Chapter 184: Don't Go Anywhere
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Although he said that he wanted to take responsibility, Yixuan was still a little stunned in his heart. In her previous life, she didn't feel this way, in short, the world is the biggest, and she doesn't care what others think.
Will you be unhappy?
Will you ignore her?
Will you be disappointed in her?
Yixuan felt a little annoyed, and she was in a better mood to chat with Concubine Li, so she stayed for a while, but she didn't grasp the time, and she didn't go back after the banquet was over.
Until Zhao Yan's Luan drove towards Chuxiu Palace.
Zhao Yan seemed to have known that she was here, and he was not surprised to see her at all, greeted her with a smile, walked up to her and said, "The princess might as well stay in the palace for a few days." โ
Zhao Yan's eyes were dark, the corners of her lips were slightly hooked, and her eyes staring at her were very focused.
Yixuan retreated weakly, pulling Concubine Li to block herself.
"Thank you, Your Majesty, for helping me out of the siege today." She made a blessing, and her head was bowed, revealing a fair and graceful neck.
Zhao Yan stared at it for a while, his smile a little sly: "How do you want to thank me?" โ
Concubine Li looked very strangely between Zhao Yan and Concubine Li, and the atmosphere of these two people seemed to be a little wrong.
It seems that they are very familiar with each other, so familiar that His Majesty does not call himself "I" in front of her, but calls "me".
She didn't have this kind of treatment, and neither did any of the concubines in the palace.
Yi Xuan sensed the intimacy in Zhao Yan's words, and stood up straight at him vigilantly, her expression a little cold, "Your Majesty, don't make fun of me, it's not early, I have to go back quickly." โ
Zhao Yan was disdainful: "King Yu has already left with the concubine, what are you going back to do?" โ
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Let's go?
Yixuan seemed to have been slapped loudly by someone, frozen there, and her mind was in chaos.
"Really?"
She guessed her expression must be ugly now.
The girl's eyes were full of depression and confusion, her eyes blinked, her eyes were a little red, and she was aggrieved.
Zhao Yan's eyes narrowed, the curvature of the corners of his mouth flattened, and he looked at her expressionlessly.
"Yes."
Yixuan was silent for a moment, raised her hand and rubbed her sour eyes, and smiled fearlessly: "Then I'll go back by myself." โ
Why are you so stubborn.
I don't know how to be flexible at all.
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Yi Xuan returned to the Baohe Hall and looked inside with the hope of trying it out.
Zhao Zhen is not inside.
She lowered her eyes, and suddenly felt that her behavior was stupid, very stupid, and turned away in chagrin.
He didn't take a few steps when a voice called out.
"Where are you going?"
The voice was low and hoarse, and there was no emotion.
But Zhao Zhen's voice.
Yi Xuan was a little stunned, slowly looked in the direction of the sound, and found that Zhao Zhen was standing next to a pillar outside the hall, with his back resting, his chin slightly raised, and his eyes were very heavy.
Yixuan let out a blank "ah", "Haven't you left yet?" โ
"Who told you I'm gone?" Zhao Zhen was unhappy.
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Yixuan didn't tell him that Zhao Yan said it, so as not to make the two of them unhappy about such a boring little thing. She lowered her head and whispered, "No, I think it's a little late, you should have already left." โ
Zhao Zhen walked towards her.
Yixuan only felt a shadow enveloping her, and when she looked up, she saw Zhao Zhen standing opposite her, bending down slightly, her head on a horizontal line with her, squinting, and tilting her head.
"Why don't you come back if you know it's late?" There was a slight displeasure in his tone.
Yi Xuan didn't know what to say, and looked at him helplessly.
"Do you know how long I've been waiting?"
Yixuan's eyes lit up, a little surprised and a little flattered: "Are you waiting for me?" โ
She thought he must be mad at her right now.
So angry that it doesn't even matter if she goes home or not, the kind that can't see is clean.
The girl's eyes were a little red, pitiful and careful. Zhao Zhen's throat was a little dry, and he suddenly didn't know what to say.
Finally he sighed, reached over and touched her head, "Let's go home." โ
This sentence "Let's go home", I don't know why the tip of Yixuan's nose was sour when she heard it, and the whole person was sad and wanted to shed tears.
When she made a mistake, when she made a big mistake, when he thought he would hate her, he could still say the words "let's go home" to her.
For her, it was a great forgiveness.
She felt that Zhao Zhen was really good. Why is it so good? He should also have his own temper and bottom line. But he could always tolerate her. He was so good, she felt that she was particularly hateful.
Yi Xuan wiped away a little tear from the corner of her eyes, and threw herself into his arms, the force was a little big, Zhao Zhen was hit by her straight waist and took two steps back, stunned for a while, and smiled helplessly.
Yixuan wrapped her hands around his waist and asked pitifully, "Don't you lose your temper with me?" โ
"No, it won't."
Where is it?
Yixuan pursed her lips and let go of him, "What about the concubine, where is she?" โ
"She went back first." Zhao Zhen pinched her face.
"Oh." Yixuan lowered his head and hooked his fingers, "Then let's go too." โ
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When I returned to the royal mansion, it was almost midnight, because it was Chinese New Year's Eve, and the people had not yet slept, only Heruitang slept. The main house is still brightly lit, and the maids sit around the tea room, with a fire in the middle, and plates filled with dried fruits and melon seeds, etc., eating and laughing are very lively.
