However, Liu Ge did not sit alone in the cafeteria after being abandoned by her and eating unpalatable meals as Ji Chen thought. After Ji Chen was picked up by her mother, Liu Ge threw her schoolbag and boarded the last bus home.

Su Pei didn't comment on his son's behavior of skipping class, he is now in a period of conflict, and it is good for him to let himself take a break and think about it. However, she was really afraid that he would run to do some labor-management police/investigation after he finished thinking about it. That's a waste of time.

Although Su Pei and his son were on opposite sides, they still made him a sumptuous dinner to reward this excellent son.

Lyug sat at the dining table, crying and laughing at a table of food.

Fortunately, Su Pei is a psychiatrist, and he has a fixed time to go to and from work every day, otherwise he would be a surgeon like his father, and he would either be on duty today or there was a major operation over there that required him to stand on the platform.

Liu Ge rubbed his hands and picked up the chopsticks, and ate a bite of the braised eggplant, which was wrapped with dried shrimp under the soft eggplant meat, which was fresh and served with rice.

"Why don't you take two days off before you go to school?"

"Look, I'll go back when I figure it out."

Su Pei snorted coldly, if she has a good mind, she has a privilege, right, when she thinks about her reading, she can't wait to break her time in half, half of her head is immersed in hard reading, and half of it is wasted. I really envy my son's head.

"Mom doesn't want to say anything about you, but you must know that your parents' path is too difficult to walk, even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about me and your father! We've worked hard for most of our lives to pull you so hard, do you want us to live in worry every day for the rest of our lives? ”

Liu Ge sandwiched a piece of chicken wings and put it in Su Pei's bowl, "Okay, Mom, don't add drama to yourself." I'll give you a ticket tonight, I won't take the police academy anymore, okay? ”

Su Pei was overjoyed, "Really?!" ”

"Really." Liuge nodded, quickly picking up the rice in the bowl, "I think about it." Although I don't want to take the police academy anymore, I don't know what I want to do in the future, and I'm still thinking about it. ”

Su Pei raised his eyebrows, and gave a dish of chopsticks to Liu Ge, "Think about it slowly, as long as you don't do this business, it's no problem to do whatever you want!" ”

"Is the doctor okay?"

Su Pei gave him a blank look, "If you are willing to accept treatment and cure your illness first, then I can consider it." ”

"Cut, just now someone said that in addition to the police/detective, I can choose any other profession."

Su Pei tapped the edge of the bowl with chopsticks, "One yard is one yard, you just say that you are in this psychological state, can you do the job of a doctor?" I really have nothing to do, you are doing a good job now, being a small teacher, if you are willing to open a cram school, your parents also have a little savings, which can invest in you. ”

"Got it." Liuge picked up the rice in the bowl, wanting to quickly divert the topic, don't hold on to him.

"By the way, how is Ji Chen doing? Her mom called me and said she was going to come tomorrow. ”

Liuge pursed her lips, "I was sick today, and I was picked up by her mother in the afternoon." But I wasn't there when she got sick, I don't know, I said that I slept well, I cried all the time, and then Lao Ma sent her to the school hospital. ”

Su Pei sighed, "What a good child, why is this happening, I don't know what evil has been created." ”

Lyug narrowed his eyes, as if he had thought of something.

"Mom, I went to the infirmary to look for her later, she was a little weird."

"What's this strange method?"

Lyug frowned, not knowing what to say about the feeling.

"She knows where her illness is, and she doesn't give me the subconscious feeling that patients are deliberately avoiding their condition. Rather, how to say it, there is nothing to be done, and I simply accept it, but there is infinite fear in it. ”

Su Pei poked the rice grains in the bowl with chopsticks, thinking about his son's description.

"Most people with depression are depressed, but I think that although she is not happy, she is also happy, no different from normal people. I'm really curious about how major depression is detected. The only time she made me feel depressed was when she was sick, and she felt different at that time. ”

Su Pei took a deep breath, "I think this may need to go to the psychiatric department." She has come to see me until now, and every time she sees me, her condition is getting better and better, and her conversation is becoming more and more tactful. Sometimes I can't hold her. I think she has a high emotional intelligence, speaks very artistically, and can coax people around. What shocked me the most was that I didn't feel anything every time I talked to her, and I could only chew on some flavor by listening to the recording afterwards.

