There is no smoke at home, how can he rest assured that she will go outside alone, but he still tries his best to comfort: "You wash it first, and after you wash it, I will go out to find it for you, and hold on for a while, and it will be fine for a while."

Hua Xiyue dragged the clothes on her body indiscriminately, and she couldn't unbutton them, so she pulled them there irritably, and Jiang Moshi, who was going out, looked at her, so she didn't know when she would finish washing.

sighed, as if out of the way, turned back and dragged her clothes, closed her eyes and wrapped her in a bath towel, picked her up, and then opened her eyes and walked to the bedroom.

I didn't have time to buy her clothes, so I had to let her wear her own clothes first.

The little man was wearing his own clothes loosely, but she was a little restless, and she had to touch the cigarette in his pants pocket, probably because she used to put cigarettes in her pants pocket, so she always insisted on thinking that there were cigarettes in her pockets.

"Jiang Moshi, hurry up and give me a cigarette, hurry up and give it to me."

Hua Xiyue was impatient, pressed on his body to search his pocket, Jiang Moshi turned over, pressed her under him, and then pulled the cup and wrapped her in the quilt.

"Settle down, I'll go out and buy it for you."

Hua Xiyue grabbed him.

"Don't go, don't go, I'm afraid I'm alone, don't go."

The pitiful and helpless appearance made Jiang Moshi's heart even more uncomfortable, he patted Hua Xiyue's hand, and said that if he didn't leave, he would accompany her here, let her rest first, as long as she fell asleep and didn't think about anything, it would be much better.

Hua Xiyue looked at the ceiling for a long time before she tried to say to Jiang Moshi: "You tie me up, I can't control myself anymore, my heart looks like I'm going crazy."

Jiang Moshi looked at her, hugged her, didn't speak, hugged her tightly in his arms, and didn't let her hand play.

Hua Xiyue has been writhing uncontrollably in her body, trying to break free from his restraints, her eyes are cloudy, dodge it once, as long as she is addicted, it will be better.

controlled her hand, she couldn't control her feet, and finally pressed her feet down, she began to hit her head with her head, using all her strength to struggle, and finally bit directly with her teeth, but Jiang Mo didn't say a word, and let her be presumptuous on her body.

I don't know how long it took, Hua Xiyue finally quieted down, Hua Xiyue's eyes were a little hollow, she didn't say a word, and just let Jiang Moshi hold it.

The two of them were sweating, Hua Xiyue struggled even harder, and her hair was soaked with sweat, Jiang Moshi asked Hua Xiyue how she felt.

Hua Xiyue still looked at the ceiling, and only said after a long time: "Jiang Moshi, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold on, I want to end this, I want to ......"

Jiang Moshi pressed her mouth, looked at her, and warned her: "Don't talk nonsense, with me with you, no matter what, it will pass, don't you still want to go to school, and now you want to give up easily?"

Hua Xiyue has always been very strong, if it weren't for the fact that she couldn't hold on, she would never say such a thing, she knew what she was going to face, and she would rather give up than choose to fall, this kind of Hua Xiyue made his heart ache.

He looked at Hua Xiyue's eyes and said distressedly: "Hua Xiyue, don't be afraid, we will definitely be able to survive, cry if you want to, don't bear it, vent all your discomfort."

Hua Xiyue kept looking at the ceiling, with tears in her eyes, just so quietly, as if she had no soul, Jiang Moshi was talking to her, she slept there in silence as if she hadn't heard anything.

Jiang Moshi looked at her, picked up his coat, and said that he went out to buy cigarettes, and he was half-dead like this, so it was better to have a reason to survive.

If he chose to fall at the beginning, then it might be really too late to regret it, Jiang Moshi didn't want to see Hua Xiyue really become out of control, but now like this, he is so deadlocked, it is not good for either of them.

His hand was still being dragged by Hua Xiyue, he went to take it down, Hua Xiyue closed her eyes, and said slowly: "Jiang Moshi, fight with me, spare no effort."

As she spoke, Hua Xiyue stood up, and waved her fist directly at Jiang Moshi, Jiang Moshi sighed, a person who was already tired and soft, but he still had to use all his strength to support it.

Jiang Moshi took the fist she struck, flipped her to the ground in one fell swoop, and watched her struggle to get up, gritting her teeth over and over again, trying to defeat him.

Finally, she lay on the ground, no longer able to stand up, but the pain on her face was lifted a little.

Jiang Moshi slept on the floor with her and asked her how she felt. Hua Xiyue rarely bent the corners of her mouth, indicating that she was okay, as a reward, Jiang Moshi sang to him, Hua Xiyue closed her eyes, and it didn't take long for a steady breathing sound to come, but she didn't expect to really fall asleep.

This can stop Jiang Moshi, he is sweating, he has to take a bath, he can't just give her a bath, he finally quieted down, he can sleep well, and he can't bear to wake her up.

