Chapter 374: What He Really Cares For
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Ning Ze sat opposite him, with a quiet and calm appearance, which made Yu Mengmeng's meal focus and fast.
On the surface, one is silently eating, and the other is silently watching.
However, in fact, Yu Mengmeng had always instinctively avoided Ning Ze's gaze, and almost every second of this time was tormented. The main knot in her heart was because Ning Ze overlapped herself with another woman, which gave birth to a sense of guilt in her heart for stealing something that belonged to others, and a sense of guilt for taking advantage of others.
Although these feelings were born from false illusions, Yu Mengmeng still couldn't avoid this feeling that lingered in his heart for a long time.
She sighed in her heart: if it weren't for these things that blocked her mouth, she was really afraid that she would be careless, and she would tell the truth of the matter because of the guilt of making trouble in her heart. Although Yu Mengmeng had already decided in the banquet hall before, this matter would be told to Ning Ze later. But helplessly, she is not a person who is too persistent after all, good and bad, and she always can't persevere to the end.
After eating, Yu Mengmeng's head finally calmed down. tilted his head slightly, pretending to glance at Chen Xu, who was asleep on the bed, before turning back to Ning Ze and saying, "Don't worry, he can't wake up for the time being, and he doesn't have any consciousness." ”
However, after two quarters of an hour, he still had to keep him awake on time. Now it's just a matter of making sure that Chen Xu is asleep, in case he hears something he shouldn't have heard.
"I know that I just saw you to him—" The words were only general, and then paused. Ning Ze stopped talking appropriately, but it was enough for the other party to understand. He looked at Yu Mengmeng's pretended calm appearance at the moment, and his nervous mood eased a lot.
Since she was as nervous as she was, she couldn't be too nervous. Otherwise, the atmosphere in the room will become more awkward.
Yu Mengmeng was nervous to the depths and nodded habitually. Seeing the empty plates and empty cups floating on the side, he smiled at Ning Zegan twice, and then returned the plates and teacups that were still swaying in front of him to the table. At this moment, his eyes could inevitably only be placed on Ning Ze's face, Yu Mengmeng took a deep breath, his mind was a little blank, and he didn't know what to say.
She is so, and so is Ning Ze.
The two of them looked at each other with varying degrees of embarrassment in their eyes. In the end, they all looked at each other and smiled tacitly.
A strange feeling echoed in the chests of the two of them, and under the confusion of this feeling, Yu Mengmeng couldn't help but reach out and slowly stretched out towards Ning Ze's face.
Ning Ze was a little surprised when he saw Yu Mengmeng's actions at first, and then he couldn't help but look back at her, his eyes were deep, with rare eagerness and inexplicable sinking.
After receiving such an eager response from the other party, Yu Mengmeng's heart was a little excited, and when his hand touched Ning Ze's face. She looked at Ning Ze intently, her face was pure, mixed with three points of doubt, and undisguised exploration.
"What's wrong?" Yu Mengmeng's complicated expression seemed a little surprised and incomprehensible to Ning Ze. But he suddenly felt in his heart that the distance between the two was closer than before. When feeling the slight coolness from the other party's palm, the thought in Ning Ze's heart that Yu Mengmeng was a demon flashed again.
When he was in distress, he was taken captive in the Shifang Forest, and the creatures that could be seen there were all snakes, so Yu Mengmeng's body temperature was cold and normal.
When such thoughts filtered through Ning Ze's mind, Ning Ze's face did not move in her palm. Raising his eyes to look at Yu Mengmeng, his voice was not so stiff compared to Fang Cai, and even with a very nice sense of softness, he smiled and teased: "Why are you looking at me like this?" It was like seeing me for the first time. ”
"I don't know." Yu Mengmeng smiled generously, looked at him with bright eyes, and said, "It's just that I have a very strange feeling in my heart." ”
Her tone of voice is sweet and clear, and people can't help but follow her pace. As soon as Ning Ze's voice fell, he couldn't wait to ask, "What kind of feeling?" ”
In fact, he also had a very strange feeling about Yu Mengmeng in his heart. Every time, even if I deliberately warned myself not to approach her, I still couldn't help but want to do it. Two years ago, he was ashamed of being confused by the woman's beautiful face, so he looked down on Yu Mengmeng while reading the sage book since he was a child, and even more looked down on himself who was so unfocused. Later, such feelings seemed to accumulate, and slowly, when he accidentally opened a certain window, these feelings came to him overwhelmingly.
There is no way to avoid it. Ning Ze suddenly understood everything as if he had been empowered. He couldn't use the fact that Yu Mengmeng had saved his life to prevaricate his feelings about liking her, and then, as if he had knocked a hole in his frozen heart. Since he first accepted his true thoughts and true feelings, Ning Ze's frozen heart has risen from that hole and slowly melted away, so that when he looks at Yu Mengmeng now, his heart is always like a pool of spring water, with the wind blowing and rippling slowly.
He felt as if there was some force in the dark that was forcefully pulling him closer to Yu Mengmeng, or letting the other party come close to him.
The distance between the demon world and the human world was originally so far. However, that time Yu Mengmeng appeared in the world, and he was biased against Ning Ze, who was standing under the peach blossom tree; Then, Ning Ze himself appeared in the Ten Directions Forest of the Demon Realm, and was accidentally helped by Yu Mengmeng.
There must be an invisible fate between them. Let them have to come closer, no matter how far apart.
Ning Ze had thought about it countless times, and even used it as an important reason to fulfill himself and Yu Mengmeng. This reason made his heart successfully no longer resist such a thing as being with Yu Mengmeng.
Although, she and he are not of the same kind; Although, there was once a perfect man by her side who seemed so omnipotent; Although, she is already married to that person.
However, under the persuasion of such reasons, he could almost ignore anything he already knew.
Such crazy thoughts once made Ning Ze distressed. Now, however, he can finally be honest about his truest thoughts.
As long as you can be with her, what else is important?
Ning Ze thought that such an idea should not be regarded as blinding and self-deception. He just doesn't want to care about Yu Mengmeng's past, the past that has happened to people, who can really avoid it?
He only kept all the secrets he knew in his heart, and then, opening his heart, completely accepted Yu Mengmeng's existence.
What she had in the past, he no longer cared about, didn't dwell on it. From now on, what he Ning Ze really cares about, Yu Mengmeng belongs to him. That's fine.