I've always had a wonder if she's going to be a dual personality. The main personality is what we see in our daily life, and the secondary personality is the melancholic personality. Once there is an opportunity, the sub-personality will appear beyond the main personality. ”

Liu Ge shook his head disapprovingly, "Multiple personality disorder is mostly caused by trauma in childhood, didn't her parents say that Ji Chen's life has been dull until now?" There is no such thing as childhood trauma. As for sexual assault, I don't think so, she was passionate about me as a thief. ”

Su Pei was amused by Liu Ge's expression when he said that Ji Chen was enthusiastic about his thief, "Son, you haven't lived with a patient, how can you rule out some causes so sloppily." Even if there is no sexual assault, there are incidents of domestic violence, school violence, and so on. ”

"But none of this happened to her...... "Liuge said, he remembered the freshman year of high school, when he took the thermos to get hot water, a girl was pushed into the toilet by several girls, and several people twittered and mocked the girl. Later, Ji Chen got close to a girl like Liu Pianran, and no matter how much he thought about it, he felt that there was something to do with it.

"She may have been ...... by school violence"

Su Pei's face was half overcast, "What is possible, you go and ask your classmates now, and I'll call her mother now." If my speculation is correct, then she is dangerous right now, and the more often the sub-personality appears, the more suicidal she is, just on the surface. ”

Liuge nodded, biting his chopsticks and trying to find someone to inquire about the news, but he didn't know who to find for a while.

He didn't know how his mother told Ji Chen's mother, and she said it with a serious face. And he could only poke open the class group and find a name that Ji Chen often said in front of him - Xiao Lan, Ji Chen's tablemate.

Liu Ge is the kind of person who doesn't know how to communicate, even if he is looking for Xiao Lan now, he is so busy in his third year of high school, Xiao Lan may not be able to play with his mobile phone, it is better to go back to the class and find someone to ask.

But Liu Ge still politely sent a message to Xiao Lan first, and then expressed his intention.

After waiting for five minutes, when no one answered, he threw his phone aside, opened a book and began to look at it.

For the first time, Liuge felt that reading a book was a boring thing, he was very irritable, he couldn't read the words in the book, and when he looked at the pages, he began to empty his head, which was far from what he used to be.

Lyug put away his book in frustration, then went into the grocery room, took out a rag and mop, and began to clean his room.

Although his room was not dirty, in order to find something to do for himself, Liuge removed all the books from the shelves, wiped the shelves, and put the books back one by one. Each book is in the same position as before it was removed, neatly arranged.

There are a lot of books on the shelves of Liuge, and I have saved a lot of books since I was a child. Many of them have already been sold by him, and those who remain are the ones he likes.

He got a copy of "A Little Fire", and the title of the book had the sentence "Always remember that every moment you breathe, you should live the life you really want." ”

This book was given to him by Su Pei when he was just in high school, and he finished reading it. At that time, I still couldn't understand it, but now that I think about the plot inside, I have an indescribable feeling.

Liuge put the book aside, thinking about bringing it to Ji Chen tomorrow.

After Su Pei cleaned up the kitchen, he was about to go back to washing and sleeping, but he saw Liu Ge cleaning his room.

Liuge's room has been cleaned by himself since his parents died. After living in the school, he cleaned it before leaving, and when he went home, Su Pei would take out the quilt for him to dry the day before, and his things would not be touched.

Liuge's room is very clean, and usually when he has something on his mind, or when he can't solve a problem, he will clean the room to vent. Liu Ge clearly said that he didn't want his parents anymore, and Su Pei didn't know what else was bothering him besides this matter.

Liuge's character is so hard that Su Pei doesn't dare to figure out Liuge's heart many times. Lyug was very reluctant to do that.

There is a psychiatrist at home, and Liuge has also learned how to hide his heart, hide his true thoughts, so that people can not spy on them so easily.

Sometimes Su Pei chatted with him, wanting to get something out of the words. But as Liuge gets older, he is more and more able to "send" her. Liuge studied psychology many times just to keep her mother from peeking into his true thoughts.

Even if he sat in front of her and chatted with her sincerely, the appearance of Liuge was still far from his heart. If it weren't for the fact that Liuge could speak some offensive language in front of her, then Su Pei might not have found that Liuge's psychology was much worse than that of other children.

For the current Liuge, Su Pei is mostly worried. She was afraid that President Liuge would be crooked. Liuge is now very self-disciplined and lives in a template, but Su Pei believes that those who are extremely self-disciplined are all to restrain the beast in their hearts. If there is no self-discipline, then this beast will have to break out of the cage one day.

She was really scared.