Chapter 249: Like a Dream
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Yi Xuan hooked the corners of her lower lip sarcastically, and moved a little farther away from Zhao Yan, "What's more." โ
Zhao Yan was very dissatisfied with her estranged behavior, and followed, "Then you tell me." โ
"Zhao Yan," Yixuan frowned and shouted to him, "You just stand there and listen to me." Don't come. โ
Zhao Yan's expression froze, and he stood there without moving.
She lowered her eyes and put her hand on the Bogu shelf next to her, "There's something I haven't told you. I thought I'd never say it, because that would be better for you. But you killed him, my brother. โ
"Your brother?" Zhao Yan was puzzled.
As far as he knew, Yixuan didn't have an older brother, only Hongyu's sister.
"Yes, my brother, Wen Changbai." Yixuan raised her face, the corners of her mouth were tightly pursed, and her eyes were cold.
This hatred has been buried in her heart for fourteen years, as long as she doesn't find Zhao Yan for a day, she won't be at peace for a day.
She will never forget her brother's dying appearance, weakly collapsed in her arms, spitting blood, but his eyes were still peaceful and peaceful, looking at her tenderly and lovingly.
She saw her brother's attachment to life in those eyes.
If you don't kill Zhao Yan, you can't pay tribute to your brother.
Zhao Yan was shocked: "Wen Changbai...... How is your brother? He's obviously Arlo's brother......"
"yes." Yi Xuan sneered, "When you attacked him, did you ever think that he was my brother?" โ
The meaning of this sentence is too deep, and Zhao Yan couldn't solve it for a while. When he understood the meaning, he couldn't help but start trembling at this fact.
There was anger in his eyes, and he walked over and pressed Yixuan's shoulders: "What the hell do you want to say!" โ
Could it be that Zhiluo is Yixuan? Impossible, there will never be such a thing in this world, it must be Wen Yixuan who is lying to him!
Zhao Yan squeezed Yixuan's shoulders tightly, and the force was so great that he almost crushed her shoulder bones and lifted her up. He lowered his head to her, his eyes glazed with anger.
Yixuan was forced to stand on tiptoe and gasped in pain, but seeing Zhao Yan like this, she felt extremely happy in her heart.
She will give him back all the pain she has suffered, little by little.
"Zhao Yan. Don't you want me to live? Yi Xuan's voice stumbled a little because of the pain, mixed with a mocking smile: "Actually, you want it, right?" Before you kill Wen Changbai. But now that Wen Changbai is dead, you don't have the face to see me, right? You promised me that you would protect my family, did you do it? No, you didn't, you killed my family. โ
Zhao Yan's eyes were scarlet, and he looked at her in disbelief, "Are you lying to me?" You hate me, so you pretend to be Zhiluo, just to make me miserable. I won't believe you, I don't believe ......"
Tears flowed out of the corners of Yi Xuan's aching eyes, but she still maintained the mocking arc of the corners of her mouth: "Hypothesis? How boring do you think I am to make this hypothesis with you? Zhao Yan, you like me, don't you? โ
He gritted his teeth and said nothing, just looking at her angrily.
"You like me for no other reason, it's just because I'm her, and I and her are the same person, so you are hopelessly falling again." Yixuan covered her eyes slightly, and there was a faint grievance in her eyes, "Wen Yixuan was not a normal child originally, her intelligence was lower than that of ordinary people, and she even stumbled when she spoke, I took this child's body to survive, although I don't know the reason, but this is fate." โ
Zhao Yan remembered.
The first time he met Wen Yixuan was at Zhiluo's funeral. This little girl stood quietly in the ranks of her family, her head bowed, her eyes faintly alienated.
Others may be genuinely grieving, or they may be fake, as they should be on such occasions. Only she is out of place, and she doesn't even want to pretend.
The moment he saw her, a strange feeling rose in his heart.
As if Zhiluo was not dead, he stood here coldly, and the next moment he might have to come up and call him "Zhao Yan".
This made him angry, not because of her attitude, but because there was no one in his heart who could compare to Zhiluo. So he ordered the little girl to go to the funeral.
And then what happened? Wen Changbai, who has always been indifferent to everything around him, actually took the initiative to intercede for this little girl, and that day, Wen Changbai did not shed a single tear.
I see.
He was kept in the dark from the beginning, and they all conspired to hide from him and watch him suffer because of Zhiluo's death.
Zhao Yan's hand holding Yixuan suddenly loosened, and he laughed low, weirdly, and the whole person didn't look normal. Yi Xuan took the opportunity to take a few steps back, and quietly took out the knife in the inner pocket of her shirt and stuck it on her arm, once Zhao Yan did something to her, she could save her life.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" Zhao Yan looked at her sadly.
"Do you want to hear the truth?"
