Chapter 195: Stars and Lights
She is sad enough now, and mentioning Fu Liangchuan will only make her even sadder.
"Alright."
Just when Qiu Lianyu was full of thoughts in his heart, Yu Bingqing had already brewed the coffee and brought it to the coffee table.
"How do you feel like you're on your mind?" Yu Bingqing noticed his strangeness and asked softly.
"No, I'll teach you how to use this password door, and what else to change the password." Qiu Lianyu changed the topic and said.
Due to the diverted attention, Yu Bingqing didn't ask anything more but came to Qiu Lianyu's side and seriously learned how to use the new password door.
In order to express her gratitude to Qiu Lianyu, Yu Bingqing invited Qiu Lianyu to dinner at home, and also contacted Shu Xin to come to her house by the way.
"Why change the door lock now, you have to set up a banquet." Said comfortably and jokingly.
Yu Bingqing chuckled lightly, gave her a helpless look, and said, "Yes!" Tomorrow I have to set up a feast when I buy a set of clothes, and you all have to pay for it. ”
The three of them laughed at Yu Bingqing's home, preparing the ingredients they needed for dinner at night.
For today's dinner, hot pot has become everyone's recognized appetite, so it is relatively simple to prepare.
After getting to the table, Shu Xin suddenly said with a serious face: "Bingqing, don't look at you smiling all day long, tell me the truth, did you encounter something?"
"It's complicated, I'll tell you when I go to bed at night." Yu Bingqing lowered her head slightly and said with a sad face.
But her words were hard to laugh and comfort. "! Bingqing, what you said sounds a little strange! ”
Yu Bingqing also realized the strangeness in this sentence, and then laughed as well.
And the reaction of the two also amused Qiu Lianyu, and for a while, the thick steam revealed a truly cheerful taste.
No one at the dinner table mentioned unhappy things anymore, it seemed that there was only joy in life, and there was no pain.
Being accompanied by someone every day gives Yu Bingqing some comfort in her heart, and it is also because it allows her to escape the pain in her heart for a short time.
In the evening, it was too late after the three of them had eaten, so Qiu Lianyu stayed at Yu Bingqing's house and slept in the guest room, while Shu Xin slept on a bed with Yu Bingqing.
"Say, sad things hidden in the bottom of your heart will one day remember that it will make you miserable, but repeated confiding can reduce the pain, so let's talk about it!"
Listening to Shu Xin say such words, Yu Bingqing actually felt that her enlightening posture had a little bit of the posture of a psychiatrist in the summer.
Just when Yu Bingqing was thinking about it and didn't know how to speak, Shu Xin suddenly said softly: "Yes, about Fu Liangchuan!"
Yu Bingqing turned her head slightly and was a little shocked, she knew it before she said anything.
"You don't have to look at me like that, apart from work and Fu Liangchuan, what can make you so annoyed, and then look at your expression, it's not because of work, so only Fu is left
Ryokawa up. ”
The corner of Yu Bingqing's mouth chuckled, "It's worthy of being a good friend who I grew up with, and you really know me." ”
"Don't be poor, talk about it, maybe I can give you an idea."
In the comforting words, Yu Bingqing fell into memory, and the scene that made her sad appeared in her mind again.
"This Fu Liangchuan." After listening to it, Shu Xin said indignantly.
"I don't feel angry anymore, I just feel stupid." Yu Bingqing's eyebrows and eyes lowered slightly.
The sound of the wind in the silent air around her seemed to understand the sorrow in her heart and resonate with her.
"Bingqing, let's start again! Just when all the pain has not happened, just when you have not met Fu Liangchuan, start to welcome a new life. Shu Xin gently patted Yu Bingqing's shoulder.
"yes, okay." Yu Bingqing replied softly.
Starting a new life is easier said than done. I don't know if time can take away all the pain.
When Yu Bingqing was in a trance, Shu Xin suddenly hugged her tightly.
"Bingqing, I've always been here, I've always been your good friend, it's a very difficult thing to forget the past, but I will always be by your side and get through this difficult time together,"
At the moment when a smile appeared on the corner of Yu Bingqing's mouth, the tears of emotion in her eyes couldn't stop falling.
"Knock knock!"
Just when the two were in the midst of sensationalism, there was a sudden knock on the door, and then Qiu Lianyu's voice was heard. "Bingqing, Shuxin, did you two sleep?"
"Not yet." While speaking, Yu Bingqing got out of bed and opened the door for Qiu Lianyu.
"What's wrong?"
In Yu Bingqing's puzzled expression, Qiu Lianyu suddenly reached out and turned off the light in the room, which made the two of them a little overwhelmed by the sudden darkness.
Before the two of them could ask, a little starlight was projected on the white roof of the bedroom and on the surrounding walls.
