Thirty-six pieces of candy I'm going to be distressed
Most of the classes after the third year of high school are connected by two main classes, and teachers like math teachers and English teachers simply occupy recess time.
Those who want to go to the toilet go to the toilet by themselves, and those who don't go continue to attend the class.
Ji Chen gave up listening to the lecture when the math teacher began to talk about the last four questions. She pulled out a blank piece of paper from the scratch paper, began to draw lines, and then took out a QQ candy and secretly stuffed it into her mouth.
She looked at the plastic water bottle on the corner of the table and wanted to laugh, as if she was in love.
She had already drunk most of the water in the bottle, and the crimson color was like the juice of roses, not blood.
Ji Chen thought, the blood was much thicker than it.
The corners of her mouth froze suddenly.
The color of the blood.
Voices began to shout in my head, let me out, let me out.
The mysterious sensation is like an air conditioner that is nowhere to be found, slowly rushing from your skin into your body, mixing into your bloodstream, and then flowing all over your body.
It's a bad feeling, as if you're surrounded by people who are going to kill you, who are hiding in your life, and you don't know who these people are. Only if you kill them all will you feel safe for a moment. When you enter the crowd again, that sense of fear, that sense of vigilance, comes back to the old ways.
She looked at the math teacher on the podium who was babbling with a big triangular ruler and drawing lines on the blackboard, and she stiffened her neck as she looked at the black heads raised in front of her. She was restraining herself, restraining her fears, and that terrible thought.
She wanted to kill everyone here.
The scarlet liquid made her body produce an indescribable pleasure, stimulation, excitement, and fear.
Ji Chen shook his hand and poured the remaining half bottle of drink into his stomach, taking a deep breath to stabilize his breath.
Until the end of class, Ji Chen was a little sudden, she had stabilized her breath, but the restlessness in her heart could not be stabilized, it was like a jumping candy that I had eaten as a child, as soon as it touched the tongue coating, it jumped up and down in your mouth, and it made a crackling sound that made it difficult for you to ignore.
Ji Chen's hand holding the pen began to turn white, and she heard a slight sound when she took a deep breath. The soft sound pulled her thoughts away from herself. She doesn't know why, as long as she starts to think deeply about her own affairs, she will always enter a cycle, it is difficult for her to notice, and she always has to rely on external objects to wake up.
Ji Chen looked at the pen that was pinched off by one of his hands, and immediately threw the pen away.
The pain seemed to have passed the effect of anesthesia and began to occupy her entire brain, densely packed, like an ant's nest in a house.
Ji Chen threw away the broken plastic pen barrel, and asked around to borrow a band-aid, his thumb was punctured by plastic, and he bled a lot, which scared Xiao Lan a lot.
"You said you, why do you pinch the pen barrel, how do you hold the pen now?" Xiao Lan said complainingly, but she cared about her mostly, she stuffed the blood-stained tissue into their temporary garbage bag, and deliberately dipped it in hot water to wipe Ji Chen's fingers. It is said that hot water can eliminate some poison.
Ji Chen was a little speechless, can this hot water be disinfected?
The fingers wrapped in the band-aid had a headache and couldn't bend it, and Ji Chen held his thumb up when he held the pen, and the speed of writing the question slowed down.
In Ji Chen's eyes, this broken wound just affects the speed of doing the question too much, but other times it is nothing. Just change your hand when eating, anyway, she will be a thief with chopsticks in her left hand.
"What's wrong with your hand?" Liu Ge didn't notice Ji Chen's hand, but when the two were facing each other when they were eating, he realized that something was wrong when Ji Chen was eating with the same hand as him.
"When I was thinking about math problems, I was too serious and didn't pay attention, so I broke the pen all of a sudden, and then my hand was crippled."
"Oh." Lyug nodded, but his brow furrowed.
Ji Chen explained that he was so light and light, he didn't care at all, but Liu Ge knew very well the symptoms of some depressed patients. It's not that he doesn't believe what Ji Chen said to him, she doesn't want to die. But the more he believed what she said, the more he thought about it than she did.
There are two personalities in the body, and the main personality feels that he is not depressed, and it is true from the situation with her usually, so the one who gets depressed is the secondary personality.
Ji Chen said that she was very afraid of the influence of the sub-personality on her, and in view of the condition of the sub-personality, Liu Ge had to suspect that every wound that appeared on her body now was a conscious act of the sub-personality.
She was influencing Ji Chen's unconscious self-harm.
If this is really what Liu Ge said, then Ji Chen is in danger now.
A small wound at first, which will become more and more serious in the future, Ji Chen may get physical stimulation from self-harm, and he will like the pain and nerve stimulation when his body is cut open by a sharp weapon.
That's what Lyug fears the most. Until the end of her life, she would self-harm to get mental stimulation.
