxi's mother, and when he saw Hua Xiyue, he was surprised for a moment, but quickly returned to normal.
Hua Xiyue greeted Uncle Ye, saying that she was a little hungry, and she met Yunxi's mother on the way, begging her to come and have a meal with her, hoping that Uncle Ye wouldn't mind that she had robbed Yunxi's mother of a little time.
Before Ye Songming could speak, Yunxi took Hua Xiyue's hand and said hurry back to school, rest early today, and get a good score in the exam tomorrow, then glanced at Ye Songming, and pulled Hua Xiyue to walk in front.
Hua Xiyue looked back at Uncle Ye, and pointed to the front with some apologies, Uncle Ye waved his hand and asked her to accompany her to go first.
In this way, Hua Xiyue and Yunxi's mother walked in front, Uncle Ye picked up his hand and followed behind, although Yunxi's mother deliberately ignored Uncle Ye, she occasionally looked sideways at Uncle Ye.
No matter what they were doing awkwardly, Yunxi's mother had Uncle Ye in her heart, which couldn't help but remind Hua Xiyue of her father.
What is her father's attitude towards her biological mother? After so many years of ignoring her, putting her next to another man, and then watching her live happily with other men, what would he think in his heart, did he care about her biological mother?
Hua Xiyue thought that maybe her experience was not deep enough to understand the trade-off between her parents, but they did have their own lives now, at least, they are living very well now, which is enough.
After returning to school, Hua Xiyue said goodbye to Yunxi's mother and Uncle Ye, and then ran upstairs in one breath, hiding in the corner and watching Uncle Ye take Yunxi's mother's hand, Yunxi's mother shook him off again and again, Uncle Ye tried again and again, and finally followed Uncle Ye.
Hua Xiyue walked to her dormitory, life is probably like this, there is always a person to insist silently behind the back, there is always a person who never gives up to try, there is always someone to believe in hope, I coax one more time, and you will forgive me.
She didn't turn on the light, in this silent night, she lay on the bed, thinking about it, she thought of Li Yuze, she missed the tenderness and warmth he gave, she missed his unconditional trust, she missed him and smiled and said that she liked her, she missed his slender fingers drawing cute character paintings, crazy missing, if she could give him another chance, would they really be able to come together?
She picked up her mobile phone and dialed Li Yuze's phone, but before she could dial it, she hung up, thought about it for a while and dialed it out again, and then hung up again immediately.
She threw her phone aside a little irritably, and said that from now on, no one owes it, no one reads it, betrayal is betrayal, if you are not cruel now, will you let others treat yourself cruelly in the future?
Hua Xiyue bit her lip, but she still couldn't bear not to call, she missed being crazy, but she was brought out by Uncle Dongyuan, how could she just admit defeat?
She covered her head and tried to control herself from thinking about Li Yuze, the phone rang and suddenly remembered, she picked up the phone as if frightened, fortunately, it wasn't Li Yuze calling, otherwise she really didn't know what to do.
She picked up the phone and asked Jiang Mo what was going on.
Jiang Moshi sat in the car and said it was fine.
Originally, he wanted to ask Hua Xiyue to eat together, but when he saw her and Dr. Yun entering the restaurant together, he didn't go up to disturb them.
He really didn't have anything to do, he just missed her a little, and of course, he couldn't tell her about this kind of thing.