Yu Bingqing felt the beauty of being surrounded by light, and couldn't help but raise a smile on his cheeks, which was looking at Qiu Lianyu at the door in dismay, and he was holding a projector in his hand at this time.
"Is it pretty?" Qiu Lianyu's voice was soft and soft, and it was particularly comfortable in this starry environment.
"Pretty." Comfortable, but his eyes were a little dull in response.
Yu Bingqing knew what she was thinking, so she also knew about her state of mind at the moment, so she covered her stomach all of a sudden, and said with an anxious look: "That, you two will enjoy the starlight in the room first, and I will go to the bathroom with some stomach pain."
Then Yu Bingqing quietly exited the bedroom and closed the door for the two of them.
Comfortably in this romantic environment, I can't help but imagine snuggling on Qiu Lianyu's shoulders and looking at the real starry sky.
Thinking of this, she pursed her lips and held back the tears in the corners of her eyes to prevent them from slipping down
。
In fact, it doesn't matter if she can be with Qiu Lianyu now, she just hopes that he will live and live well.
She never understood why God would take the life of such a good person.
Shu Xin glanced at Qiu Lianyu, who was still looking around, and always felt that he was already a little unreal now, as if he was already a phantom and would disappear at any time.
"Lian Yu, where did you get such a beautiful thing?" Shu Xin spoke softly, but his voice was still slightly hoarse.
"I accidentally heard someone talk about it, saying that the little light projected is like a starry sky, which is very healing, so thinking about her illness, she is in a bad mood now, maybe this kind of starlight can make her happier!"
Listening to Qiu Lianyu's explanation, Shu Xin lowered her head, she had always known about Qiu Lianyu's thoughts, but she couldn't help but feel a little lost in her heart when she said this.
also began to fantasize that everything today was prepared for her by Qiu Lianyu, and she can only rely on paralyzing her nerves to obtain short-term happiness now.
In fact, she is really jealous of Yu Bingqing sometimes, but she doesn't blame her, let alone hate her, because Yu Bingqing has never been wrong, and even always helps her create opportunities intentionally or unintentionally.
So she should be thankful for her.
In this way, in the gap when Yu Bingqing went out, the two of them did not speak except for these two sentences, quietly looking at the starlight in the room.
But even if it has been silent for so long, the atmosphere between the two is not awkward, perhaps because the two of them have their own thoughts.
Yu Bingqing stayed in the bathroom for a long time, until she felt that if she didn't go back, the two of them would not be able to stay in the house, so she slowly walked back to the room.
When Yu Bingqing pushed open the door and saw that the two of them were staring at one place blankly, and the starlight in the room was even reflected on the two people, he couldn't help but sigh at the beauty of all this.
Being in it is not the same as being on the sidelines.
Just like the stars and lights, it is a beauty when you are in it, and it is another beauty when you stand at the door and look at the panorama.
So, no matter how you watch it, it's all beautiful, although it will have a different experience!
And her relationship with Fu Liangchuan, she doesn't think it's good, and the people around her don't think it's good, so it's really terrible from beginning to end!
Shu Xin watched Yu Bingqing open the door, but he didn't come in for a long time and stood there in a daze, and asked softly: "Bingqing, what's wrong with you?" Why don't you come in? ”
Yu Bingqing suddenly came back to his senses and shook his head: "It's okay, I just think this starlight is very beautiful."
"Then I'll give it to you, and when we're all gone, turn on this starlight one night when you're scared, it's bright but soft, it won't disturb your sleep, but it will make you feel safe."
Qiu Lianyu smiled shallowly, and under the glow of this faint light, the smile seemed soft
The love is extreme, so that the comfortable look on the side instantly sinks into it.
And Yu Bingqing thanked Qiu Lianyu in her heart for doing such a thing for her, and she felt very satisfied to have these friends to bring her warmth at this difficult moment.
"Thank you." Yu Bingqing thanked softly.
"Bingqing, there will always be light in life, even in the dark night, there will be a little bit of daylight, everything will always be fine."
The corners of Yu Bingqing's mouth smiled slightly, then glanced at the two of them, and said with moist eyes: "Thank you, I feel very fortunate to have you by my side."
"Bingqing, we will always be by your side." Shu Xin said firmly.
"Yes, I'll always be by your side." Qiu Lianyu also agreed, but there was obviously no power in his tone.
He can't accompany Yu Bingqing all the time, he only hopes that his body can hold on, hear the true call of his heart, and accompany Yu Bingqing to the moment of her happiness.
And Shu Xin glanced at Qiu Lianyu, and his heart was also mixed.
Yu Bingqing looked at the starlight in the room, not knowing the sentimentality in Qiu Lianyu's heart, nor the pain in Shu Xin's heart that was worse than Qiu Lianyu.
(End of chapter)