"What are you doing? What do you keep staring at my hands? Ji Chen spread his right hand in front of him, "Come on, come on, look at it casually, and don't take your money." "Her five fingers are thick to thin, her nails are full, her nails are clear, if not fleshy, she is also a pair of beautiful hands.
Originally, Ji Chen just had the intention of making fun of Liu Ge, but who knew that Liu Ge held her hand for the first time and pinched it.
"Pay attention next time, don't hurt yourself, I'll be worried."
Ji Chen's face turned red all of a sudden, and his heart was pounding, beating crazy. When Liuge kissed her, her little heart didn't have such a fast frequency, and her whole brain was filled with a "bang-bang" crashing sound.
"Breathe." Lyug squeezed her hand. He originally thought that saying this would give Ji Chen a consciousness in his mind to restrain his self-harming behavior, but he didn't expect that Ji Chen's nymphomaniac level was worse than he imagined. Lyug shook his head. The tongue wanted to say something when it licked the back molars, but swallowed all the words.
He is not an active person, and even more so in terms of feelings.
Even the boy who had to dodge Su Pei was even more so with the last person of the opposite sex.
Liu Ge poked the white rice grains in the bowl with his chopsticks, and suddenly thought that Ji Chen liked himself or shook it out for her. If he didn't shake her out, she might have been playing dead, and then he wouldn't have just sat down with her to eat.
Inexplicably, there is a dark fire in my heart.
Although he knew that Ji Chen liked him, and he might have a little inexplicable affection for her, this girl hadn't confessed yet, right?
Although the chance of her confessing will be higher than SchrΓΆdinger's cat, she just didn't confess!
Liuge thought that he was a little angry when he looked at her, let go of his hand, and began to eat silently.
Ever since he heard Liu Ge say that he would feel distressed, Ji Chen's whole person was floating in the clouds, and he didn't even feel the injury on his hand.
"You're still miserable this morning, with a living person's posture of not disturbing, why are you so beautiful when you come back from a meal?" Xiao Lan said as he took out the thirty-eight sets of English to brush up on the questions, "Could it be that your handsome guy Liu said something to you?" β
"Hey, hey, hey, hey!" Ji Chen laughed like a fool and didn't listen, and at the end of the laugh, he simply covered his face and buried it in the palm of his hand and laughed.
Xiao Lan flattened his mouth and slapped the thirty-eight sets of test papers on the table, slapping Bangbangbang.
"This classmate, please restrain yourself! I'm human, I don't eat dog food! β
"Hey, hey, hey!"
"......" Xiao Lan felt that she might not be able to communicate with her, she was completely addicted to Liuge's suit pants and couldn't extricate herself at all.
"I'll tell you, he said let me be careful in the future~~~ I'm injured, he will be distressed~~~" Ji Chen recalled Liu Ge and her words with great intoxication, completely ignoring Xiao Lan, whose face had turned into a yellow face.
"Hey, hey!"
And there's more!! Xiao Lan slapped Ji Chen's math test paper, which was only in his fifties, on her face, "You are sober!! You're only fifty-six in math!!! How do you deserve a 148-point roll!! You don't even have half of the family! β
Ji Chen took the paper off his face in a daze, "Oh, how difficult the math paper is, didn't you only take the test a hundred and a half?" I'm more than half of yours. Hey, hey, hey, hey! β
β......β
Xiao Lan took a deep breath sadly, is this still the same table that told her some time ago that she must study hard?
"You know what, it's really obscene for you to laugh like that."
Ji Chen immediately stopped his lewd smile and looked at her with a straight face.
"You're crazy! Why are you looking at me like that! "One second he was smiling like a lewd man who was about to rape a girl, and the next second, his face was almost stiff.
"Didn't you say I was too lewd like that? Do you see if my expression is obscene? β
Xiao Lan looked at it for a moment and said, "It's not obscene." β
Ji Chen slammed down on the table, grief-stricken.
"It's over, I used to laugh so much in front of Liuge, will he think I'm obscene too!"
Xiao Lan almost rolled his eyes to the ceiling.
"When you see him, it's like a fox seeing meat, and we're all not surprised. As for what Lyug thinks of you, you'll have to ask him! β
"I don't dare ask, what if he says I'm lewd? Where will I get the face to see him in the future! Ji Chen pursed the corners of his mouth and cried with a sad face, as if he was about to cry next.
Xiao Lan suddenly felt that he had a lot of scenes at the same table!! She never thought Ji Chen was so dramatic!
"Don't worry, even if you feel embarrassed and have no face to see people, as long as you see Liuge, it really doesn't matter if you have a face or something."
"You fart! I'm a thief who values my thin face! β
"Your double chin is almost to your chest."
"Teacher ......, did you forget anything after the monthly exam?" Why haven't our seats been adjusted yet? I want to change to the same table, teacher!