Chapter 588: I feel sorry for my mother
(Cat flutter Chinese ) If you don't recognize each other now, when you want to recognize each other, what if something happens?
That regret has really become a sin that can never be remedied.
Chen Jing didn't speak for a long time, didn't cry, didn't make a fuss, and didn't even have any extra sound or movement.
It's just that the whole figure has become a statue and sits quietly.
After that, until Zhu Qianying left with her in her arms, Chen Jing didn't say a word again.
Zhu Qianying was not worried about Chen Jing, so he slept with her in Chen Jing's room this night, and Yan Shao understood this.
For Chen Jing's behavior as if she was stupid and dumb, Zhu Qianying was very distressed, but she couldn't do anything about it, so she could only accompany her quietly.
The next morning, Chen Jing got up as usual, Zhu Qianying usually slept to death, but there was something in her heart, people were very alert, Chen Jing got up, and she also got up.
"Mom, morning!"
Chen Jing looked at her silently, and then, nodded silently, and did not speak.
Zhu Qianying walked over and hugged her, "We made an appointment at nine o'clock, you can see how the store is doing, or else, it will be closed for a day today." ”
Chen Jing finally opened her mouth now, "Open!" ”
In Zhu Qianying's opinion, my mother's current emotional state is of course not suitable for going to the store, but if she is not allowed to go to the store to work in order to distract herself, my mother's mental condition will probably be worse.
"Okay, then open, but is there enough ingredients in the store?"
Chen Jing would prepare the ingredients early every morning to ensure freshness, and now that she was like this, Zhu Qianying was not at ease that she would go out alone.
"Go now!"
How can Zhu Qianying rest assured that she will go to purchase alone? Even if there is a driver following, Takesashi is not at ease.
But at this time, the mother was not easy to persuade, so Zhu Qianying had to accompany her to the market.
Yan Shao probably thought about it for a night, and after the mother and daughter finished washing, they saw Yan Shao, who was supposed to go for a morning run, but he was dressed and sat on the sofa with a computer typing.
"Mom, are you going out to prepare the ingredients, I'll go with you!"
If he changed to someone else, Zhu Qianying would not object, and the cleanliness party of Master Yan, plus the people who had never even been to the market in the ordinary world, let him accompany him to the wholesale market where all kinds of vendors shouted loudly early in the morning, how could he adapt?
"Yan Shao, I'll go with my mother, you can go about your own business first, and meet at the restaurant later."
Yan Shao was willing to follow, without saying a word, he walked over and took Zhu Qianying's backpack and left.
The breakfast for three people is eaten casually in the car.
To be honest, all three have no appetite.
Young Master Yan is not used to eating breakfast in the car, and Chen Jing and Zhu Qianying are not in the mood to eat.
From the Yan family to the wholesale market, along the way, Chen Jing's words were still pitiful.
Zhu Qianying and Yan Shao are also interested, and they don't say a word about seeing their uncle for a while.
Mom is like this, in fact, it has been beyond Zhu Qianying's expectations.
She also thought that when her mother heard the news, she would cry and cry, and even talk to her about a lot of old things to show repentance.
But in fact, since hearing the exact news, Chen Jing has not shed a single tear except for red eyes.
This makes Bamboo Shadow even more worried!
She would rather her mother cry out and nag out, it's better than holding it like this now, and she bears it silently by herself.
No one has the audacity to say that they have never failed their family, loved ones, or friends, done anything wrong to someone they care about, or hurt someone they care about.
But some failures, mistakes, and even injuries can be remedied, but some don't even have the opportunity to say sorry.
It's like mom now.
Zhu Qianying knew very well that at this time, in my mother's mind, grandma and grandpa had probably passed away.
As for the reason for her death, don't think about it, my mother must have blamed it on herself.
She didn't even have the opportunity to say thank you to the two elders for giving birth to her and raising her.
I didn't have a chance to say sorry to the two of them together, sorry for them, and let them suffer too much criticism and pain because of her.
"Mom, you don't have to carry everything on your body, besides, isn't it that you haven't seen your uncle yet? None of us know the exact situation. ”
When the car was about to arrive at the wholesale market, Zhu Qianying finally couldn't help but open his mouth to enlighten Chen Jinglai.
It's not that she deliberately wants to poke Chen Jing's sore spots, but that emotions are a thing, in fact, it is advisable to vent it. It's much better to come out than to hold it in your heart.
No one knows this better than Takeshakage.
In the past, she was also like her mother, she chose to keep everything in her heart, holding back and enduring, thinking that in this way, the pain would disappear over time.
But in fact, no.
If these pains are not released, they will be buried in the heart and become a cancer, eating away not only at the body, but also with the mentality.
And she herself, now that she has slowly learned to vent, she also tries to be as honest as possible with others, especially to Yan Shao.
Once upon a time, she had always considered herself happy and optimistic.
But none of them are the real concept of happiness, and now she is truly happy and optimistic.
It hurts, dare to speak out loud. When you're happy, you'll laugh out loud.
When encountering something, face it bravely, instead of choosing to be an ostrich.
"Mom, Ying'er is right, what's the matter, let's see my uncle and understand it clearly."
Yan Shao also rarely helped persuade them, and this time, Chen Jing finally gave them a little reaction.
She looked up, her eyes reddened, and nodded in response.
Zhu Qianying breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably, as long as her mother was willing to respond to them, it meant that she was still very sober and would not fall into self-blame and the past and not be able to get out.
"Mom, no matter what the situation is, you still have us, as well as Tsai and Xiaoyu, the baby who is about to be born!" Zhu Qianying said again.
At this moment, Chen Jing finally glanced at her seriously, and then, taking a deep breath, reaching out and grasping tightly. The hand of the light shadow of the bamboo.
"Shadow, I can do it!"
Such an old mother, I have to say, surprised Zhu Qianying.
She always knew that her mother had transformed into another person in the past few years, but what she didn't expect was that her mother had been completely reborn.
Zhu Qianying held her mother's hand tightly, accompanied her, and got out of the car.
Yan Shao naturally followed, and Zhu Qianying glanced at the crowded wholesale market in front of him, and there was a noisy sound before he could get close.
"You wait in the car, just let Brother Wang accompany us for a trip."
But Yan Shao was stubborn, more stubborn than Zhu Qianying, he didn't even need to say the word "no", he just took a big stride and walked towards the entrance of the wholesale market.
Zhu Qianying looked at his back for a few seconds, and finally, he followed with his mother's back. Cat flutter Chinese