Hua Xiyue didn't sleep long, when he picked Hua Xiyue to bed, she still woke up, she said she was very hungry, Jiang Moshi said to cook immediately. Hua Xiyue took a bath and looked at the figure who was busy for her in the kitchen.

It's not the first time I've seen Jiang Mo like this, every time this happens, it will make her feel like home, a warm feeling, spreading throughout the house, and some places in her heart are filled.

"Wash your hands and you'll be ready to eat in no time."

Hua Xiyue smiled, and did what he said, although she couldn't eat it, but in her heart, she always thought that Jiang Moshi's cooking was delicious, so she ate a lot.

After the meal, Jiang Moshi found a plaster from the cabinet and applied it to Hua Xiyue, and his arms, body, and thighs were not only bruised, but also had many scars.

Hua Xiyue was a little nervous, all her scars were undoubtedly revealed now, her self-control was actually not so strong, she didn't dare to be looked at, self-abuse was a shame for her.

Fortunately, Jiang Mo didn't say much, and quickly applied medicine to her, as before, he was very close, his breath soaked her skin, with warmth, with his taste, some long-avoided, some nostalgic.

She raised her head, didn't dare to look at it anymore, didn't dare to think more, refused so many times, he never took it seriously, always insisted on going his own way, only doing what he had to do, but connived at her, and broke through the lower limit for her again and again, why bother? She can't afford it.

"Okay, let's go and rest early, let's get up early tomorrow and go out for a run, vent everything, maybe it will help you quit this."

Hua Xiyue nodded.

"Go to the bedroom, if you don't feel well at night, I'll take care of you."

Hua Xiyue looked back at him, looked at his deep eyes, and said a little mischievously, "I want to listen to songs."

Jiang Moshi walked over, touched her head, and said okay. Jiang Mo chose a soft song, Hua Xiyue closed her eyes, she was fine at first, and gradually, she covered her head with a quilt, and then her body gradually curled up.

Jiang Moshi also became nervous, shouted Hua Xiyue, turned her body sideways, and saw that she had bitten her lip and was bleeding, Jiang Moshi hurriedly asked her to send her teeth, hugged her, and if she couldn't stand it, she would bite herself.

Soon, there was a pain in his shoulder, and he could clearly feel the feeling of his teeth piercing into the flesh through his clothes, and then the sensation became clearer and clearer, and there was blood flowing out, but even then, it didn't seem to have much effect.

Her body began to tremble and her mouth was relieved, and the desire in her eyes became more and more obvious, and the withdrawal reaction made her painful and intensified her desire.

Jiang Moshi was afraid that she would really hurt herself, grabbed her hand, her eyes were on fire, she struggled violently, and then she was nauseous and vomited, and all the food she had just endured was vomited, the taste was particularly unpleasant, Jiang Moshi didn't care.

Her eyes were dilated, she struggled with her hands and feet, biting him at will, her lower mouth was so heavy that he could bear it a little biting her, but she was still biting herself, and she lost her temper violently, Jiang Mo couldn't stand it, and slapped her on the shoulder.

But Hua Xiyue didn't faint except for the pain, Jiang Mo hit it three times before Hua Xiyue fainted.

He couldn't bear to be heavy-handed, but he still gave a heavy hand, even if the person fainted, his brows were still tightly wrinkled, and his teeth were only bitten, Jiang Moshi cleaned up the bedroom, and hurried to clean Hua Xiyue, and after everything was done, Hua Xiyue woke up again.

Jiang Moshi couldn't tie her up like others, so he could only hold her tightly and let her do everything she could to wreak havoc on him.

He kept shouting Hua Xiyue's name, and said words of encouragement to her, since he decided to start quitting, he would support it completely at one time.

Hua Xiyue said nice words, begging him to bring her a little, he resolutely said no, she began to order him, and then threatened him, Jiang Moshi just didn't let go, said if he didn't give it, he wouldn't give it, if he wanted to live well, he had to get through.

I don't know when it passed, both of them fell asleep exhausted, when Jiang Moshi woke up, he found that there was no one next to him, he hurriedly shouted Hua Xiyue's name and looked for her in the house, but he didn't expect that she was in the kitchen, holding a knife and cutting her hands.

He ran over and kicked her knife off, led her to bandage it quickly, glared at her, and wanted to ask her why she wanted to kill herself, but looking at her tearful eyes, he couldn't bear it anymore.

But the school motto is still necessary, he said a few cruel words, so that she clearly understood how stupid it was to do this, Hua Xiyue didn't gnaw, bit her lip, and wanted to say something to justify, but found that she had no reason to refute it.

Jiang Moshi looked at her, a little punishment, and tightened the strap on her hand a little, Hua Xiyue frowned, but she endured it without saying a word, compared to yesterday's badness, she looked much more sober today, at least in a sober state, her temper was hard, and she was not at all as pitiful as yesterday who begged him in a low voice.