228. No impressions

He walked back to his place, looked down at the red eyes that had always been indifferent, and thought faintly: Can I still curb his madness? Thinking about the man's previous words, Gao Cheng seemed to have attacked me several times, and as long as I thought about it carefully, I could understand it. I closed my eyes and recreated the scene in my mind, flipping the scenes one by one without letting go of any details, and when I opened my eyes, my heart was only sour.

The first time the big bird attacked me, it swooped down, grabbed me by the collar, lifted me by the collar, and threw me beside Takashi; He is close at this time, and if his mind loses his mind, then I am the first to bear the brunt! But he rose from the ground and fought with Xu Jianglun.

The second time, I drove the big bird, and the hook-like beak pecked at the door in front of me, but the angle was deviated when I leaned down, if Xu Jianglun hadn't stretched out his palm to cover it first, it was very likely that the big bird would still peck at the collar on the side of my neck, and he still wanted to ask the big bird to take me to him. At that time, I was completely out of my mind that had been shocked by reality, and when I saw him make a killing move against Xu Jianglun, I instinctively didn't want him to really kill people, so I stopped it. It was that hug and block that almost completely annihilated him, and I was thrown into the air by him, falling to the ground heavily, and extinguishing the last trace of hope.

I don't think about it at all, every punch that followed was thrown at Xu Jianglun's back, there was a single resentment towards him, and there was a desire to take me out of someone else's body, but it was just the madness of the drug, so that Gao Cheng could no longer express it.

At that moment, if I had the slightest understanding of what he meant, he would not have beaten Xu Jianglun to the point that his bones shattered, and he would not have collapsed due to mad overdraft. Even so, when everything "calmed down", when there was a danger of strange movement around me, he once again drove the big bird to lead me away from the trouble, and he put himself on my shoulder and stared at me fiercely but did no harm.

How did I lose sight of all these details? still suspicious of him, suspecting that he was not his concern. I don't know him as well as a stranger knows him, so why should I be embarrassed?

Squatting down with his knees bent, he slowly leaned over him, and without thinking about it, tears fell into the frame, dripping right into his red eyes. I was so shocked that I reflexively reached out to wipe it, but as soon as my hand touched his face, it was clasped. His gaze fell back to his face from his wrist in a daze, and his eyes, which had been motionless and staring upwards, were now fixed on me.

"...... Takashiro," I murmured.

He wouldn't answer me, his eyes sparkled a little, and suddenly he turned angry. I was shocked, knowing that he had seen Xu Jianglun again, and as soon as the bad thought surfaced, I saw a flash in front of my eyes, and he rose from the ground, his body like an arrow to pounce on that place. I didn't want to stop him by the waist and hug him, he let out an angry roar from his mouth, and his muscles stretched and dragged me forward two meters with brute force, and he had reached Xu Jianglun's body, seeing a palm falling, I let go of my hand and pounced on Xu Jianglun.

The sharp palms were full of murderous aura, and just as they were about to approach the door in front of me, they looked up and looked down at each other, their eyes were crazy, ferocious, and compassionate, and their palms stopped abruptly, an inch away. I felt the fist wind sweeping through the front door, and my body was as fast as lightning to the side, my heart tightened and pounced again, this time I only had time to hold his feet, ignoring the pain of my body bumping with the stones on the ground, gritting my teeth and shouting: "Gao Cheng, don't go!" ”

He was pulling his feet to break free, and I clung to it, if he left at this time, it would be difficult to find him again. There was a frantic roar above his head, and his brute strength was even stronger, and he almost got out of his hand several times, clenching his teeth. But when my wrist was grabbed so hard that I had to let go of my fingers because of the pain, I began to despair.

Gao Cheng may be able to hold on to the last shred of his mind without really hurting me, but I can't suppress his madness at all. Almost desperately, he thought that he would be thrown out of the next moment, but he didn't expect that someone was suddenly lifted and caught under his armpit, and then strode away. The speed was amazing, my face was swooping to the ground and I couldn't see what he looked like at this moment, I could only judge by feeling that he didn't run out of space, and the route he ran was in a straight line, so this place was so big?

Anyway, at least he took me with him more than just now. Although it was very uncomfortable to run under his armpit like this, his chest was stuffy, and the blood in his head was congealing. After running for more than ten minutes, I finally stopped, and the breath from above was heavy, not panting, but every breath seemed to suppress the emotions of barking.

I was trying to take off and turn my head to look, but my body was thrown to the ground, and before I could react, I heard a "poof". I was stunned for three or four seconds before I realized that there was water in front of the darkness, and I didn't see Gao Cheng around me, he ...... Jumped?

Crawling forward in a panic, he felt the edge only half a meter away, and when he reached out, a shiver hit him, and the water temperature was low to below zero. But the water was so quiet that there was no sound of reflux, especially ...... "Gao Cheng!" I shouted. The voice went out and there was an echo, but there was no response.