Hearing the movement of the master coming back, several maids came out of the tearoom and asked what to prepare.
Yixuan told them all to go down and not have to serve beside them, so the maids retired and returned to the teahouse.
The kang in the warm pavilion has always been hot, and it is very warm as soon as they enter, Zhao Zhen and Yixuan took off their coats and sat on the kang to observe the New Year.
Yixuan still wants to explain today's events.
"Lord, I have something to tell you."
Zhao Zhen let out a faint "um".
"Today's four palace maids, that is, Wansong and them, are indeed arranged by me." Yi Xuan paused when she said this, and looked at Zhao Zhen's face.
Zhao Zhen was not surprised at all, and blew on the tea.
"I just want to confirm the identity of the concubine, so I asked Wen Changbai to arrange this one, and I didn't mean anything else."
Yixuan smiled bitterly, "But no matter what my purpose is, it's wrong for me to do this, disrespectful to the concubine, and ...... to you."
Zhao Zhen raised his eyes to look at her.
"Yes to you," Yi Xuan said with difficulty, "I don't have enough trust." โ
For so long, she believed only in herself. Of course, she has been deliberately changing, but some habits are engraved in her bones, and she really can't change them for a while.
If she wants to believe anything, she must be shown the evidence, and the plain and clear facts must be seen.
Sometimes, she really finds this paranoia terrifying.
Because she used to face enemies, but now she is facing lovers.
Her panic today is mainly because she is afraid that Zhao Zhen will be disappointed, and she is afraid that Zhao Zhen will think that she is a person who has no trust in him.
Zhao Zhen looked at her silently for a long time, raised his hand and pinched his eyebrows, and his voice was a little deep: "So, Yixuan, can you trust me a little more in the future?" โ
Even if it's just a little bit, he feels happy.
He really didn't want her to treat him with the same vigilance and rationality she had for her enemies.
For all this time, he hadn't mentioned it to her.
Because he wanted her to change on her own, slowly, he had patience.
"I, I will." She looked at him with a resolute gaze and the corners of her eyes reddened.
Zhao Zhen smiled, reached over and stroked the corner of her eye, and said in a gentle voice: "Since you promised me, you have to do it." โ
Yi Xuan nodded vigorously twice.
"Concubine Tai, she shouldn't believe what His Majesty said."
Zhao Zhen nodded and unconsciously twisted his fingertips.
It's not just disbelief.
After Yixuan left, his mother kept whispering to remind him that there was an ulterior relationship between His Majesty and Yixuan, and asked him to be sober and not be deceived by Yixuan.
How to say it.
He knows.
His Majesty and Yixuan, to be precise, are with Zhiluo, and there are some feelings of sharing hardships, but Zhiluo is dead, and now it is Yixuan who is by his side.
No one can snatch it, and he will not allow others to snatch it.
"Don't worry. Your Majesty has spoken, and my mother will not embarrass you too much. โ
Yi Xuan suddenly stared at Zhao Zhen with a little surprise: "Is the concubine quite afraid of Your Majesty?" โ
Saying this, Zhao Zhen really thinks so.
"Who in the world is not afraid of the Son of Heaven?" Zhao Zhen said: "Even if my mother has some absurdities, she will not disobey Your Majesty." โ
Yixuan just felt that the concubine was collected too quickly today, and she thought that the concubine would directly cross His Majesty and ask the queen mother to make the decision.
After all, the queen mother is nominally greater than the emperor.
But the Queen Mother exists in name only, and it can almost be regarded as an ornament, and when the concubine made trouble today, she didn't say a word.
Maybe the concubine also understood this, so she didn't struggle anymore.
Suddenly there was a commotion outside.
Firecrackers exploded, fireworks burst into the night sky, and the maids rushed out of the house happily and cheered and laughed in the courtyard.
Zhao Zhen and Yixuan glanced at each other and smiled.
The time has come.
The New Year has arrived.
"Lady," Zhao Zhen took her hand and kissed her on the lips, "It's been another year." โ
"Yes."
"Let's not think about the unpleasant things of the past. I just hope that you are by my side every year. โ
Yixuan pursed her lower lip and smiled, "Of course I'm by your side, otherwise where else can I go?" โ
In fact, there are many places to go.
He knew what Zhao Yancun's thoughts were, on the surface, it seemed to be light and light, but the purpose of doing the same thing was obvious.
Zhao Zhen corrected her: "Isn't there anywhere else you can go, even if there are other places to go, you have to stay by my side obediently, do you know?" โ
The man's expression was a little serious, so serious that it made the girl want to laugh. Yixuan looked at him seriously and promised: "Okay, even if there is another place to go, I will block the road and stick to you." โ
The girl's eyes are shining, her voice is soft and sweet, and she is comfortable to hear.
Zhao Zhen smiled with satisfaction, suddenly stood up and leaned over, lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, his movements were very gentle.
"You said it yourself, remember."
At this time, a maid came in and happily greeted the two masters, the laughter had already reached the door, Yixuan pushed him away in a panic, and Zhao Zhen was caught off guard and fell back on the kang seat.
He held his forehead and smiled helplessly.