Zhao Yan nodded.
Yixuan slowly rubbed his shoulders and lowered his head and said, "Maybe you don't believe it, but at the beginning, I really planned to help you." โ
Zhao Yan was stunned.
"Wen Yixuan's identity is not sensitive, I can use this identity to do many things, for example, to get close to King Yu." Yi Xuan thought it was ridiculous when she thought of the past, the person she bothered to protect at that time finally made her miserable and even killed her brother, and the enemy she thought at that time was the most affectionate and gentle to her.
"Although it is a coincidence that I married King Yu, I also want to take the opportunity to help you. But later, I became more and more disappointed in you, you are no longer the teenager I wanted to protect, you have grown up, and you are more cold-blooded than I imagined. โ
"So you threw yourself into King Yu?" Zhao Yan clenched his fists.
"Not really. I just hope that you can get along with the well water without the river water. The prince actually has no objection, and he will take care of me, you are the king I supported to ascend to the throne of God, so he will not make a move on you. Yixuan raised her eyes and looked at him disappointedly: "I hurt him more than once to protect you, but what did you give me in return?" โ
Zhao Yan pursed his lips, his face pale. I want to explain, but I don't know where to start.
"If you want to confine me in the palace for a long time, and you want to keep me by your side against my wishes, I can ignore all of this." Yi Xuan's eyes turned red, and her lips trembled slightly, "But you used Zhang Qianyuan to stab the prince and imprisoned him in the dungeon, if it weren't for the prince's life, he would probably have died in prison." In the end, you killed my brother. โ
Yi Xuan's hand hidden under his sleeve had already clenched the knife at this time.
"Zhiluo ......" Zhao Yan slowly called her name, with a painful expression, walked to her side, held her face with both hands, and her lips were pale as if they were smeared with a layer of lead powder, "I was wrong, I didn't know you did so much for me, if you could have told me earlier, I wouldn't have ......"
"If I told you, you would do whatever it took to trap me by your side and become your forbidden pet." There was no emotion in her voice.
Zhao Yan was stunned for a moment, and pursed his lips with a wry smile, "You think of me like this?" โ
"Or else?"
He was silent. Of course, he can say, I will never do such a thing to you, if you are not willing to do it, I will not force you. But that was before Zhiluo's death.
After losing her once, will he be able to withstand it a second time?
The answer is, no.
Therefore, he could not guarantee that he would not act to hurt her.
But at least, they won't come to this point between them.
"Zhiluo." He took her hand, put her hand in his palm, and ironed it little by little, "Actually, I have never been a good person, my nature is very bad, I looked forward to the death of those who bullied me when I was a child, and even myself, I don't feel any need to live." โ
"But after meeting you, I suddenly began to wish that I could be a little better, not too good, and I didn't have to be ashamed of myself when I was standing next to you. It was you who pulled me out of the abyss, and I have been trying to be a person who meets your expectations. โ
Zhao Yan smiled bitterly, "But suddenly one day they all say that you are dead, I know that I am finished, and I will fall again and become a very bad person." Disappointed you, didn't you? โ
"Like you said, I saw your shadow in Wen Yixuan - I didn't know you were alone at the time, so I used some crazy tricks to keep you around. Because I'm afraid that if I can't catch it, I'll lose it again. โ
He took her hand and pressed her palm to his cheek, "If you are not there, I will have nothing, and a person who has nothing will naturally dare to do anything." Zhiluo, you can hate me, but don't leave me again, okay? โ
"Then why did you kill Wen Changbai?" Yixuan asked hatefully.
"It's also to keep you." Zhao Yan said bitterly: "I'm afraid that he will betray me, and when my whole army is destroyed, there will be no possibility of getting close to you, so I ...... If I knew you were alive, I wouldn't have done that. โ
Yi Xuan withdrew his hand and looked at him in disgust: "According to what you said, everything you did was because of me, and it was because I killed my brother because of me, I am the source of all evil?" โ
"That's not what I meant......"
"Zhao Yan! Don't deceive yourself anymore, in fact, you are only for your own selfish desires. I have never promised you anything, it has never been your private property. I am free to choose who I love and who is my husband, instead of being fought over by you. Even now, you still want to put all the blame on me and get rid of yourself. Do you think I'm going to feel guilty? No, I just hate you more. โ
As if a thunderbolt fell, Zhao Yan looked at her in a daze.
Her eyes were filled with anger, and her expression was full of hatred for him.
Is he so hateful?
Zhao Yan smiled mockingly.
The two who once stood side by side have come to such a point. And he did it single-handedly.
He hoped that all this was a dream, and when he woke up, she was still the familiar girl, standing beside him coldly, discussing with him how to deal with Zhao Zhen.
If only it were a dream.