All kinds of bad thoughts grew from the horns, and when he called out again, he trembled: "Gao Cheng, you answer me." "There was a terrible silence, and my chest felt like it was being nailed into a stake one after another, and it hurt so much that it was hard to breathe. There was nothing else to think about, I jumped headlong and plunged my mouth and nose into the icy water, and I choked on the water poured into it, and the pain was an indescribable torment. I couldn't see with my eyes, I could only touch it with my hands, my body temperature was rapidly disappearing, my limbs were frozen and stiff, and I thought desperately: if I can't find it, let's sink to the bottom together.

I vaguely heard something slamming on the water, because I was underwater, and it sounded like a muffled sound. An external force suddenly came to pull me by the back collar, and I panicked for a moment, stretching my limbs to break free, but I was dragged backwards. It wasn't until it surfaced that I realized something sluggishly. The body was rudely pushed ashore, and then there was a sound of rushing water, and a figure crawled up wet.

I lay there staring in amazement when I heard myself asking a question that had a clear answer: "You didn't jump?" ”

His response was to flip me over heavily, with my shoulders on the ground, and with a fierce red eye, I came to him, and finally heard him speak, intermittently: "Why follow...... Uncontrollable...... will hurt you. ”

Crying with joy, he really remembers me! He was expressing that he didn't want to hurt me, so he wanted to leave when he went crazy just now. I wrapped my hands around his waist and whispered, "It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if it's hurt, really, Gao Cheng." I just want to accompany you through it, and you will definitely be able to defeat this demon. ”

When the pain came from my neck, I knew what was happening, but I didn't move and let it go. If this kind of devouring is a depressing and painful catharsis for him, then why not accompany him? He was able to retain the last shred of consciousness to favor me when his mind was almost completely empty, and I could naturally accompany him through this pain.

When the resistance of the skin, the heat and the cold, I was faithful, and I couldn't help but tremble, for the place where his lips had been. Full of distress, a person interprets the diametrically opposed contradictions of madness and restraint, desire to destroy and cherish, and only Gao Cheng can do it at this moment. His scalding warmed my cold, and my ice soothed his heart, well, and at first he bit heavily, leaving all kinds of marks, and then he overcame his restraint over madness, and kissed him heavily, and no longer left a tooth mark.

I saw from those bloody eyes, behind the fierce light, there was a lot of pity. The arms can't be tighter, the same way, I was also tightly clasped in his arms, close my eyes to feel him at the same time, and no longer afraid of fate flowing like a river, sand between my fingers.

Because, it is fate that has given us to each other.

After it subsided, there was a small and dense sound in my ears, and he was calling over and over again: Little Bamboo. Single, stubborn, I don't stop it, I just let the corners of my mouth go up, and I don't think there is a better title than this.

The impetuousness was still there, and I could feel that he had just suppressed it with great willpower. The slight tremor of his body was noticed by him, and he stopped reading in his mouth, and asked in a sand voice, "Cold?" "I replied.

It is cold, and the temperature of the space is extremely low.

He retreated, shivering even more, but soon a piece of clothing was covered, and it was actually dry. As soon as I touched the fabric, I knew that it was the coat he had been wearing, and I frowned and thought that he had the sanity to take off the coat before he went into the water to save me? But even with this dress covered, it still feels cold.

Suddenly, two slight strokes were heard, and flames appeared in the darkness, and then turned into flames, reflecting his face.

stared intently and greedily, and didn't see him clearly for too long, but when he saw him awake, it seemed like a world away. But when he turned his eyes to look at it, the lamp I hoped for was extinguished, and the red eyes were still there, and the wild shadow was still floating.

He came over and picked me up and sat down by the campfire. The warm flame drove away the cold in my body, but it didn't drive away the hesitation and all kinds of doubts in my heart, and I hesitated to pick the most wanted to know question and asked: "Are you okay?" ”

I stretched out my hand that was stirring the flame with a branch, and after a moment he didn't answer, I grabbed him by the arm: "Tell me, for better or worse." He said: "There is a flow of air in my body colliding everywhere trying to break free, I can suppress it for a while, I don't know how long." If you're around, you can still refrain from smelling your breath. ”

"And what if I'm not there?"

"I don't know." He replied, after a two-second pause, "Not impressed." ”

So he has no memory of what he did when he was crazy? It's not right, when he was caught in the iron cage, he still had the rationality to oppose Xu Jianglun's army and get out of the cage; After he was rescued by them one after another, he came back to me on his own initiative. Isn't he impressed by any of this?

His explanation came from his ears: "When you are in the iron cage, you sense that your mind has come back a little on the top; As for running back to find you, I really don't have an impression, but when I woke up, there seemed to be a thread tugging. ”<